2024-02-22T18:30:00Z
Day 9
GENGHIS, GIGACHAD
4 Likes
Bro took all of the titles to himself, leave some titles for us 
1 Like
LOLL!
My bad! 
2 Likes
2024-02-23T18:30:00Z
Day 10
Rest Day
- Am happy at my food intake right now. Not overeating despite the presence of heavy physical healing and shifting Cores and modules in my customs.
- But I still have a long way to go with regard to losing weight so I might have to ramp up my exercise habits and introduce more time and difficulty into the mix to help with fat loss.
- Currently am doing pushups and burpess everyday and have noticed that am less tired when I go up the stairs. Even little things like this are awesome and will compound into greater benefits down the line.
6 Likes
2024-02-24T18:30:00Z
Day 11
GILGAMESH
- So the above happened with two women in the space of one day. One with a woman who is 20 years younger than me and the other around 10 years older. First time early morning and the second time in the afternoon.
- The important takeaway in all this I realized was that the change in my results happened when I simply decided last night that I will shift my reality to that of the customs am running. As in deciding that I am that guy who naturally attracted women.
- Frankly, I used to be that way way before I ever came across any subliminals but the eye diagnosis which happened to me 9 years ago gave a massive blow to my self-esteem. I now know that I don’t need to carry that reality and that I can change it whether it comes to health, wealth, sexiness or anything else.
- I also had a very vivid and spectacular dream when I took my afternoon nap today. In it, I was gifted the latest iPhone Pro Max which was a bright yellow color with an equally bright yellow phone case. I also got a gift bag that contained expensive perfumes, lamps and even a rose. I was surprised in the dream and enjoyed recieving these gifts. The acceptance of all of these expensive items in my dream made me realize that life is a dream and what dream you want to pursue is up to you. If you have a dream, create it in your life and feel absolutely worthy of it. And that you are already in that dream as soon as you make it up in your mind.
- I will embrace this mindset regarding everything in life and make life the way I want it to be. You also need to take a little action in that direction. For example, in the Facebook sexting scenario, I conversed with these women and had it in my mind to have fun rather than focusing on the end goal. I felt fun and sexy and that translated into some good flirting. Never be angry or complain in your mind when things don’t go your way. Keep having fun and play at life.
- Will also journal my goals as much as possible. So next I will be focusing on getting a poetry book out this year, to move out of my current home and travel a lot. And to also decide that am healthy in every regard no matter what I feel now.
- “…merrily merrily merrily merrily, life is a but a dream…”
3 Likes
2024-02-25T18:30:00Z
Day 12
Rest Day
- Am studying reality shifting right now. Not surprised since I have both A Stark Black Reality and Wanted Black: Seduce Reality in my customs.
- Learning to reduce judging other people’s choices to the level of “total nonchalance”. It is their choices that make my own choices possible.
5 Likes
2024-02-26T18:30:00Z
Day 13
GENGHIS, GIGACHAD
- Looking forward to travel in a few days time. In my situation, I don’t get to travel much so when it happens, am glad to be out of the house even if it is in the presence of my folks.
- Sometimes it is depressing when I think about my situation. Feels like some sort of cosmic house arrest.
- Luckier than others but things aren’t as good as I want them to be.
- Am glad I have no urge to change my stack regardless of reconciliation since these are my ideal customs. But I keep looking to see what the solutions are for my issues. I hope I come across them along the way. No. I am sure to come across them along the way.
9 Likes
2024-02-27T18:30:00Z
Day 14
Rest Day
- So I have cancelled my plan to go to the ayurvedic ashram for my eye treatment. Had done a similar ayurvedic eye treatment before and hated it. I don’t think it will be any different and I am not going to subject myself to the torture again. Still going on my trip though.
- This decision along with everything in my life being in a stable condition (parents are well, siblings and their children are doing good, am eating good food, etc) makes this the perfect time for me to get back into Joe Dispenza meditations once again and go all in to study and master it. I have an on-off relationship with this modality but fortunately, am more fond of doing the meditations now compared to before when I first hated it. And am changing in significant ways than just getting used to sitting still for an hour. These meditations along with SC subliminals are life changing especially in terms of my mental programming.
- I will admit I have the bad habit of doing things when things are at their worst so for once let me do things when my life is in order. I will feel better about it that way and create a better life for myself along the way.
- Yes. That’s the right decision. It feels very good when you know you are walking the path that you are meant to be on.
8 Likes
So the dispenza meditations are okay to use with subs? They’re great for sure.
1 Like
Since they are only guided meditations (and some breathwork), it’s perfectly okay to use them along with the subliminals. No issues at all.
3 Likes
2024-02-28T18:30:00Z
Day 15
GILGAMESH
- Happy Leap Day! An extra 24 hours to waste yay lol!
- Jokes aside, am feeling very relaxed and purposeful at the same time. I think the customs are finally integrating into me and being able to work in harmony with each other.
- Spent time packing for the train trip tomorrow. Am very careful and deliberate when it comes to packing for any sort of travel. Make sure I got everything. If I do miss to take something, it’s usually something small and not something important.
- The ticket still shows waiting list for 2 of our seats. Hope that gets resolved tomorrow.
- Gonna sleep early. Gotta wake up before the sun rises tomorrow.
8 Likes
Thank you, Malkuth! Just reached my destination.
3 Likes
2024-02-29T18:30:00Z
Day 16
Rest Day
- One thing I noticed today is an upgrade in my emotional regulation. Things that usually irritate me, didn’t as much today.
- This also led to less emotional eating. Had always considered myself as a foodie and even if food and its tastes and nutrients are things to be relished, we can use it as a coping mechanism. For example to soothe emotional upheavals and feel stable and grounded. So ate less food today even though I was traveling which showed more emotional control and stability internally without having to depend on external sources like food.
- Spend a good amount of time watching the Dr Joe Dispenza interview on Chris Williamson youtube channel. It was pretty recent and very enlightening.
- Am also noticing that I don’t need much to feel happy now. Some food, some rest. That’s enough. I need to create though. Make something by expressing myself. But I won’t worry about it. It’s only a matter of time.
7 Likes
2024-03-01T18:30:00Z
Day 17
GENGHIS, GIGACHAD
- Put my foot down regarding a decision for a new home in city am visiting now. Got my way with it.
- Reeled in another woman into my arms through Facebook. Oh the wonders of a new profile pic.
- Enjoying the heat here after the long cold. Sweating feels good.
- It’s my low way or the highway!
5 Likes
2024-03-02T18:30:00Z
Day 18
Rest Day
- A very relaxing Sunday.
- Went to meet an uncle and his family. My dad’s brother. Had a light breakfast at his home.
- After spending the morning with them, we left and had lunch outside.
- The day went smooth except for some occasional feelings of resentment. Some reconciliation that am working through.
- Happy to see mom doing well. The water and food here is conducive to her health.
- Will be doing a Joe Dispenza meditation now after am done with this journal entry. Have been delaying it for a couple of daya. Signing off to go into the Unknown. Change waits for me there.
5 Likes
2024-03-03T18:30:00Z
Day 19
GILGAMESH
- So I was out and about today when I realized that I was showing a lot of emotions on my face. It’s the opposite of stoic and the awareness of it made me better able to reign it in and hence better control frowns and the other “faces” I was making without being concious of it.
- Talking about emotions, there is a lot I need to understand about how I should use emotions to help manifest the life I desire rather than be stuck in a loop of the past due to carrying the same emotions.
- The combining of thoughts and feelings is how we shift into the reality we want. The act of creation lies in the control of those two elements in our lives.
- That’s the Neville Goddard and Joe Dispenza theory. Now to put it into practice.
4 Likes
2024-03-04T18:30:00Z
Day 20
Rest Day
- Am noticing that my desire to be outside has increased by a lot. Am a very happy introvert but now I like being an introvert outta the home lol. Must be the Nomad module working. And NEW Khan too.
- Song of Joy, Enchanting Smile and Entranced working during even simple conversations and small talk. People love to engage with me and even servers ask me whether I want more servings in my meals when I eat there.
- More deer in headlights looks from people when they see me walking about.
- Am back to my witty self both offline and online.
- Rapidly decreasing feelings of unhappiness and dissatisfaction with contentment, stoicism and joy.
6 Likes
I too have been focusing on this concept lately, I find that we control them better when we live in the present.
In the present moment it is easier to control feelings and live them fully because we accept the present reality, it also simplifies our life because we give less importance to superfluous desires and at the same time we give more value to the moment itself.
You’re doing great!
3 Likes
That is good advice.
Appreciate your encouragement 
.
3 Likes