Day 5 ~ full loops of Stark & HoT
Experiencing some sadness and tears today.
Some frustration over the feeling of making everything so hard for myself.
The stories running in the background.
I’m just going to sit here with it. Give myself some time and space to acknowledge and release whatever I am feeling. & it’s okay.
I felt on top of the world yesterday but then it shifted.
The bf and I are broken up but this isn’t the first time it’s happened. We met when I was listening to LBFH.
Instant magical connection. Felt like love at first glance. The crap started to unfold though.
I have to get my butt in gear producing wealth.
Be the wealth creator and generator.
Not the woman who depends on a man to provide financially while she takes care of a house, 3 kids, studying courses towards her business & navigates court with the ex.
I never had a man take care of me financially before.
It’s always been me doing it myself or it being equally contributed forwards the daily essentials and what not. (I was engaged twice where we also lived together and had a kid together.)
I’d love to have a miracle right about now.
Why did I manifest this situation? How do I make things better for myself?
What part of me needs a total shift of belief and feeling?