Saving this for no particular reason
So I ran primal nights a day or two before a date.
Sub worked perfectly, but, I used it on the wrong girl. She needed the DivD experience, not Primal Nights.
With great power comes great responsibility.
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Do you think your experience with stage 3 was mainly due to not running stage 1 in forever?
That’s a huge factor,
But also, I just didn’t really WANT to take action.
I was post-break up, being extremely restrained in sex and connection, still lost and not working/employed.
I wanted to develop myself, I wanted to feel like I was fashionable, and hot, and attractive, and powerful.
That’s the domain of ST2, not 3.
I think if I REALLY needed to run stage 1, then ST2 would have been hard, but it was an easy run for me. Only 3 was hard.
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Sometimes the action you need to take is waiting for external conditions to change and minding your own business and doing some inner work while doing it. Externaly it does not look like you are doing much, but internally you may be doing a lot.
Not sure if that applies here, just sayin
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interesting
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Physical shifting journal
Currently tracking fitness WITHOUT running a fitness sub.
Will calculate how much weight I can lose and how much muscle I can gain in 1-3 months without any subs.
Then I will run a fitness sub (LoTS likely) for the same amount of time as the baseline test and see how much body recomposition I’m able to accomplish.
The tests won’t be exactly the same as I’ll have “‘newbie gains” when I start. Also, I somehow hit 168lbs… my ideal weight is 155, and I might just fast on/off to lose the weight, while eating protein.
But that’ll be part of the fun. Does LoTS help me break the plateau, if/when it comes?
We’ll find out.
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tattoos make men seem healthier and more attractive (I’ve been wanting some for a while anyways)
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stubble makes more attractive
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red makes more attractive
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and of course good health in general we already knew that
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Interesting about the tattoos.
Spent a long time on IG - found a guy willing to do this tattoo for 600CAD - now I’m just redesigning or getting inspo for the different components.
Might want to change the specific components but I love this general framework
And of course will make one of the circles an ouroboros, probably make another one a zen circle
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Sick tattoo I might steal it for myself
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Khan is obviously still having an impact even though I haven’t ran it in quite a while.
Before a few weeks ago, I’d never slept with a woman more than 3 years younger than me - and never slept with a woman older than me.
This week has been … interesting … over the last 6 days I’ve slept with two women who are 1-2 years older than me, and one woman who’s 18…
Jouissance
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I’m curious where you meeting these women? Cold approach?
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2 (18yo, 31) are online. Reddit, of all things. one is from Vipassana
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I am never not impressed with your journey.
You wrote me once about having dealt with sexual shame and hangups.
Your growth, and matching experiences, are self-evident.
I am wondering -how you climbed up out of that sexual shame/isolation cycle with women to get where you are today. Perhaps a reflection for you, and definitely an intrigue for me as I seek to grow similarly.
Best
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Lol I read that as “I am not impressed with your journey” and was like damn!! 
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Me too, lmao
Ah, through PMs on Reddit? Yeah, that may be the way to go, at least on the internet you know you’re talking to girls who are interested vs cold approach you have to “get” the girl interested.
Lol yeah i was like damn this JAnon guy must be an ascendant master or super playboy millionaire or something o.0