ANTI-HERO Origins: Lion and the Black Company [GENGHIS, GIGACHAD, GILGAMESH]

Journals - Custom Subliminals
#81

I see, KB + Khan seems like the most masculine combo in my opinion, can’t be more masculine than that.

I wish you success in all areas of life.

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#82

I agree with you wholeheartedly! The combo is everything a man needs to succeed in life through boosting his masculine power. No wonder many are running the K + KB main store titles in a stack. And getting great results too.

I really appreciate that, bro. Thank you!

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#83

2024-11-08T18:30:00Z
Day 2
Rest Day

So I was wondering why I was feeling like giving more advice than usual (on and off the forum) and realized it were the Destiny Directive and Chiron modules encouraging me to do so. And possibly a (nice) hangover from having run EmpD before this stack too. Must be the bloom. That one made me much more benevolent and graceful in my speech and behaviors.

Not to forget the DRRED healing. That took a lot of my fears away and hence helped me have a good foundation for building the scripts of these customs better in my mind.

Must also be why I feel less urgency to run all the stage of NEW Khan. Went through all that DRR healing and that might have been enough to jump straight to NEW Khan ST4 in my custom here.

Either that or it is a good excuse to go straight to the last stage of the updated Khan lol.

Another thing regarding fear is that I notice am feeling a lot more relaxed than I used to. No use being tense. It only damaged the body.

That reminds me. Gotta get back on my meditation practice. Will help me feel a lot more relaxed when I do 20 minutes of it everyday.

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#84

2024-11-09T18:30:00Z
Day 3
GILGAMESH x1

I thought I had Joie de Vivre in one of my customs but I don’t. It was just Enchanting Smile that made me grin the whole day like the Cheshire Cat…

Cheshire Lion in my case.

Also am traveling in a day so that has me in high spirits.

The introvert has charged himself up 100% and is ready to go outdoors for a couple of days lol.

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#85

2024-11-10T18:30:00Z
Day 4
Rest Day

Mostly packing today. Gotta ride the train tomorrow morning.

And sleep early to get to the station on time.

Talking about being on time, I was reflecting on how I get dreams where I don’t reach a flight or train on time (not too often but frequent enough to take note). Although it never happens in real life since am always early to any such appointments (including for meeting people), it must be some fear I have regarding people pleasing and/or the fear of missing out (literally).

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#86

2024-11-11T18:30:00Z
Day 5
GENGHIS x1, GIGACHAD x1

  1. The train trip was fun. Had good food, socialised, made jokes, and the train reached the destination on time.
  2. I had a bit of anxiety at the closing end of the trip but I was back to my good mood after I turned my attention to more light hearted matters.
  3. Am not too bothered by other people bickering with each other. Previously I used to play peacemaker but the main problem with doing that is that they might get some peace cause of you but you usually lose your peace of mind in the process lol.
  4. Walk slow and see where you are going. There is no rush to get places even if others try to herd you fast to somewhere they have to go. Walk at your own pace and be unbothered.
  5. There is so much value in the subtle art of not giving a f*ck.
  6. Am going more minimal these days and giving stuff away as gifts to those who need it cause I can’t be bothered to sell them. Less but quality stuff is much better than having loads of things you will never use and have to keep maintaining.
  7. Where I am right now, I get to socialize more. Can’t wait to have some more fun and laughs.
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#87

2024-11-12T18:30:00Z
Day 6
Rest Day

  1. Felt a bit restless today. But it was mixed with a certain type of calm. As if I have to find something but not knowing what it is. Or do something but not know how to go about it.
  2. A very lukewarm day. Things were okay. But not good enough. As if it could be better.
  3. Must be a general sense of dissatisfaction with my life which One Purpose is trying to enlighten me about.
  4. I could use some New Dawn results right now. Maybe what am feeling is a prelude to what comes next. Fingers crossed.
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#88

2024-11-13T18:30:00Z
Day 7
GILGAMESH x1

  1. Am eating more than usual today. Must be physical shifting modules making me hungry.
  2. More contemplative right now. I should be grateful for the hundreds of opportunities I get in the present rather than regret about the few I missed in the past.
  3. More patient these days. What’s the use of losing one’s fuse?
  4. I do wonder how it will be if I make a dense custom(s) with MDFY: Freedom? Very tempting to try it out.
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#89

2024-11-14T18:30:00Z
Day 8
Rest Day

  1. “Laughter should be your default emotion”. I was listening to that speech by Matthew McConaughey on a YouTube short at the end of the day when I realized I was trying to embody that today.
  2. No matter what happens, joy and peace are states of mind that are achievable by looking at the brighter side of life.
  3. Even troubles are funny if one can laugh at oneself. Don’t take yourself too seriously and no one can humiliate you. Least of all your own self-criticism.
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#90

2024-11-15T18:30:00Z
Day 9
GENGHIS x1, GIGACHAD x1

  1. Had a party to attend today. Ended up being the center of attention even when it was for someone else.
  2. Talked to a lot of my old friends and made new acquaintances. Many of them were approaching me where I sat or stood and I didn’t have to go anywhere to talk to them.
  3. Ladies (even married ones) asking about me.
  4. One gorgeous lady even wanted to get a photograph and pulled me to her group of friends so that we could all get a group photo with me in the center.
  5. A friend of mine seeing that told me that I was the man of the hour lol. The celebrity effect was strong and I chalk it up to a combination of Khan + ASBR + WB Cores.
  6. Food was great and I helped myself to the buffet.
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#91

2024-11-16T18:30:00Z
Day 10
Rest Day

  1. Some ideas are formulating for my next stack. As much as I wanted to update the customs in my current stack into their “beefier” versions, I don’t think that will be the direction I will take. At least for right now. I think it is the One Purpose module that is guiding me to these thoughts. What those thoughts are, I will share later when am more sure.
  2. Since it was Sunday, it was mostly a relaxed day with loads of sleep to get over some sleep debts I had over the past week.
  3. Helped mom with some cooking. Was getting bored doing it until I realized that repetitive work is meditative. Just as meditation is a focus on repetitive action like breathing or thinking of a particular object in the mind’s eye, so was the work transformed into meditation. A quaint but spiritual form of the religious idea that work is worship.
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#92

2024-11-17T18:30:00Z
Day 11
GILGAMESH x1

  1. I realized that the feeling I had yesterday to change my stack in the next cycle was recon. No wonder I was moody from yesterday to today morning. Sneaky recon indeed.
  2. Plus all that moving away from this stack (or its updated version) so that I can come back to it, is just going in circles.
  3. Who cares if it takes time, am gonna run the stack (and customs) I love. If I run something else, my mind will always think about getting back to these customs. So might as well run these ones.
  4. Am eating a bit too much though. Sigh. Yoyoing between weight loss and weight gain is a chore lol.
  5. So many things need fixing. I mustn’t wait too long.
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#93

2024-11-18T18:30:00Z
Day 12
Rest Day

  1. Bliss is followed by harsh recon. Peace followed by anger. Highs and Lows. Ebbs and flows.
  2. Accepting it all. The duality and the unity. And the irony.
  3. Life is funny.
  4. It matters and it doesn’t matter at the same time.
  5. Let me peek at the world through your eyes, says the Lord. You are my eyes. And I will make you blind soon. Maybe.
  6. And through it all, just grin and bear it. It will be all over soon. At least that’s what it will feel like at the end of it all. Right now it will feel like giggles, tortures and mehs.
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#94

Hi Guru we are all supporting you on your journey like you supported all of us.

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#95

Genghis looks f**king dangerous man soon Guru will be Genghis he will conquer the world !!

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#96

Thanks a lot, my friend. I very much appreciate the support :pray:.

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#97

Lion Khan

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#98

Haha! I like the idea of that.

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#99

This is what I’m focusing on too, training to reach these states of mind tremendously improves the results we want to obtain from subliminals (and obviously much more), if I think back to the periods in which I had exponential growth it was precisely because in that period I felt so much joy and love. I’m sure you will reach them :pray:t2:

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#100

Kudos to you, bro!

Thank you :pray:

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