I was a bit “scared” that I would stop expressing my emotions after stopping with CFW. That I would go back into ego and would find it more difficult to feel the pain and the sadness/grief.
Well, let’s say I’m very impressed by RM. I actually think I should’ve started it earlier, but I was scared because of the scripting. That it would make me so authentic, that I could not function in this world. But with most things that give resistance, it rewards you the most.
I can literally get tears for 30-45min straight when I focus on it. Normally, I have to use different methods to get myself emotional. Now I need nothing but thought. It also makes me express myself for a long period of time. Generally, after getting tears I would get exhausted like some burden was released. Now with RM, I can keep going and going and it feels amazing and shitty at the same time.
If you’re looking for a sub to clear your heart/throat area. Makes you let loose all the energy that get’s stuck emotionally. This sub will let you go. I haven’t cried like this since I was 13 years old. Lastly, I have been on my healing journey for about a year now, so the foundation was built to release like now. Maybe it was exactly the right timing.