This post I’m about to make is the most important post in this thread to date
These are the deepest transformation happening to me on KHAN
I’ve spent my whole life, sacrificing and suppressing aspects of my personality to fit in. This was most obvious in my five-year relationship.
KHAN is helping me to realize each and every single way that I’ve been trying to change who I really am for somebody else, and come back to being myself.
Deep deep healing and preparation are occurring, all culminating towards stage four. Stages 1-3 are nothing but preparation, I can really see that in the 10,000 foot view
My authenticity revelations, my supposed celibacy, my exploration of emotional intimacy, my exploration of secure/insecure attachment, it’s all just in prep for stage four. Never again will I underestimate the healing power of stages two and three.
With that being said, that just makes me so unbelievably excited to finally be the man that ST4 promises I can be…
And what excites me the most is the fact that I know I’m nowhere close to being that man, despite all the growth and embodiment I feel I already have, it’s still only a tiny fraction of who I could be in a year or ten year’s time.