ZP - Wanted, Chosen and (Undecided)

Journals - Major Programs
#89

I ran two loops of Dragon Reborn ST1 ZP today.

Shortly after running the loops, was seeing myself in my mind’s eye - both first person and third person - being engulfed in some kind of fire and having headache.If I am to attach any feeling, it’s a feeling of despair and wanting to give up on life.

The images are still running as I type. It’s hard to explain the visualization. Like most of my visualizations, they are never graphical overlays onto my field of vision, but similar to the type of images I get when I try to remember something that happened in my past.

It’s also interesting because right before running Dragon Reborn ST1 ZP I was very worked up when a friend of mine gave me some unsolicited advice when I told him about my plans to do something. Though it’s typical of him to give some unsolicited advice and I therefore do not reveal much about what is going on in my life. Everytime situations like that happened, I would get all worked up and be reminded of my anxiety and my tumultous life.

I told myself after running Dragon Reborn ST1 ZP that it’s better I just ignore him and don’t let him affect me since this is my life and only I myself know what I am facing and in which direction I should go.

#90

Decided I will stick to my stack of Mind’s Eye ZP and Mogul ZP and leave anything other subliminal for March 2022.

HOM ZP will be useful for me at a later point of time.

#91

1 loop of Mind’s Eye ZP and 1 loop of Mogul ZP today.

#94

I played one loop CFW ZP on Saturday night. Had difficulty sleeping early, but I woke up feeling some optimism in my life and that I could actually achieve some of my immediate short term goals by just taking sone action that I hadn’t been taking and not caring about limiting beliefs.

My plan now is to run 1 loop of CFW for the next 3 Saturday nights so that I will have completed 3 weeks.

I may add in a loop of anothet ZP sub in the middle of the week if I don’t get any reconciliation from CFW.

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#95

It’s a very mild form of confidence and optimism today and yesterday that I feel with CFW. It’s not the type of brash, “I can do anything” type of energetic confidence, but a type of energy that just guides me slowly and slowly dissolves the limiting beliefs and some fears and anxieties I have over certain issues.

Today I rewrote my CV and reorganized my company’s marketing material, and will reach out to a lot of clients I was anxious of approaching and therefore stayed away from. I have become less conscious about potential clients judging me, given that I’ve extensive experience in my field and shouldn’t treat myself like a greenhorn in the industry.

I also have to organize an alumni gathering this month, and realised that I was more formal and confident in my communication with my target audience.

Finally, I seem to be able to let go of some thoughts that have been clinging unto my mind for a long time. Many things that I used to be concerned about…they don’t seem to pester my mind so much anymore.

#96

It’s interesting how our experiences are similar. :point_down: :point_down:

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#97

Just ran Ascended Mogul ZP (masked) for 7 minutes.

Let’s see how things turn out. I will stick to a stack with Chosen from Within ZP once on Saturday , and Ascended Mogul ZP once on Wednesday. Will do this for the next few weeks.

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#99

As part of my experiment sampling different ZP subliminals to find something that I feel I could gel with, I ran Stark ZP on Monday night.

Interestingly, earlier in the day I had a company that I turned down a job interview with last year contacting me out of the blue and wanting to have a “casual chat” about my career. I realised that I had forgottten about this company and was a bit amused that it just popped up.

Anyway, I had been tempted to run Quantum Limitless ZP but decided that perhaps I should give more time to Stark ZP.

Edit: That approach from the company could be due to Ascended Mogul ZP which I had run last week. I had something similar last year after running Ascended Mogul Qv2. I will give run Ascended Mogul ZP tonight and see what happens next week.

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#100

Just ran one loop of Ascended Mogul ZP.

That should be enough for this week.

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#101

Not sure whether this means anything that’s why I didn’t post it, but last Saturday I had gone to meet some friends whom I had not met, and they said that I had slimmed down a lot when they met me. This couldn’t be true, as I still look the same in the mirror, and I had seen myself even fatter in one recent photo taken two weeks ago. Or maybe they were just being polite. Would be interesting though, that perhaps the subliminals are working, but I don’t perceive it at my end.

#102

How is Ascended Mogul treating you so far?

#103

I just ran it about a week ago, and then 1 loop last night.

I’ll just say that Ascended Mogul makes me more motivated at the work I am doing - I have had some good progress on the digital marketing work I am doing - and perhaps manifested an opportunity for another position somewhere else.

I’m more or less settled on running Ascended Mogul ZP once a week for the next few weeks at the very least.

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#104

Just tried out one loop of QLST4 ZP this morning. Face felt very warm in the middle of the loop. Will wait and see how everything plays out over the day.

#105

Suddenly had an interest in numerology and got hold of this book by Cheiro.

#106

I loop of Ascended Mogul ZP today.

#107

Had a chat with the boss of the company mentioned below - it was quite a friendly chat with him telling me about his interest in getting me to help his company winning new clients and projects, and he would be providing me with access to his staff if I wanted to take on larger consultancy projects in my own domain.

I thought that was quite a reasonable proposition, but as with every decision one makes, it’s always better to take things slowly and get to know the situation better.

It was also an interesting conversation as he had told me that one of his staff graduated from the same university program as me, and worked previously in an organization that I knew quite well through another junior of mine. Anyway, this company operates within a very small ecosystem, so it’s not surprising that they will know each other.

In any case, the feeling I got out of this is similar to the feeling I had six months ago when one of my current clients approached me to become an associate for his company.

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#108

I will probably stick to QLST4 ZP and Ascended Mogul ZP for the next 45 days. I’ve given up on “feeling” subliminals, so will just run them until I get the results I want.

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#109

I wonder if QL ST4 has affected the way I react to news.

There’s an event today that has the world in panic and the news agencies reporting every single minute - I’m not going say what it is as I don’t want to go in political discussions here and anybody who doesn’t know what happened is probably living under a rock.

I live half a world away from where the event is, and even some people around me are panicking.

For me, my mind is calm and I have been thinking of how I react to the whole situation, and how many people react to it.

For many its a feeling of panic, fear and anger, especially for those who keep on reading the news.

For me, I decided that I would take a big picture view of the situation, and not be bothered about every single piece of news that is reported and make judgement of it, as there is a lot of misinformation floating around.

Also, there are big players who are playing a long-game, and it is hard to see their grand strategy from day-by-day actions.

At the same time, I also realised that the way many people watch, react to, and interpret the news in such situations is similiar to the way many day-traders behave where they monitor every price movement on the screen for hours at a stretch. During this period of monitoring, such people would have their own emotions going up and down, and expending lots of emotional energy.

I seem to prefer the way Warren Buffet reacts to news on his stocks when it comes to reacting to news on events that have happened in the past few days. He invests in something after being confident about his investment, puts the investment in one corner, and only looks at it after a long period of time to see the value his investment surge. Just be confident of my judgement about something, and don’t let minute events affect my judgement. My emotional energy is too precious to be given away to others.

Anyway, perhaps it’s easier for me as I am not the type of person who reacts easily to drama and social media, but I have it found it easier recently in terms of not being too hasty in my judgements of situations.

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#110

My subliminal history for the past week:

Monday Feb 21: QLST4 ZP x 1

Wednesday Feb 23: Ascended Mogul ZP x 1

Friday Feb 25: QLST4 ZP x 1

Sunday Feb 27: Ascended Mogul ZP x 1

Today March 1: Ascended Mogul ZP x 1 after Ascended Chamber ZP x 1

I’ve decided to drop QLST4 ZP and just focus on Ascended Mogul ZP in my 21 day cycle.

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#111

1 loop of Ascended Mogul ZP today.

I might end my cycle of Ascended Mogul middle of next week since I should have done 21 days.