Yeah, cool. I think a consultation with a good small business accountant is a good investment too. I never did that, I actually mostly learnt how to run my business from several industry specific Facebook groups. A Facebook degree 
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If you have the cash, outsource this. Makes life so much easier. We use a service called Bench for Accounting and Gusto for payroll. They owned but the same company, I think and they seamlessly work together.
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Day 4 ~ Rest
Yesterday was Seductress solo for 5 minutes.
Had all 3 of my kids. Laid down the law with my teenager on some things and had success with it.
Went for a visit and bbq at my foster moms new place. She built her dream home. It started as a popsicle stick doll house I used to play with as a young teen to becoming a physical reality.
Truly inspiring. Her kitchen is basically identical to my dream kitchen.
I planned out todays group yoga class before bed.
This morning I had my biggest group yet for yoga.
Excellent feedback.
Handed out flyers and cards today.
Shared what I do with someone and she said she loved everything I was saying and it was touching.
I’ve noticed how when I wanna say words that are on the tip of my tongue they suddenly come to me. Thank you Stark.
Enjoying some vegan food today.
Having a little cry.
Watching an interview on narcissism. Bringing more awareness to why I have experienced this dynamic more than once. I’ve been experiencing some pretty heavy emotions and feelings over what I just went through. I felt tempted to drive by his house but I didn’t do it. Part of me wants to call the police to report him stealing money from my safe, but part of me thinks to accept the loss and move on.
We talked everyday for 13 months to now cutting off complete contact from him. Feels like withdrawals.
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Day 5 ~ Mogul & Stark 5min. loops
It’s overwhelming how great this stack has been for me so far!
I don’t even really have many words to say right now.
I get an idea and have to execute it almost immediately.
I’m getting shit done.
Feeling really good about this too.
My ex and I are communicating better regarding coparenting. We still have a pending court date for revision to the court order. I want our daughter attending school from my district. She started this week at the school in his district.
It’ll be okay.
Everything will come together just fine.
I do still wonder if we could be a thing again. I’m so different now. I left to work on me and here we are almost 3 years later not with other people.!
Edit: an old client came back for Reiki today & said I’ve gotten really good. He shared the messages below after he left. 
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#goals
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Day 6 ~ Rest
I had a dream I was trying to get my job back with the school board. I was at the school with coffee & trying to plan my way back in.
That was so strange.
I left just over a year ago! I gave up high seniority benefits pension and all that jazz, for my freedom to be with my family.
I’m wondering why I’ve had this dream a few times.
Probably some guilt or what if thinking floating around in there.
I honestly could have taken an unpaid leave of absence for the year but why delay my higher vision? I wouldn’t have been able to make any income while off from there.
I’m seeing where I wanna learn so much about so many different things. I’m not diagnosed ADHD but probably fall somewhere on the spectrum for it & that’s okay. It’s a super power, not a weapon.
Accepting that I don’t have to know everything while also letting go of control frees up a lot of space within and without.
Making the most important things a priority allows more wiggle room probably. More ease and flow through my day coming from that place of priority sequence or something. 
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Day 7 ~ Seductress 5min. loop
I realized where I learned from a young age to act in certain ways in order to gain something, when really I didn’t have to add all those extra theatrics to have my desires met. 
I thought that in order to get love and attention from others I had to cause pain and harm to myself first.
That pain and harm kept those people around to give me attention and what I thought was love.
I see where this was still playing out in subtle and not so subtle ways in my late 30’s.
Loving my realizations and clarity that comes as a result.
I continue to persist and stay focused on my goals day by day. Small actions towards the bigger vision.
I had 2 people reach out for quotes to clean their house. One said yes and waiting to hear back from the other.
My coaching client is signing up for 6-12 more sessions with me.
I did a beautiful live tribute on fbook for a friend that passed recently. I had more live viewers than usual. More engagement. Felt really amazing.
I am laughing more. Smiling more.
My therapist gave me homework yesterday. Tell my son I love him everyday out loud. I did it 
Being vulnerable wasn’t always a very safe experience for me as a child teen or young adult. I have been unlearning and relearning some basics from early development that weren’t truly developed back then & it’s okay.
We don’t have to know everything all the time. We don’t have to be perfect all the time.
That’s stressful 🥹
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Day 8 ~ Resty Pooh
Reshare from my private law of assumption Facebook group yesterday that I wrote before bed:
While at my chiropractors office today, she went on about secondary gain & also how the subconscious mind is lazy and to tell it what to do before you go to bed at night. 
I love to notice what “benefit” I think I may be getting by keeping myself in a certain state… the benefits may actually be super harmful for your well-being. It becomes second nature. Not even in your awareness. It’s happening on auto pilot.
Start noticing with curiosity what’s really going on in your day. Those little subtleties that may very well be contaminating your beautiful garden.
Determining whatever that gain or benefit is and then eliminating it in order for that state to truly die… prune the vine and revise!
What’s reinforcing and driving your state? More specifically the states you most often dwell in and experience day by day.
Are you truly enjoying what is happening right now for you? Do you really know what’s going on and why the same shit keeps showing up?
Where did that shit come from?
Memory is imagination. Start imagining up something differently.
Are you living the life you want or the life you’ve been programmed to live?
As I keep exploring and diving deeper, I notice different states/programs from early childhood and my teen years. I have learned to rewrite those experiences as they come up, with love. It’s become a much easier process for me with practice.
Take the power back! & don’t be so hard on yourself in the process.
The power is in consciousness.
Learn to enjoy the changes.
What would love do?
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Day 9 ~ Mogul & Stark 5 min. loops
Had some crazy dreams lately. One was very sexual in nature about my old mindset coach and his ex wife.
As I go deeper into my heart and body I pull up a lot of things that feel pretty icky. It’s getting easier and better with time and practice though.
I have regular clients coming for yoga on Sundays.
My coaching client wants to do 27 session rather than 6-12.
Had a lovely conversation with 2 woman at the cafe. 
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I feel this desire to finish my online NLP/Hypnotherapy certifications I purchased in 2021. I keep staring at my bookshelf too… at these books:
Not sure if or when I’ll do that, but it’s definitely on my Mind.
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Photoread them all then have a long sleep after
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Day 10 ~ rest
I swear I dreamed most of the night.
People telling me about how narcissistic my ex was.
Seemed to be heart healing ❤️🩹
Reprogramming.
Next level experience for me as a healer!
So much forgiveness and reparenting going on.
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Which language? Python, Java, PHP, C# ?
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Java 
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Ah yes. Wake up and smell the Java.
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Day 15 ~ Seductress 5 min loop
Definitely been experiencing some recon where I don’t want to journal.
Feeling pretty heavy today.
Like I’ve hit a wall or speed bump and not moving past it yet.
Feeling like a failure and comparing myself to other people.
These daily mundane tasks I have to do are having me feel dull and sad. I do so much driving right now to get my daughter to and from school while waiting for my next court date. I want her attending in my district. This is cruddy.
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When I get like that it’s a sign for less input and more processing from the subs.
Either lowering the exposure time or taking an extra few days to work through it.
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Yeah!
I think I’ll take the weekend off.
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Day 16 ~ Rest
Taking a listening pause for the weekend and will resume on Monday.
It feels like I need to take it easy today and just become more still. Less physical movement.
Allow myself to breathe and process whatever is going on with me.
I can be pretty hard on myself if I’m not making big giant progress.
Today I will scan for differences rather than sameness.
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