My kids too 
Yep! I listened to the OG version briefly last summer which helped me with a family law court case.
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Day 3 ~ ASBR + HoT full loops
I know this is outside of recommendations to have a 4 title stack, but the way I am going about it feels natural for me and safe. I will only be listening to these 2 titles once per listening week and the other 2 titles twice per week with 2 days rest before resuming listening again. If I need more rest days I will take them. No problem!
This desire sparked while speaking to my sister about emotional and mental causes of physical things. I shared a few subliminal sales copy pages with her to look at. The rest is up to her!
I slept pretty amazingly with zero dream recall this time. I mustâve needed deeper more restorative sleep. NON REMMING it up baby! lol
Iâve been seeing tons of angel numbers again. I also had a weird experience with my Jeep. I was at a red light and suddenly it said I had to restart the engine but didnât work right away. I figured it out fast and stayed calm the whole time. The light had already turned green and I once would have freaked over that. Maybe I knocked the shifter out of drive and didnât notice and some safety feature may have activated.
I hosted a bunch of my family at my house yesterday. I used to become super on edge with crowds in my home because I am a clean freak and everything has its place. I was much more chill.
I love scanning for how I am different each day.
I noticed how I was becoming a bit Alpha? with someone (a past lover) who is in treatment with a 24/7 female recovery coach there to support and guide them. I didnât like the fact that someone else (another female) was doing what I wanted to be doing. I flat out told them last night on our FaceTime call and they said they understood. Weâve come a long way since I left them last summer. They have been doing the work.
I am doing better with reducing codependency dynamics. I have this natural desire to want to fix and save people, but that doesnât usually work. The thing that has improved is I donât self abandon myself to try and help another person anymore. I give myself the oxygen mask first and foremost. What good am I to others, be it family friends or clients, if Iâm not good to myself? Iâll just take the person down with me basically.
Thank you sub club for helping me begin to truly change my life for the better!
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Someone just told me I have a soft and sensual voice.
The guy who randomly asked to pay me tribute has given me over $200 in under a week.
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Day 4 ~ rest
I want to warn you about a very common stumbling block for people who are starting a meditation practice. Any time you start to change something in your life, your body, as the mind, will signal your brain to be in control again. The next thing you know, you might start to hear negative voices in your head like, âwhy donât you start tomorrow? Youâre too much like your mother! Whatâs wrong with you? Youâll never change. This doesnât feel right.â Thatâs the body trying to unseat you so that it can be the mind again. You may have unconsciously conditioned it to be impatient, frustrated, unhappy, victimized, or pessimistic, to name a few examples. So thatâs how it wants to subconsciously behave.
The moment you respond to that voice as if what itâs saying is true, your consciousness immerses itself back into the automated program, so you return to thinking the same thoughts, performing the same actions, and living by the same emotions- while still expecting something to change in your life. And if you use self-limiting feelings and emotions as a barometer for change, youâll always talk yourself out of possibility. When you instead free the body of the chains of these emotions, you are then able to relax into the present moment, and youâll be liberating energy from the body so that it becomes available to create a new destiny. To get to that place, to teach your body a new way of being, you have to sit your body down and let it know who the master is.
Day 5 ~ LB & RM:UW full loops
I pulled some cards from a deck I hardly ever use:
I love how thereâs lots of blues and purples which relate to the higher chakras ~ throat, third eye and crown.
I once held back MY truth and would eventually aggressively let it out after it built up to the point of explosion. I didnât have an easy upbringing trying to be my authentic self when being around so much religion and lots of rules. I would lose my voice and get lots of earaches/infections. I had partial hearing loss in my right ear when I was 13.
I had a lot of physical ailments that reflected back to me how much I was self abandoning myself to get approval from others. The one person who you truly need approval from is YOU! Duh 
Phoenix helped me go through and reframe a lot of this stuff. I started experiencing âascensionâ symptoms again. Iâm coming out the other side of a lot of crap. 
I feel a slight sense of sadness with Love Bomb but I feel itâs a beautiful gentle healing to bring me back to true self love and becoming more loving towards others too. It could also be that the synergy of these titles and bloom from previous stack are bringing this up as a muse to create.
I got on a zoom call with my friend across the pond 2 nights ago and she showed me how to use AI generator with website building on 2 different sites. I felt more confident. I felt more sure of myself.
I have been putting off website building since I became a coach in 2020. I wonât discount how much I have done otherwise though. Itâs amazing the progress I have been consistently making with business. 
Iâm much less fickle too.
I brought my son to see a surgeon out of town yesterday and we experienced the best care! He doesnât need surgery either. I did reiki on his finger the day it broke and also imagined the doctor saying he wouldnât need surgery.
I continue to notice my layers and âpartsâ that try to protect and manage me, but I feel a lot more safe and comfortable to step into my true embodied Self with love and compassion for all of me, including the parts that have at times felt pretty messed up and broken.
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Day 6 ~ rest
I had a moment this morning crying with my young self. Felt the Phoenix bloom effect paired with the updated LB. Wowza.
There were times where I didnât feel safe or comforted as a young girl but this was partly a made up story by others and myself to gain attention.
I began to reframe/revise those experiences. I started remembering more love and care with family.
I used to question what was real and what was made up from my childhood.
I am giving myself all the love and care I always wanted and expected but didnât always get the way i believed I deserved it.
I think that sometimes itâs been hard for me to do certain things with my kids because there are some hang ups my younger self/parts have about my parents and how those parts of me wish they experienced better.
I do a lot for my kids that I didnât get as a child.
I went into a teen mentor program in the foster care system at 14. My son is that age now. Itâs definitely got me thinking today. Crazy how I left home so young. At such an important time in development I wasnât with my family as much. I had someone else guiding me but mostly me guiding myself. I rented a basement apartment at 17. I forced myself to grow up quickly.
It feels like now I am nurturing the neglected parts that wanted to just be a kid and not have to be so responsible all the time.
Damn.
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Day 8 ~ LB +RM:UW
After 2 rest days I resumed listening.
I found myself daydreaming about a dream Iâve had for 20 years now. The creation of fiction novels based on true stories of my life that could become a Netflix series or something.
I keep watching these short Netflix series that reinforce that dream.
I feel itâs a greater desire than my musical aspirations. Wow. 
Iâd love to be a famous writer and inspire millions.
Iâm not sure I want to be a coach/healer in a private practice forever. My coaching and healing can be channeled out differently, through writing and speaking or something.
Courses and content.
Maybe some people will still get the option of 1:1 services with me if they purchase my content.
I see where I may be having difficulty creating the contents of a basic business website because I have a greater vision. I am fully capable of creating something but maybe I went off track a bit here and need to recenter myself.
I didnât leave my career of over a decade to settle for mediocrity.
This song came to mind:
"Enough Is Enough"
Iâm broken
Fom every word we left unspoken
Lost focus
Left to feel hopeless
One life (One life)
One time (One time)
Letâs make things right
One life (One life)
One time (One time)
Letâs make things right
Letâs make things right
Enoughâs enough
Why have we given up?
Lost track of everything we love
Looks like the jokes on us
This is all that we know
And weâve worked way too hard just to let this go
And you were the one who taught me
That giving up was never an option
You were the one who taught me
That giving up was never an option
Iâll be there when you cash your sins in
And all your opinions have fallen
Iâm broken
Fom every word we left unspoken
Lost focus
Left to feel hopeless
One life
One time
Letâs make things right
One life
One time
Letâs make things right
Letâs make things right
Letâs make things right
Letâs make things right
Letâs make things right
Enoughâs enough
Why have we given up?
Lost track of everything we love
Looks like the jokeâs on us
This is all that we know
And weâve worked way to hard just to let this go
Enoughâs enough
Why have we given up?
Lost track of everything we love
Looks like the jokeâs on us
This is all that we know
And weâve worked way to hard just to let this go
Enoughâs enough
I refuse to give this up
Lose track of everything I love
Looks like the jokeâs on us
This is all that we know
Weâve worked way to hard just to let this go
Enoughâs enough
I refuse to give this up
Lose track of everything I love
Looks like the jokeâs on us
And now itâs up to us to pick this up
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Day 9 ~ rest
My dream world was bizarre. I was dreaming of being inside my older daughterâs head hearing her thoughts about me. Iâve had this experience before dreaming of other peoples thoughts about me too.
I enjoyed sleeping in until 8am. The birds were singing really loudly outside my window.
I ordered Dr Joe Dispenzaâs book, âBecoming Supernatural.â
Hereâs the cards I pulled from one of my oracle decks:
Edit:
Noticing more people telling me they love me!
Day 10 ~ ASBR + HoT
The âI love youâsâ have become pretty extreme lately. I feel somewhat awkward and uncomfortable because I donât usually want to say it back. 
Itâs showing me places within that feel a bit uncomfortable accepting and giving back the love others display to me.
Interesting.
I donât say those words very often to most people other than my daughters. Itâs very natural and easy with them. My son and I donât say we love each other but we show it in other ways. It feels awkward almost to say it when it feels forced.
There are many ways to show and express love.
A therapist once told me my homework was to tell my son I love him everyday.
Not everyoneâs love language is words of affirmation.
Edit: maybe itâs the synergy of ASBR and LB bringing on this experience of so much words of affirmation from others.
Maybe LB isnât the title for me. 
(partly kidding.)
Edit: maybe my aura has people feeling the courage to say their feelings to me.
I reviewed the sales copy and now it makes a lot more sense whatâs going on for me.
And thatâs exactly what Love Bomb is intended to do: help guide you on a transformative journey to discover the deep nature of love, how to love yourself, how to love others, how to accept love and how to express love in ways that empower both you and those around you.
Doing is better than saying.
In what?
Execution of plans.
Day 11 ~ rest
I handled a situation with my ex fiancé really well thanks to the reminder from a friend about my ex being upset about the very same thing he has done with me.
I started watching a Netflix series that brings me all the feels called MAID. I can relate to the young woman in ways throughout the series so far. Itâs been tugging at my heart strings. Bringing me back to things of my past to give myself more love and find peace.
I am grieving the parts of my life I missed. In the book I am reading she lists off various examples which struck a few chords with me:
Having parents absent from your graduation, performance, or award ceremony: This had me remembering when my mom kicked me out a few months prior to my grade 8 graduation sending me off to my dads in the city where I didnât know anyone. I missed my grade 8 graduation.
My dad didnât attend my high school graduation.
My mom didnât attend my college graduation.
My parents went to none of my band performances.
They werenât a part of any of my award ceremonies because I basically became emancipated at 16 choosing to have childrenâs aid support and help me go on my own at 17 from my teen mentor program.
Feeling your parents separation and itâs consequences
Feeing unsafe or not trusting family members: My mom would say one thing to me and say something completely different to the social worker involved with us after my parents separated, which eventually led to me being apprehended and put in a teen mentor home. I felt extremely betrayed and abandoned by my own mom.
Not feeling seen or understood by your parents
Iâm glad I am gaining more compassion for myself and all my parts that make up the whole. This isnât some sort of pity party. It feels freeing.
Some old band photos popped up in Facebook memory land and I shed a few tears of gratitude and appreciation for those moments. I was pretty quiet and soft spoken as a young girl with so much in me wanting to come out. I never thought I would front a metalcore band in high school/college but I did it and I rocked it pretty hard! I wrote most of the lyrics myself too.
Hereâs some high school lyrics I wrote:
I dreamed of better daysâŠ. But life canât always be the way you want it to beâŠ
Try to embrace each moment, for it may be your lastâŠ
Reach out for everything you wish for and never give up your dreams⊠or you may look back thinking youâve wasted it all awayâŠYour dreams can come true⊠just reach inside of you!
I pulled some oracle cards and this one really resonated for me right now:
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Uhhh i love this band 
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Me too!!!
Saw them live once.
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Day 12 ~ LB + RM:UW
I was 5th or 6th in line on the wait list before bed for a yoga class today & woke up to having a spot. Heading there now.
After I finished listening I selected shuffle on one of my playlists and this song came on:
I feel like a total bad ass atm. 
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Day 13 ~ rest
I wish someone could witness my dreams these past couple of days. Holy moly.
2 nights ago had some Jason Statham vibes and last night was very supernatural. It felt like they were movies.
I donât think Iâve ever dreamed like that before.
Iâm seeing images but having a difficult time putting words to those dreams.
I typically get recall as the day goes on if I set the intention.
Iâm having a bit of a recon headache from this experimental stack. It feels like my higher self is saying, âdo the things, stop doubting yourself!â
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The synchronicities are pretty wild this stack cycle!