Yeah… I’m not ready for stage three.
Nothing all that bad is happening, but I had that intuition, and then reflected on the fact that the last time I ran stage one was eight months ago, and then Azriel mentioned it, and today I went thrift shopping and I noticed two things that were missing Compared to being on stage two
One, I wasn’t as dominant and socially alpha in conversation with women as I am on stage two… There wasn’t anybody I was interested in from a sex and attraction standpoint… But on stage two, it doesn’t even matter to me, I just enter every room, every store, every classroom, and become the social alpha. Today I talked to a few women and it went farther than small talk every time but was totally missing the fun and connection.
Two, my relationship to my aesthetics, specifically, my posture, has changed. I was obsessed with my mewing mouthguard right up until I started stage three. And when I went Thrifting today, I wasn’t as happy with how my posture looked. On stage two, I look at my body and my posture in new clothes that I’m trying on and feel like I look amazing. On stage three, I’ve been less interested in improving my posture, and less confident in my posture.
I kind of like the stack. I ended up on though. Emperor black and my chosen custom are on unintuitive, but surprisingly excellent combo for a new sales role. I haven’t tested it yet to confirm, but I’ve used emperor black on sales calls in the past and it’s totally fine… And emperor black would certainly provide a push to obsess over the role and excel in my first couple of weeks, socially balanced out by chosen.
I’ll give KHAN at least a week, maybe more, because the official recommendations say to only sub switch once every 12 days, and then I’ll start micro looping KHAN stage one