Yogic Journey ~ The Art of Being Whole ♥️ 🦋

[NinjaGazin]

1. Had a girl who friendzoned me admit she was actually in love with me because I refused to believe otherwise.
2. Got my boss who disliked me to consider me one of her favorite employees because I thought of her as a great friend in my mind-this one convinced me because before I would always think negatively about her. She switched up not too long after I kept my thoughts consistent in the new story.
3. Meeting the dad of an old gf of mine I assumed he would love me despite her warning me he wouldn’t like my race, style or opinions. He ended up loving me and still thinks highly of me to this day.

Other then that in my day to life I see it in every first impression I have with people no matter who they are. As for the second part of your post I think that deserves its own thread. I don’t want to derail this journal anymore and there’s a lot I would like to clarify on that point from my end.

[Fractal_Explorer]

Thanks. I’d love to hear more insight you have. Feel free to start a thread and tag me if you want to go deeper. Agreed though, I hijacked @TheEmpress thread. Returning it to its rightful owner now lol

[TheEmpress]

Tag me too!

I was imagining a thread on this subject.

[Trader]

SPAJA in all things

[TheEmpress]

Wash out day 4 ~ time flew by!!!

I purchased EB to replace HoT next cycle. 3 cycles of HoT did wonders for me.

I’ve become so much expressive with less bounds.

We received our Yoga Teacher certificates 3 days ago. I wasn’t impressed with them not including trauma informed and also listed mudras which was not covered in our lectures at all during the course.

I spoke up with boldness.

The old me would have probably just accepted the shitty designed certificate!

The lead teacher had a discussion with me stating they never included trauma informed on their certificates. Why not? It’s advertised as trauma informed yoga.

Change is good!

I’ve been creating and producing more towards my business. Feeling myself take new risks.

I went to my first yoga class in years the other day at my gym. The woman beside me felt my energy and felt inspired by me.

Latest court went well. The judge gave the green light to come back and revise the court order. My ex’s lawyer looked like a deer in headlights.

Enjoying this wash out. No hurry to start my next listening cycle.

Very vivid dreams again… processing lots. Releasing lots.

Feels good

[Trader]

@TheEmpress

I purchased EB

Sounds like you got great advice from someone!

[TheEmpress]

Well, duh

[R.E.M.P.O]

Facing difficulties boldly, defending your rights, and taking risks are all very attractive qualities. Well done!

[TheEmpress]

Thank you

It’s very freeing & liberating!

[TheEmpress]

So I haven’t listened to subs since Sunday. I pulled an emperor tarot card today & got the itch to start my next cycle with EB replacing HoT.

Then I started reading on here about rest days in between listening cycles.

Pondering.

I have been experiencing intensely vivid dreams lately but last night was a more restful sleep.

Maybe I’d be okay to begin my new cycle today.

Maybe I keep taking a washout to integrate and process what’s in the 3 subs I’ve been listening to.

I feel much better today on all energetic levels.

[TheEmpress]

[Extraordinaire]

Bringing the chat here @TheEmpress. Please do us the honors of sharing your practise in Reiki and what it is

[Doc]

When i was interested in qigong many years ago
I saw a video where 3 or 4 qi gong doctors used their energy to dissolved a tumor

And many other crazy stuff which people wouldnt believe.

This energy thing is crazy

[TheEmpress]

I did “Reiki” on a client with a hernia and it dissolved.

[TheEmpress]

Before I knew of The Law of Assumption, my practice was different.

Reiki is a form of energy work/healing, where you use your hands through light touch or just above the physical body to channel universal life force energy to the client on all energetic levels for their highest and best good at that time.

Crystals and other tools help aid the process.

Balancing and clearing the main chakras (energy centres) in the subtle energy body.

Now that I understand the law of assumption, my sessions are much shorter because I assume the client is healthy on all levels. I don’t do as much solo Reiki but I am always using it. “Life force energy” “Chi” “prana” etc.

[TheEmpress]

Share your experience with EB?

So I was going to add EB in place of HoT for next listening cycle. I am not so sure if that’s a good idea right now after actually reading the whole page about it. I’m curious what others experience has been with it. I would be stacking it with Stark & RM. Not sure how that would flow… I have 3 kids and school begins in September.

[TheEmpress]

I recant my decision to run my next cycle of RM Stark & EB

I am re evaluating my goals & where to take this journey next

No urgency to jump into my next listening cycle

[TheEmpress]

& after mindful practice & contemplation … I’ve decided on my stack….

Replacing HoT with Seductress.

I was reading over Genesis on the store website & then read the thread on forum. Something clicked while browsing.

This is where my focus needs to be & I truly believe it will promote a more beautiful harmonious balance & flow as a divine feminine with balanced masculine traits. I’m ready to dance differently. Dropping the fight & war mentality.

My new stack will be : Seductress full loop & rotate with RM & Stark 5min loops every other day

Today I have started with Seductress full loop. I haven’t listened to it since March (I think.) This title has done me justice when consciously guiding my focus & attention to what matters most. To also drop the meaning I have added to male attention. To embrace more sensuality & wild femininity.

I know I was feeling ready to dive into EB, but I feel at a later date it will be very useful for very specific long term goals. Right now isn’t the time because I am transitioning into a new school year with all 3 of my kids now school age. Working on finishing family law court with my ex. Short term business goals leading to the longer term goals.

Chunking it down to small attainable chunks that lead to the bigger ones.

Let it flow and let the old crap go….

[TheEmpress]

Day 2 ~ Rest

I cried most of yesterday.

I felt like I went back in time to the beginning of my journey using subliminals that my friend and hypnotist made for me. I was experimenting lots which then led me here in early 2022.

I felt like I experienced a time warp. Unprocessed trauma came up to the surface to acknowledge.

Yesterday was 9 years since one of my best friends ended his life. As I wrote this, Eulogy by Tool came on & the audio in my car just just messed up.

I was telling @Trader how in 2021 my stereo audio in my car would mess up, it almost felt like it was taken over by my friend who passed. I am a gifted medium but have feared that part of me. Learning to embrace it more.

My speakers would alternate back and fourth or a new song would come on half way thru another one, with some specific message I needed to hear in that moment. My audio stereo friend checked out my speakers not finding anything. It only happened when I was alone.

My dreams were dark and vivid last night.

Had some solid conversations with a couple of my lady friends in the morning.

Got on a call with my new client for their first session. It rocked!

My boobs look extra perky today in my dress without a bra. I like that!

After the call I headed to a restaurant where I spotted a man who I met at the holistic event I was a part of last month. He was going to book sessions with me but cancelled due to his vacation of 2 weeks.

That was funny because we met in a different city and I spotted him in a different town than where we are both from.

Synchronicity.

[TheEmpress]

Day 3 ~ 5 min loops of Stark & RM.

Feeling some mental fatigue, but not too extreme.

Decided to order a natural choline supplement. I take a bunch of other good stuff, but feel this will really help me at the moment.

I’ve read a lot of information on here from other sub users.

I don’t remember my dreams from last night.

Got in some outdoor yoga before my mushroom coffee (reishi, lions mane & corcydeps) this morning.

I really feel a lot processing in my noodle. Lots cooking away in there.