@Jouissance, what’s your new avatar? Have you gone super saiyan?
AI photo of me aged as an old man. It’s my phone wallpaper too.
Chase Hughes hack to make you care about your future self more.
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Which AI platform did you use?
I thought this might be the EmpD “silver fox” physical shifting kicking in. 
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hahaha. I had that thought as well
Also, you look like David DeAngelo 
successful guy I’ve heard
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It’s amazing how fast life goes back to “boring” and how the zest of life that I love so much on Khan dissapears so quickly after dropping stage 2.
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My sense of fashion is 20% of what it was during my ST2 cycle.
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I’ve lost interest in improving my posture, the consistent bodily and mental awareness of it has vanished
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my conversations with strangers (women, mainly) have stopped being as fun and exciting.
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I no longer feel like the king of the world, and that sense of anything is possible is dissipating
Why I switched off ST2.
There was certainly some recon around getting as much female attention as I was. It was a bit distracting, and I wanted to have more of a focus on work/money and less on dating/sex. But the deeper recon was that that much female attention gave me moments of insecurity, which I wanted to limit by switching to ST1, to heal, or by switching to ST3, to “take action” on life with, or by switching to EB/Chosen to reorient myself more towards $$$$.
But ultimately I have to go back and face that recon. @Azriel you’re right in calling out sub hopping. That was just recon I needed to ride the wave on.
If I remake a custom to help Khan ST2 maintain some balance in facing wealth goals, I can run ST2.
I only really wanted the job seeker from the Chosen/IC custom anyways.
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Also me… “I should put Primal Nights and Khan in a custom” …
EDIT: I’ll wait to see what drops tomorrow with EOG.
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Emperor: The Will to Power has elements of that zest for life and ease/locked-in social engagement that Khan does without the full sexuality.
If you need to replace Khan for work focus, especially sales, consider that.
Khan really is an incredible love-of-life sub, but part of that vitality is the ambition, part is the sexuality, and part of it is the energy that shows up when we feel we are enough and exactly where we need to be internally -like the world is our oyster (which Khan does IMO)…Emperor: TWTP covers ambition, personal purpose. It doesn’t do it quite like Khan, (Khan doesn’t cover the calibration of TWTP though) but it’s a great work smaller replacement when the focus in work
@Niles put me on to this
I agree with you though that Khan CAN be great for sales, just when not in recon and the dominance is calibrated
Fire made a great comment on even Khan’s absolute dominance, calibrating itself so growth does not hit a wall.
You can always temper this with a Chosen or TWTP run alongside it.
But let’s see what comes out tomorrow 
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My sexual relationships are developing to the point where soon it’ll be authentic to start having sex with them.
Didn’t rush into anything. Didn’t push anything away unless it was bad for me,
Just waited for good timing and the timing has come.
On a washout right now (that will definitely get cut short)
But at the moment, considering adding DivD or PN to the stack.
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Going all out on wealth for a while. Pausing this journal, to keep it true to its roots of social, personal, and sexual mastery through Khan.
“À la limite, Jouissance - Khan” will return
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New journal who dis?
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Just EOG 1& 2 for a while. Wealth focus 100%. Maybe TWTP as a support.
I’m not manifesting anything related to women so Khan doesn’t totally fit my goals rn.
EOG is a stack buster haha.
I was leaning towards EOG 1+2 as well, but not sure how they stack together. Also curious what is optimal for just improving sales performance as I may have to come back to EOG 1 at a time where I’m not full grind mode.
Upon first glance, I would say that EOG 2 is the best for sales, would you agree?
I should point out that I have two “casual girlfriends” at the moment so, I don’t feel the need to keep maximizing my social/seduction game on Khan right now compared to fully focusing on EOG/wealth and then coming back to Khan later.
Both psuedo-relationships are very fulfilling and not demanding at all. If one falls off, other girls will replace them. I’m the one giving or not giving attention to women in my life based on how much time I have for them, not the other way around. it’s nice.
The biggest thing stopping me from Khan’s objectives is wealth, and, I want to solve that as fast as possible.
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Will keep posting relationship stuff even tho I’m not actively running Khan atm. Khan permanently changed me. And I’ll return to Khan soon.
Ended one “casual girlfriend” dynamic because she was actually just love-bombing me (in a bad way) as part of her anxious-avoidant dance. Once I saw it for what it was, I cut it off. It was nice while it lasted, and I’m glad I cut it off exactly when I did, no sooner or later.
Learning a lot about my attachment styles. Mark Groves and others have great resources on YT.
I’m starting to think that all personal development (socially/relationally) can be summed up as earning a secure attachment style. It’s the best “personal development goal” for self-work, as it’s very specific and well defined, while also being widely focused on almost all areas of life.
I’m pretty secure already in a lot of ways, but even being secure, it’s still been extremely valuable to question myself, checking into my body at all times while interacting to ask myself “am I being secure with myself, am I meeting my own needs before asking her to meet mine, am I speaking while grounded, am I comfortable with her wanting more/less space, am I comfortable in my desire for connection, am I comfortable not getting it, how do I feel right now, etc.”
And in some ways i have those insecure attachments patterns show up and they’re great to work through
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Damn… This explains why my five year relationship ended. I spent four years, never asking for anything, and then I spent a year, asking for things frustrated that I never got them. Because I needed to start asking for things for the first year, to see if she was willing to give things, Not wait until the last year and then have an expectation that she would just because I did first.
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Saving this for no particular reason