I’ve been lurking here since June 2019 so its about time I started a journal to help me understand what changes are happening.
Anyway , about three years ago I can across a pheromones forum and started getting into that. I knew that animals use scent so there was scientific basis behind it. I did a lot of reading and got Aqua Vitae and Bad Wolf and noticed some affect from them, both with me and on others, however any affects were limited. Whilst reading the pheromone forum I came across someones journal, it was mainly about pheromones but included a bit about the journal writers work associate who had created his own subliminal and had used it to get two gorgeous eastern european girls to be his girlfriends and they were all living together. This guy was described as an ugly indian guy with a face only a mother could love who had no personality.
At this stage I was aware of subliminals/affirmations but had ignored them as how could looking at yourself in a mirror and repeating “Every day in every way I am getting better and better and better” actually work. I was intrigued with the Indian guys results and two things stood out. 1, that it took about six months to work and the girls both made efforts to ignore him in the beginning (as I assume they tried to fight their changing feelings) so it wasn’t that they immediately tried to rape him and, 2, that of the 300 odd entries in the journal only about 10 were about the Indian guy. So it sounded like truthful reporting instead of made up nonsense.
So I did the obvious thing and searched for a subliminal forum. The first one I found was a competitors to SC, I won’t name them but I guess most here will know who I am talking about. Anyway, the first one I tried was the free alpha product simply because it was free and I did notice some slight effects. I then stumped up some money to buy the “manifest women” product and while I didn’t get laid on it, again I did feel some slight effects.
In June 2019 I stumbled on to here and after some reading got AM and PS which I then proceeded to play together in a variety of combinations and masked/ultra and didn’t get anywhere. I then started with AM in masked only for a number of months and gradually introduced PS in masked. I feel more confident and self assured and enjoy telling other people what to do at work. Since reintroducing PS I have noticed women staring at me, that’s never happened before, also some guys stare at me, wtf is that all about they can’t all be gay.
Anyway at night I play 6 AM and 4 PS with two nights a week free and when I can during the day I alternate AM and PS but sometimes at work I can’t do this. All listening is done through headphones/earbuds or sleep band.
So what’s next? Well I’ve started this journal here so as to better notice and understand any changes and one thing I am thinking about is because I am a bit of a loner and don’t speak that much it might be a good idea to get Daredevil or Khan but that’s for the future.
I won’t be updating this journal everyday, (its taken me this long to delurk) but at the moment I do intend to add to it when I have something interesting to contribute.