He was captivated by me 
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Yeah it was weird when the 9-10yo girl did the same with me. I was in my head like “what’s up with this deer in headlights look?”
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Best way to describe the experience I had!
Children can see the “angels”. 
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Day 20 ~ Rest day
Had all 3 of my kids today & it was a zoo in this house .
I managed to get outside for some yoga and dance before my youngest woke up. She came out and took a seat watching me do yoga instead of crying and getting in my way on the mat. That was awesome.
We had a little snuggle.
I was frustrated with my practical yoga exam prep. Wrote out a script and then ripped it up. Went for a drive listening to music followed by a healing release.
Rewrote the entire script and it looks great! Feeling confident about my practical exam 1 of 2 tomorrow.
I’ve got this.
Tomorrows my last day of this cycle before wash out.
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Day 21 ~ Stark & HoT full loops
Last day before wash out. Wow 
Had my first practical exam this morning. Excellent feedback from my teacher. It went well. It was exactly 90 minutes as expected. Boom 
Brought my 10 year old for a mall date and did her makeup. Did a little photoshoot. Fun 
A woman at the pizza place said I looked like I was on her Pinterest. Started commenting on my nice tattoos.
I made some suggestions to my friend & he just purchased 2 subs for the first time from SC! I suggested joining here to share his journey.
Edit: I went live on Facebook in the morning before my exam talking about processing grief. I am noticing a difference with my social media presence. Where I have improved and where to improve for the better.
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&& wash out has begun.
Holy eff! This cycle flew by so quickly compared to my other experiences. I have had way less recon this time around by following the recommendations.
It feels good to stick to my word. Honour myself and actually follow through on my plans.
I started reading some of the SC articles. This one rocks:
Align Your Subconscious Mind and Conscious Mind to Boost Subliminal Results
Basically, you need to consciously take steps toward completing the same goals as your subliminal audio stack. Don’t overthink this. Progress is progress. If you’re running a wealth generation subliminal stack, take 30 minutes a day to read up on eCommerce or online business. If you’re running a romance + aura stack, be sure to go out a few times a week — even if it’s just to the grocery store. Be sure to say “hello,” or “smile” at people who interest you.
Very helpful information.
This excites me
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All done my practical exams & passed that component. 4 hour written exam left to do on Sunday!
I decided to bring music into the class with dance. I got some feedback on what I can do going forward if I decide to teach classes that way. I handled it well.
I think I’ll wash out until Monday and start this stack again!
My friend started their first stack from here last night and had some wins today already. 
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I notice at times it feels like I am timeline shifting.
I also feel like I have super senses.
Sometimes I feel like I have tapped into invisible realms while also trying to be grounded here with my earthly matters.
It’s the strangest feeling ever.
Identity shifting with more awareness.
It’s pretty difficult to put words to it.
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This picture reflects my current state.
I want more sunshine. Less wind. More stillness and peace.
For more humans to express compassion and empathy ~ a love bomb for humanity.
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Day 5 of wash out ~ this has been the most intense part of this new cycle. 
I’m using my tools but holy eff.
Resuming listening of this stack on Monday.
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Day 6 of wash out….
Things have been turned upside down momentarily to have a look at the things in my life that don’t allow me to be truly free.
- Renaissance Man can at times be intense due to its freeing scripting – not everyone is ready to be completely free. If this is you and you experience profound reconciliation, examine what is holding you back from being truly free. What are you attached to?
It’s annoying when I begin to make momentum or seemingly think I am making momentum, when “suddenly” some crap happens and I feel like I’m a turtle on my back having a breakdown. 
I believe I still carry the assumption that “life is hard with kids and nobody would want to deal with my crap show life with me…” (ideal partner)
I’ve technically been a single mom since having my son in 2010, followed by 2 failed engagements with 2 kids out of those relationships, with a lot of crap to unpack within my mind body and all other energy bodies.
The idea that a man could step in taking on the role of husband, dad, business partner and emperor on the same path with the same ideas and vibes with me… connects telepathically without much superficial engagement or communication ~ seems pretty far fetched but nothing is impossible.
I find myself annoyed when others aren’t able to connect that way.
I find myself annoyed of the “high” expectations I have. The idea in my mind of the perfect type of man for me.
A strong & balanced masculine who has healed his feminine aspects. Where I can melt into and follow his lead. To trust and believe in his guidance with the things he best leads with, so I can be a fairy garden goddess who dances around in her dresses without any worries.
To embrace and enjoy what it means to be a woman who has beautiful children and a beautiful mind/vision for helping mankind evolve.
I was stuck in my wounded crap for years but I have been doing the work for quite some time. Maybe I like to play games and make things harder than they need to be.
I feel like I’m in a virtual reality sometimes
I need to be bent over and get my butt kicked or something.
Dunno.
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&& then this song comes on shuffle…
In my mind, you are an old empty apartment
Sitting on your mother’s table next to you is her
Carving out our names into each piece of wood and concrete
Told her I don’t have a lot, babe, but you can have my soul
Baby, do you want me?
Baby, do you want me?
Baby, do you want me?
No, no, no
In your mind, this is some new and glorious morning
And you ain’t ever gonna let nobody take that light again
Everyone I know is slowly falling in the ocean
I don’t want to be the next to row, I never learned to swim
Baby, do you love me?
Baby, do you love me?
Baby, do you love me?
No, no, no
In my mind, you are the road I chose to travel
Might as well have been the very last thing I decide
Half the time I’m lost, afraid that you’re just borrowed
It don’t matter much to me, man, I’m not afraid to die
Baby, are you with me?
Do you forgive me?
You’re the one I wanted, want now, want when I am old
Baby, are you with me?
Do you forgive me?
You’re the one I wanted, want now, want when I am old
When I’m falling
When I’m falling
Totally got on a spontaneous Facebook live with a friend who does similar work as me…
That was powerful 
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Spanked 
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27x. 
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1 week of wash out today. Holy moly!
I went to a concert last night with a beautiful friend of mine. Seeing some of my favourite bands since high school was just amazing!!!
I danced sang and moved my body without caring too much what others thought of me. I used to be so stiff and hyper vigilant without the use of drugs or alcohol to cope at events.
Loving this new version of me. 
At one point it was raining pretty hard so I got the idea to crawl under the table at a food truck. Some random dude was flirting with me and followed us underneath. Suddenly a beautiful woman approached us offering this rain blanket thing.
We got to dance in the rain with a shield.
When the last band I went to see played, I embraced the rain fall as it cleansed and purified my being. 🥹
Today is my final written exam for yoga teacher certification & I feel like I’ve already nailed it before writing it. 
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