True maturity.
Any dream interpreters among us?
had a dream that one of the girls I’m seeing had a massive diarrhea attack in my toilet and got 50% of it on the outside of the toilet.
The whole front of the toilet was covered in brown, and I was there trying to clean it up with tiny hand towels.
EDIT: answer I got
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I guess it means you think she´s full of shit and dealing with her is not not worth the mess
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Rly rly good
Maybe you’re afraid she’ll create problems in your life, problems that are not sexy lol.
Jan 10
Khan ST3 - 4 mins
Divine Diamond - 30s
Pretty freaky - for the last 3 or 4 days I’ve been seeing a LOT of 1:11, 2:22, 3:33, 4:44, 5:55, etc.
Last time I checked the Time was 3:33, and now it’s 4:44, the next time I checked.
It’s been pretty frequent
Edit: even got a 777 score on the punching bag
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So far, jumping from stage to stage after only one cycle is resonating.
After 2 loops of Khan ST1 I felt ready for ST2. After one cycle of ST2, I am ready for ST3. After one or two cycles of ST3, I’ll go to ST4, then likely repeat the cycles again to go deeper into each and make it a whole new experience
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Meditation habit has been deep and strong this week.
When I close my eyes, I’m in a much deeper meditative state than I am used to in my at-home practice.
I’m regularly meditating 20-30 mins, twice a day, minimum. Enjoyed it so much I meditated 3hrs yesterday.
I don’t even know what changed internally to create this external change. It just “is,” now.
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HOM - helped become who I needed to be to be successful in business/wealth.
Khan - is simply helping me become who I am, with full authenticity
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This post I’m about to make is the most important post in this thread to date
These are the deepest transformation happening to me on KHAN
I’ve spent my whole life, sacrificing and suppressing aspects of my personality to fit in. This was most obvious in my five-year relationship.
KHAN is helping me to realize each and every single way that I’ve been trying to change who I really am for somebody else, and come back to being myself.
Deep deep healing and preparation are occurring, all culminating towards stage four. Stages 1-3 are nothing but preparation, I can really see that in the 10,000 foot view
My authenticity revelations, my supposed celibacy, my exploration of emotional intimacy, my exploration of secure/insecure attachment, it’s all just in prep for stage four. Never again will I underestimate the healing power of stages two and three.
With that being said, that just makes me so unbelievably excited to finally be the man that ST4 promises I can be…
And what excites me the most is the fact that I know I’m nowhere close to being that man, despite all the growth and embodiment I feel I already have, it’s still only a tiny fraction of who I could be in a year or ten year’s time.
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What do you think of HOM and Khan together?
Stage 1-3 are so valuable.
I know your micro cycling- in terms of stages and then going back for deeper cuts.
Regardless of how it’s done continued exposure to earlier stages in four stagers can cause some serious growth.
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If you like both individually then ya no problem combining.
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Emperor black is on my mind.
Not sure if it’s the desire to run emperor Black or if Khan ST3 is giving EmpBlack-like effects
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Jan 14, 12:26am
Khan ST3 - 8 mins
Now that I’ve been off WB for a few weeks I notice that my “fuckboy” vibes have gone down.
I think I get this result too
It’s good when you WANT to be a fuckboy, because at least it’s honest,
and even when women were calling me a fuckboy, it was in the same breath as them telling me how bad they want a one night stand w me
@ClaudeI i combined Khan and WB and got incredible results with women. Literally turned down more sex than I ever even expected to get offered in an under 1 month timeframe
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Was this on what stage of khan? And I appreciate the help as well man you’re a life saver and what amount of minutes on the loops?
Stage 2 is when I added WB.
You can look at the journal for loop times but don’t take my loop times into consideration when determining your ideal loop time. Find YOUR sweet spot.
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Stage 3 initial impressions
One loop last night…
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I immediately woke up with conviction to start a “meat and fruit” only diet. I have been wanting to do an elimination diet for MONTHS now but never had the willpower. But this morning I just woke up, had a coffee, an orange, and a steak, and haven’t eaten since.
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I had my highest HRV ever
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I’m channeling a lot of anger today, but it’s very well contained. The anger energy is rising inside of me, and I’m calculating, how can I express this productively in a way that will make my life and other people’s lives better? I have 3 things I’m angry about with a men’s group I’m about to go to tomorrow, and I’ve decided to only express one of them, the one that will be most helpful to the men I’m about to share my anger with.
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Did about an hour and a half of meditation last night, and listened to Khan about 45 minutes into that. After and during the loop, I felt like a Dragon Emperor (DRG vibes) meditating over his empire. I connected to exactly what i wanted to be “great” at. I want to be considered one of the greatest thinkers in the world. That’s my greatness. That’s my pursuit.
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