ANTI-HERO Origins: Lion and the Black Company [GENGHIS, GIGACHAD, GILGAMESH]

Journals - Custom Subliminals
#101

2024-11-19T18:30:00Z
Day 13
GENGHIS x1, GIGACHAD x1

  1. Recon disappears when I realize that I can handle reacting to things in a better way.
  2. If people irritate me, that doesn’t help me deal with them. Either see the joke in it and make them laugh. Or seek to make them better by inspiring them.
  3. If I get irritated with myself, I embrace myself tighter. Why be hard on myself when that won’t help me? Breathe, be still and know that I am a part of the I AM.
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#102

2024-11-20T18:30:00Z
Day 14
Rest Day

Sometimes the recon is just there and there is nothing much to do but to allow it to flow through you.

You end up looking pissed off and feeling just pathetic. And then suddenly without any warning it switches into that feeling that everything is right with the world.

Recon is diabolical. Recon is wild. Recon is crazy.

Recon is life.

“Rickon? Who tf is Rickon?”

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#103

:rofl:

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#104

Lol :joy:

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#105

2024-11-21T18:30:00Z
Day 15
GILGAMESH x1

  1. Decided to break my one meal a day plan for the moment until my trip is over. That helped me handle my recon a lot better.
  2. When you are travelling and meeting folks, you need more help with managing recon (especially if you are an empath and/or introvert). Food helps since it assists with energy. At least it helps me. Either that or am most likely a food addict lol.
  3. Today was great. More friendly with those I meet. Able to manage my emotions better. A bit directionless but I think I can see some concrete goals forming in my mind’s eye.
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#106

2024-11-22T18:30:00Z
Day 16
Rest Day

  1. Relaxing more into my customs today. The recon is gone.
  2. The food helps seriously. Can’t imagine why I waited for so long to add lunch to the plate haha. Guess I know but still.
  3. But yeah even though there is no recon, am thinking of ways to get out of certain situations I have landed myself in (through fault of own). Am sure every problem has a solution. The problem is finding the solution.
  4. Am tempted to make a custom with ASBR + EB + Singularity. That could merge the paradoxes that are Stark Black and Emperor Black. Famous but monk mode when need be. Hmm.
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#107

2024-11-23T18:30:00Z
Day 17
GENGHIS x1, GIGACHAD x1

  1. I tried around 3 minutes of both customs and it felt more flexible the next day. I didn’t feel stuck but acted more smoothly and in line with the customs and with the feeling of more choice and freedom of movement.
  2. That must explain why running the full 15 minutes get more recon since so much script is in the mind that we don’t know which way to go and freeze.
  3. That’s great! The comparison of running the customs the full 15 minutes for a while and suddenly switching to microloops has convinced me of the value of listening to less and gaining more immediately.
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#108

2024-11-24T18:30:00Z
Day 18
Rest Day

Gotta try New Mind’s Eye and Singularity after this cycle. In terms of rewrites, they are the most rehauled subliminals going beyond their original vision and made into absolute beasts that will push our stacks into new frontiers of manifestations.

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#109

2024-11-25T18:30:00Z
Day 19
GILGAMESH x1

  1. Tried around 4 minutes of the custom and it’s not bad at all.
  2. Scripts are more manageable when you take a smaller bite of it. More digestable and more nutritionally absorbable.
  3. Making food analogies since am being quite content with eating a bit more these days.
  4. Talking about eating, I think I do have some shame regarding being a bit more “healthier” when I was a kid. So trying to get rid of my weight while still having that hangup regarding being fat is leading me to lose and gain weight in a yoyo fashion. Need to reconcile it before going on the weightloss journey. Be more accepting of myself before trying to change.
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#110

2024-11-26T18:30:00Z
Day 20
Rest Day

  1. Got some recon today. Was moody for a couple of hours in the afternoon. But got back to my usual self by sundown.
  2. So many titles and too little space in the customs. I wonder how many crazy folks are stuffing their customs with tons of Cores and Synergy modules and getting great results? And maybe running 5 or 6 customs in a stack? Am sure there are more than a few doing their mad scientist experiments off the (forum) record.
  3. The main thing though is to answer the question, “Are you getting results? And for the things that are important to you?”. Else it is just a waste of time and money.
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#111

2024-11-27T18:30:00Z
Day 21
GENGHIS x1, GIGACHAD x1

  1. Last day of this cycle. Am always relieved for some reason whenever I reach the end of a cycle. Shows I can complete something lol. And possibly my mind seeking rest in the washout too.
  2. Two paths ahead. Update these customs or try out Mind’s Eye and/or Singularity. Which road shall I take? Will think about it during washout.
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#112

:100:5char

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#113

Lion, your journal is :100: inspiring.

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#114

Thank you, bro :pray:

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#115

How are you?

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#116

Am doing good, bro. Focusing on doing Joe Dispenza meditation these days. Absolutely gave up masturbation. I just think “I refuse to fap!” whenever the thought comes to me. Credit to Myron Gaines from the FreshnFit youtube channel for that affirmation. Also back to doing one meal a day after my little holiday where I wasn’t as strict with my food.

Not running any subliminals at the moment. Too much recon if I run it during fasting. Especially the ones with physical healing and shifting.

Am contemplating on running RoM solo to help with my meditation but haven’t decided on it.

So that’s how things are going for me. How are you doing?

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#117

Happy to hear that you are doing ok, I myself doing good, next week I’m starting Muay Thai again, also been making plenty of friends lately.

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#118

What meditations have you been doing of him? How are they helping you?

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#119

Woah nice! You are running the MT sub am guessing? Or a custom?

That’s a good feeling indeed!

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#120

Made a sick custom with Muay Thai Mastery and New Skills Experience Core + some physical shifting modules, can’t wait to start running it

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