What books are these?
Odoo is good and I’ve seen better overall ratings for Vs quick books
Which books?! Lol
The oracle cards?
What’s that?
A tool used for introspection or divination.
Basically shows your current mental emotional physical or spiritual state.
It’s a useful guide.
Some use it to predict the near future.
Oracle messages are usually more positive than tarot.
Your unicorn cards just reminded me that I had some dream and there was a unicorn. I had a unicorn. ahahaha. Shorter listening times are bringing on more dreams for me. 3 mins for my custom and 30 seconds on store titles adding 30 seconds each time up to 3 mins, is what I’m experimenting with this cycle.
My third card said 33 would confirm a sign my unicorn is with me…
Then I saw 33 when I was out lol
Maybe my next cycle I’ll try something like that.
I’ve been sticking to 5 minute loops this cycle.
I’m feeling less recony today. It feels good to be engaging here again even if it’s more brief. I say this like it’s been months.
I managed to level up to arch alchemist in a year. Wow
I feel like I’ve taken on a whole new level of awareness since being here using the subs. I’ve also felt that I encouraged and empowered others to level up their awareness too.
I still notice stuff from PCC and that was a short lived title for me. I was reading the book with it briefly too.
I see where I got sucked into traps where a coach would give me just enough information while leaving me coming back for more. I felt more confused as time went on and noticed it in others too. It was like I was digging to China but never made it too far. Seems I would even give them ideas that would later be used for their own benefit.
Co dependency at its finest.
I think a great teacher (coach) provides useful tools and material so you can go off and do it independently at some point.
I see the purpose of ongoing therapy or healing modalities if you are needing it but that’s different.
I think I’ve heard of it. I’ll check it out. Funny you responded now, I actually transferred data over to a new service this week called “HnRY”. I think it’s only for Aussies and Kiwis though but it does everything even including taxes and quarterly BAS and yearly returns. It should make life easier.
Dope! For context: I actually work for a research company that evaluates software, and Accounting is a vertical they cover.
Odoo is ranked #1 on their shortlist. Definitely check them out
Day 17 ~ rest continues
I had some whacked dreams
The last thing I remember is being at this building in a different city, my friends band was playing there, my old social worker was there, as well as old friends and acquaintances. I picked up a pocket knife at the front desk because the area to get back to my room was locked. I had to find another way to get there. Apparently I thought I needed protection from something.
I was using cannabis which I haven’t touched in almost 2 years.
I felt this sense of nostalgia.
Funny that today I woke up to seeing a Facebook memory of my friends band (from my dream) playing in my city back in 2011 on this day.
I tossed back and fourth a bit during sleep cycle switching but I don’t feel groggy this morning. Definitely wise decision to pause listening until Monday.
I was laying there thinking of ways to produce big sums of money without going back to a job and getting caught up in my head. I don’t want to sell myself for fast cash.
I don’t wanna think my way into having large sums of money. I want it to be easy and flow without much effort. I’ve gotta nail my end scene of wish fulfilled and get really super clear with my mental diet. I grew up around both rich wealthy, middle class and poverty classes. I was exposed to all of it. It seems lately I notice more who are in the middle of poverty class right now. Maybe I am there.
I feel rich for leaving my career and going on the journey to freedom but material wise it’s a different story right now.
I’m fortunate enough to still have a home in non profit housing which qualified for subsidy after I left my first fiancé. I’m waiting to hear back on my rent review. This is my first rent review since starting a business. I submitted everything they asked for super quick. That’s when my flow factor was quick.
I created receipts for every client I’ve had and all that. Answered their questions too.
Zero hesitation.
I don’t enjoy the waiting game.
October 1st is the new rent amount cycle.
I dream of one day not having to deal with this anymore because I’m so full of abundance that maybe I contribute to others having affordable housing and their needs met.
I have to stay out of my head about the idea I could fail and end up like my mom. She’s on disability living in a basement of an older man’s home with my youngest sister. She seems to make the most of it but that’s not the story I want to play out.
I want the husband, the beautiful home, the successful business & happy healthy kiddos and all that family stuff. More time for hobbies and vacations. Freedom.
I brought my girls for lunch & the owner asked what I do and took my card. He said he has a spot I could possibly teach yoga at if I wanted to. He also lent me a book on stocks and another on trading… I will skim through them.
Day 19 ~ 3 min. loops of Stark & Mogul
Weird dreams last night and woke up before my alarm. My son was already up too. 5:30am ish.
We had some lovely conversations before he left for the bus.
I decided to do some yin and mobility movements before my coffee. Added in a little qi gong and energetics too.
Found myself making a new & different video for all my platforms.
I am more aware of my money resentments & blocks. I’m going to take this as an onion peeling back layers. Being just a little more kind and gentle with myself during this process.
I have started over my NLP practitioner online training with a friend yesterday. Noticing differences this time around. I want to actually finish and get my certificate. I notice where the course isn’t as organized as I’d like it to be and where it could use some improvements but it was only $7 to purchase back in 2021.
Edit: I’m getting more confident with my yoga teaching practices. One of my yoga school classmates joined yesterday and gave me some good feedback. She suggested I share less with the intro and make it more brief.
I like the bubble with
“All men are bastards”
I don’t know why but I’m having a lot of heart healing with this stack.
Maybe bloom from RM and other titles from before.
I’m looking forward to washing out in a few days.
Day 20 ~ I’m going to start wash out today.
I’m gonna honour that I feel overexposed & have some self inquiry to process through.
My head and heart feel like they’re gonna burst right now.
I’m doing all that I can to move through this but I’m allowing and accepting the discomfort.
Day 21 ~ wash out til who knows when…
I had a really good therapy session yesterday.
Afterwards I started thinking of all the times I have been fickle. Change my mind quickly. Start and then stop something and then wonder what others would think because I said I was gonna do something but changed my mind so quickly.
I don’t enjoy that.
Some things are super easy to decide on and follow through but not other things.
My therapist thinks I should focus mainly on my yoga stuff for learning and practicing and business building.
I started back on the NLP but then yesterday I didn’t wanna do it and today I’m like “well, what if some days I just look at it when I feel like?”
I started thinking, “well what is behind this? Is this because I said I wanted to so I have to? Will I let myself down or others?”
I find myself always wanting to be doing doing doing and that’s more masculine.
I don’t wanna be fickle though. I don’t wanna care what others think about me changing my mind or not.
Made $100 washing dishes & cleaning a small kitchen yesterday last minute in my town.
My coaching client signed up for 6 more sessions today. Paid in full.
He also wants to sign up for a private yoga package starting next week.