Well, my mom called me for my birthday an hour ago and the call flowed pretty nicely. When we finished talking she told me she loves me (which is not easy for her to say in general) and I told her I love her too, the thing is Ive always struggled with that, expressing my feelings verbally. I usually tried to fool myself by saying that love is shown in actions, that words are meaningless, but the truth is if you cant say the words to the people you love, you do have unresolved issues. It always requiered an effort for me to say it.
Today it was different it was so effortless… the words just flowed from the inside, outside my mouth with grace… even my girlfriend made a comment about it.
The other obvious results is that Ive been always reluctant to have family meetings and celebrations on my birthday… I just wanted to be invisible, but this time Im eager to recieve my family and celebrate with my dad, my brothers, nephew and nieces.
This quite radical and profound change is something Ive been feeling inside since I started LBfH Exp and Dragon Reborn st1… LESS THAN A WEEEK AGO!!! bearing fruits already!!