Ain’t that the truth… Today I had more feelings of that, it sure as fuck I had enough of those moments that will lasf for a lifetime. Had a small anger fit on my head asking If I could finally enjoy a day without recon. To be cheerful again, but man. I do understand you perfectly.
Once again, I understand ya totally. To my friends can’t explain them this concept of healing, and also can’t really with my family just open up. Father’s emotional scars just remind me it’s pointless talking to him and don’t wanna bother mother with this, since it’s my journey. Speaking with my brother’s the only thing that kept me sane from this inner confusion. Doesn’t stop the occasional melancholy. But this shall pass and end eventually.
It does gets lonely on this road, however as you just said this forum’s the only place where we open up, and instead of getting our vulnerable side gutted like society does, folks here do the opposite and encourage us to keep striving and hold the line. As you saw, we got your back on this. Dragon ain’t easy, but neither is living with fear and traumas every single day of our life. Don’t forget your end goal with this. Be reborn.
There ain’t nothing wrong with opening up, less if you trust him. The timing you said this is impeccable, considering I’m closing a account I made on the pen pal app you shared back in last August, but not without bringing in two great contacts, one of them who showed me a valuable lesson of really opening up and showing who am I. And I’m just glad I did so.
Be sure not to seek superficial relationships in the future, but to strengthen those bonds with the allies who share your ideals in this third dimensional world. If you trust him, nurture that relationship even more.
on!