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#263

Day 17 ~ Stark & HoT full loops.

More healing dreams last night.

I don’t want conflict with my loved ones any longer.

Things are going to change from here on out. No more excuses. It’s just simply not acceptable any longer.

I went to a local music show last night to see my friends bands play. Back to back sets. It was a much different experience for me. I was more social with people I would often retreat from. I felt the music on another level. A new friend confided in me about some difficult experiences she’s working through with her daughter who has BPD.

I feel like my presence touches and impacts souls deeply for the better.

My lawyer called to tell me she is going ahead with filing the motion of change and doing everything I had asked for originally. Total shift from our last talk. I found myself writing the most clear concise email to her after our last phone call.

I give credit to these subs for this!

Things are coming together full circle.

I’m a :turtle:… slow & steady moving through this journey. Enjoying the scenery. Not racing to the finish line.

:heart::heart::heart:

Edit: I forgot to mention that yesterday at the show I got my butt smacked/grabbed by 2 different powerful woman. 1 of them was a pretty famous metal singer who became a local nurse in hospice.

They were very affectionate towards me. I’ve seen them many times at shows before with this being very different. They are both married to men. I thought that was funny and quite flattering. :sweat_smile:

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#264

Day 18 ~ rest day.

Was feeling like adding LBFH micro loop once a week until @Trader reminded me of the guidelines … I appreciate having friends who keep me in line! :crazy_face::sweat_smile:

I see where recon is sneaky… something to get in my way of my progress. Self sabotage!

I know how to protect my energy … I’ve learned this through my Reiki training & subliminal usage.

I had such a wonderful start to my day. :sun_with_face:

My yoga exams begin Sunday until next Sunday.

Trying not to fall into fear mode.

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#265

I was at the fair & this young boy walked past me with his eyes glued to mine & bad the biggest smile/grin on his face … he turned back and was locked on me… reminds me of what happened with @Trader

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#266

How young?

#267

Like 6 or 7 maybe

Hard to say.

#268

Day 19 ~ full loop of RM.

Restless night of sleep yet I feel energized and awake today. I’ll take it.

I went outside to move through fast flow yoga & danced sensually and intimately with my inner parts that were trying to be good to others rather than good to herself. Very freeing practice.

What is good for me may not be good for another & people will speak from their own experiences.

Take it with a grain of salt.

Trust thy self. :heart:

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#269

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#270

We aren’t the only ones to get this behavior, @Sub.Zero!

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#271

He was captivated by me :joy::flushed:

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#272

Yeah it was weird when the 9-10yo girl did the same with me. I was in my head like “what’s up with this deer in headlights look?”

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#273

Best way to describe the experience I had!

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#275

Children can see the “angels”. :slight_smile:

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#276

Day 20 ~ Rest day

Had all 3 of my kids today & it was a zoo in this house . :joy:

I managed to get outside for some yoga and dance before my youngest woke up. She came out and took a seat watching me do yoga instead of crying and getting in my way on the mat. That was awesome.

We had a little snuggle.

I was frustrated with my practical yoga exam prep. Wrote out a script and then ripped it up. Went for a drive listening to music followed by a healing release.

Rewrote the entire script and it looks great! Feeling confident about my practical exam 1 of 2 tomorrow.

I’ve got this.

Tomorrows my last day of this cycle before wash out.

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#277

Day 21 ~ Stark & HoT full loops

Last day before wash out. Wow :hushed:

Had my first practical exam this morning. Excellent feedback from my teacher. It went well. It was exactly 90 minutes as expected. Boom :boom:

Brought my 10 year old for a mall date and did her makeup. Did a little photoshoot. Fun :star_struck:

A woman at the pizza place said I looked like I was on her Pinterest. Started commenting on my nice tattoos.

I made some suggestions to my friend & he just purchased 2 subs for the first time from SC! I suggested joining here to share his journey.

Edit: I went live on Facebook in the morning before my exam talking about processing grief. I am noticing a difference with my social media presence. Where I have improved and where to improve for the better.

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#278

&& wash out has begun. :flushed::flushed::flushed:

Holy eff! This cycle flew by so quickly compared to my other experiences. I have had way less recon this time around by following the recommendations.

It feels good to stick to my word. Honour myself and actually follow through on my plans.

I started reading some of the SC articles. This one rocks:

Align Your Subconscious Mind and Conscious Mind to Boost Subliminal Results

Basically, you need to consciously take steps toward completing the same goals as your subliminal audio stack. Don’t overthink this. Progress is progress. If you’re running a wealth generation subliminal stack, take 30 minutes a day to read up on eCommerce or online business. If you’re running a romance + aura stack, be sure to go out a few times a week — even if it’s just to the grocery store. Be sure to say “hello,” or “smile” at people who interest you.

Very helpful information.

This excites me :joy:

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#279

All done my practical exams & passed that component. 4 hour written exam left to do on Sunday!

I decided to bring music into the class with dance. I got some feedback on what I can do going forward if I decide to teach classes that way. I handled it well.

I think I’ll wash out until Monday and start this stack again!

My friend started their first stack from here last night and had some wins today already. :heart:

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#280

I notice at times it feels like I am timeline shifting.

I also feel like I have super senses.

Sometimes I feel like I have tapped into invisible realms while also trying to be grounded here with my earthly matters.

It’s the strangest feeling ever.

Identity shifting with more awareness.

It’s pretty difficult to put words to it.

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#281

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This picture reflects my current state.

I want more sunshine. Less wind. More stillness and peace.

For more humans to express compassion and empathy ~ a love bomb for humanity.

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#282

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Day 5 of wash out ~ this has been the most intense part of this new cycle. :sweat_smile:

I’m using my tools but holy eff.

Resuming listening of this stack on Monday.

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