Hi Guys.
As a new kid on a block, I think proper introductions and some centerings are in order.
I found out about subliminal 3 weeks ago and decided to explore some things from here.
It’s so nice that there is an active community where one can connect with people, ask for advice and follow his own and others’ paths to betterment.
I am 38 years old male, living in Slovenia.
While I have pretty good foundations for happiness and success( being healthy myself and everyone in my family without major health issues, happily married, father of a happy and healthy 2-year-old son, being pretty well financially off) there are still things in my life that I find challenging and would like to fix/ improve about myself.
My issues boil down to the following areas:
Self-image and self-worth
I spent most of my teenage life in a refugee camp ( from age 7 until the age of 19).
This means I grew up really poor and marked in a negative way wherever I went.
So I basically develop this really poor self-image where I never felt worthy or confident about myself and never stood on my own.
I have been some sort of entrepreneur and running my own businesses for most of my “adult” life, and while enjoyed some pretty good success, I always felt that was part of being lucky and its just a matter of time when things are going to take a turn for the worst.
Even now that I am running a team of 10 people and we are constantly making 6 , sometimes 7 figures a month I still dont feel that I have something tangible and am always saving money and investing it for the hard times.
I often felt ( much less nowadays but still sometimes), that some random people are much cooler than me and I always lack this or that.
While writing this I reconcile that I always had this thought of doubt and fragility around me.
Social circle and friends
I am an extrovert and outgoing person.
Being around people contributes a lot to my sense of well-being.
However lately ( last 10 years ) my social circle is getting smaller and smaller and I am at the point where I dont have many friends left.
I spent time with people at work, but during the weekends I can go out with only 3 or 4 people.
Obviously being married and having a kid ( and living in the same house as my mother, thank god in my own apartment :), occupies a lot of my free time, but I often feel friendless and without people to hang out with.
Health Issues
For the whole of my life, I have been blessed with good health.
I was never sick for more than 3 days, I dont have any allergies.
However, I have few recurring minor things that are preventing me from getting back in a really good shape or be in constant workout form ( minor hernia, leftovers from my previously broken leg of 2 years,…).
I would like to address those issues as well.
Fear of cancers and tumors
I grew up alongside my sick father. He had heart condition and died at age of 42 when I was 17 years old. I guess that left a mark on me( and my sister and mother as well), which i wasn’t aware of until recently.
I grew up as a healthy individual and never spent much thought about health.
But a few years ago when my aunt died from cancer and investigating that its growth in our society, a fear of that disease started to grow in me.
I grew to a point where I started to have panic/anxiety attacks whenever I encountered something related to this condition.
I got the situation under control mainly using meditation and psychotherapy sessions, however its still not resolved and I feel a great deal of unease when I encounter something like this.
My fear mainly revolves around me or someone from my family ( son, wife, sister,…) gets sick and dying. It sometimes drives me in the state of dispare when I feel like shit the whole day in some brain loop thinking about it, and believing it is just a matter of time when something like this will happen.
Alongside that whenever I feel some sort of unusual pain I get fear what if it’s cancer. And it never is and in most of cases, there was never even a base to suspect that it could be. It’s just overreacting behavior and fragile thoughts.
And while I said that for most of my life until now I enjoyed good health I feel that my body is fragile and weak.
I think those are all major ones :).
Now there is a lot of tempting subliminal titles on the shop I assembled a stack that I think I should give it a try. Here it is :
Ascended Mogul - to improve my confidence, self-image increase my mental strengths nad self belief, a boost to the business side of things
Paragon Complete Ultima - Help me heal my recurring issues and get me confidence in my body and allow me to heal and get back on my workout journey.
Regeneration - help me heal of previous traumas and help me get rid of my fears of cancers, give me
more mental fortitude.
Obviously, I would like to try Daredevil and Red Dragon and others, however, I read in instructions that I should start with 3 majors only and not to overreact.
I would like to read your comments about stack, obviously being new to this there is a big chance I got something wrong, so if you have any other suggestions or ideas, those are highly appreciated.
Thats is all from me today, I have to say that I am really looking forward to this journey and sharing it with you.
Cheers
