Day 19 Wanted
I haven’t run the program yet, but I wanted to update this briefly about last night. Recon is still lingering, but it’s mild. Last night, lying in bed, I had the most bizarre perception of time. For a time, I felt as though past and present were one, as if I could somehow…I don’t know how to describe it…as if the past were happening now, though I was living in the present. It’s not as if I felt like I was back in the past, but all I can say is that my perception of time and my concept of time, for a brief moment, were utterly changed. After that brief moment, I looked in the mirror and wondered what I was. Sounds silly, but I didn’t know what I was. Can’t really describe it and the moment has past, but it was very odd.
I got the sense it might be a healing thing related to Primal Seduction, a reframing of the past or something like that.
Will update later with results from the day.
Update
Feeling pretty good. Listened to wanted, stood in the sun, went on a run, and did a light upper body, workout, and started my diet again. The subs told me too, so I listened. Have a slight headache, could be recon, could also be keto (fasted yesterday, eating starting keto today).
One of my bosses keeps patting me on the back, he likes me, that’s good. Feeling good today and I think I’m going to keep Journaling here, but I’m changing my stack for the next cycle.
New Stack
Primal Seduction, Wanted, Custom
Custom
Primal Seduction Core
Daredevil Core
Height Inducer
ASP Hair
Male Enhancement
Elegance
Ethereal Presence
Ebon Manuver
Furious Acsent
Voice Master
I’m just dropping Stark for the moment and adding back in my Custom. The goal of the new stack? Completely optimize sex and physical shifting.
The goal of every stack has been to run it for the long term, well. Day by day I keep getting better and it’s hard to judge how a stack is gonna work until I do it, I guess. The goal would be to run the new stack for around 6 months and just put all of my energy into my physical body and my sex life which will inadvertently help with social stuff also.
The hope is that I can just focus on these aspects of my life and gain a really solid foundation before moving into Limitless and other subs that will be more career oriented.