Two different people said “God is good” to me yesterday.
A lovely business woman reached out to me last night inquiring about weekly house cleaning for her. It’s not that far from my house either.
It turned into a really wonderful conversation.
I noticed, when I start feeling scared about the future about the unknown that it takes me from my present. This almost impending doom feeling that I don’t know how to set myself up to be taken care of for the rest of my life, and never go without a single thing. This fear of becoming like my mom in the sense of not attaining success, or being completely comfortable financially, spiritually, mentally &emotionally. All of it.
This lifetime I want to create, build and leave a family legacy. As I continue cultivating that within myself, I will attract the perfect match who also has the same goal in mind/heart. I honestly think I’m on the right path. Regardless.
I am me, not her or anyone else.
I relate to this a lot. I’ve had impending doom for most of my life. Somehow managed to scrap through life and be secure financially somewhat but it’s such a small piece of the pie of life. What do you do that helps? It’s like my mind hasn’t caught up to my present situation which isn’t that bad all things considered. But it definitely looms over me.