As you can see I already finished the first cycle of my custom and AT LEAST I was listening to 1 full loop every other day and two loops when solo.
I added some subs here and there.
At the end of the cycle I added eog st1 and had pretty bad recon. After the 4 day washout I added WANTED, cuz u know, it’s tempting:))
But I was noticing my behavior was more carefree AND I lost my commanding voice, not because I was not masculine enough on WANTED, it’s because it removed that CARE about being the leader, man and the glistening hero of the house. I was consciously willing and subconscious reluctant to command people. This has happened in the last 10 days, I noticed two complete loops of WANTED and my GLM, commander and PCC custom is heavy and I decided listening to 3 minutes (in last listen) after listening to 3 min of my custom and 3 mins of WANTED I became kinda cocky and did not examine it much. Then I just thought about listening to 3 min of emperor. I listened and came out and all of a sudden people were LOVING me, @SaintSovereign what the hell does this sub have?! Are there some ALPHA components in emperorZP which my custom does not contain? My custom has alpha if alpha and dominion, but this is sth else, and the next day people were kinda worshiping me and giving service, even in the morning my intelligence dropped because of recon, but again people were respecting me despite my low functioning, I am in Iran and people here are sooo abusing, if they see you can’t do stuff in a good manner they would just push you. But these guys were respecting me, helping me and were VERY patient with me. AND attracted to me. There were some moments of kindness here and there.
Last night before I decided to listen to 3 minutes of these subs, I felt like my recon was kinda gone, cuz the day before I listened to 5 minutes of my custom. I KINDA FELT THAT 85-90% of my recon was gone. So I listened. I also had the similar (not the same) experience when I first listened to my custom, may be I was in recon all these days, I dunno, but emperorZP in another beast. AGAIN, I wanna know if emperorZP has exclusive STATUS and/or PERSONAL POWER scripts.