My relationships are shifting so much past couple days….
For the better!
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Day 8 ~ Rest
Had a connection call with a woman from India. She found me from my YouTube channel. That was really great.
Podcast host had to cancel because she is sick. I didn’t really feel like doing it anyways. I want to be on podcasts with 1000s of viewers. #status
Edit: I see the benefit and value in smaller podcasts so I’m not going to discard that option.
Marketing friend couldn’t meet today because a vehicle issue… I didn’t feel up for it anyways! I am pondering a lot about my business and the way I want to brand and market myself. It’s not fully clear yet.
I got my exam dates today. I manifested them switching to some Sunday dates as options. I got what I wanted. Feeling some relief from that.
I think I’ll complete my exams & then dive into the marketing business stuff.
I am working on local clients in the interim.
Everything is okay. I’ve got this.
Noticing patterns that need to be broken. Habits that need to be replaced with better ones.
Very productive with house work today & tasks I would normally procrastinate on.
Found myself dancing 
and moving my body sensually today. Felt yummy.
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I love how HoT has helped my lashes thicken and grow longer … my brows are filling in nicely too, even after all the years of plucking them as a teen, which led to sparseness…
Day 9 ~ full loops of Stark & HoT
Happy birthday to me 
Had some crazy dreams but don’t recall any details though.
Sang myself happy birthday as I danced around my kitchen this morning. Sang to me from different ages. Went live on Facebook, which got more views quickly than usual. Cool 
People were very chatty friendly with me everywhere I went.
Got another client booked for next week.
Made a connection with a local film maker/media person who is making several short films this summer. He wants to meet with me next week for coffee and chat about it.
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I just want to say
Changing one’s stack can really alter one’s purpise and path.
And HBD!!!
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Care to elaborate on this?
Thanks btw
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I don’ think it needs elaboration.
If you run chosen, it’s a completely different path than Khan.
Happy Birthday! 
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Day 10 ~ rest day
Lots of crazy dreams again. Don’t recall any specifics though.
Noticing an abundance of messaging on socials from others. Lots of social connection from others. A bit overwhelmed. 
Noticing where I don’t feel like doing certain things. I’m not as excited. Not sure what that’s all about.
I was happy I got a Reiki client, but now I don’t even wanna do the session with them…
Even with the one next week too.
Some sort of lack of confidence in my abilities maybe, or I am bored and ready for something greater.
Charging my prices has some discomfort as well.
Noticing a lot of thoughts floating around in my noodle.
I’m not enjoying the idea of scheduled times to be places and do things. This could be because I am growing bored of the things I’ve been doing & ready to step into new territory. Some things have expiration dates, or all things do. 
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Nice avatar photo
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That’s me, no filter no make up ~ in the sun yesterday on my birthday. Felt like a goddess!
Nice, I usually take photo of myself also without make up
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Datz cool
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Day 11 ~ Full loop of RM
Had quite the night of vivid intense dreams & my 3 year old coming to my room multiple times.
Didn’t get out of bed until 9am after cuddling with her for an hour.
Started my day with a 2 hour FaceTime call with my friend in the states, in my pjs and bed head. That was different for me.
I notice how unloving and unkind I have been towards myself regarding inner and outer beauty. This stack is helping me a lot with that.
I can’t help but do physical movements everyday in whatever way possible no matter what’s going on. I feel the movements much differently.
I find myself questioning things relating to collective conscious and unconscious. How we are all one and how we each fit into the grand scheme of things.
Edit: I’ve been getting a lot of attention from people online. People checking in to make sure everything is good and wanting to lift my spirits or something. I feel like a magnet!
People have been more generous and friendly.
I got AMAZING feedback for my module 3 yoga teaching video.
Edit 2: I took some practice photos yesterday for potential foot modelling. Seems to be a market for that. Genesis brought that idea up.
Day 12 ~ Rest
More vivid dreams. Littlest one gravitates to me at night as well.
Feeling more free to be myself today.
Feeling less worry about the future.
Feeling more optimistic about my future successes.
Feeling like everything is coming together nicely.
When I shift my inner world the outer world naturally shifts too.
I’ve become more comfortable saying no to others and caring less what they think about it. Less attached to the people in my life. If they want to be in my life then cool & if not then that’s cool too.
I’m not interested in controlling people or forcing them to grow with me anymore. Upgrade by your own will or exit left stage.
Boom 
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Day 13 ~ Stark & HoT full loops
Holy effing dreams! Seems like so much processing and releasing going on for me. I was going lucid having conversations with various people, working out some mental disagreements in my mind.
My thinking has become pretty deep lately since Genesis & now my new stack.
How we are all connected as ONE. Consciously and/or unconsciously… Maybe with subs and subconscious work we are tapping into the collective unconscious where we could potentially be digging for an eternity. Maybe it doesn’t matter what’s deeply hidden in there. Maybe those things don’t need to be pulled up to “heal.” @Malkuth thought of you as I wrote this.
Is spiritual bypassing actually a thing? Do we have no choice but to work on these programs as they are revealed to us through this process. Maybe it’s the idea of having to go at it slow vs speedy.
Maybe the reprogramming automatically happens as you focus on what you want. Things naturally fall away more easily and quickly when in the flow state of your desired outcomes.
Just breathe 
that’s what I’m doing right now. My 3 year old is laying on me outside on a yoga mat. Tool just came on. Beautiful grateful morning.
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Day 14 ~ rest
After making a post on my personal page relating to words used during times of grief & “loss” of loved ones… there was a lot of commentary… assertions & declarations… lots of assumptions were made!
I realize where I see the world evolving & expanding, upgrading their states. Learning and playing with new ways to express language… better use of words per se.
What to say in difficult situations that also leaves a person feeling something more lovely & empowering… even though they may be truly in a state of suffering …
Words can be highly impactful with a loving intention behind those words… the intentions come before the words… state leads signs follow… actions proceed purposeful thought … (feeling it real)
It got me feeling into some things… noticing where people would immediately assume I am judging the way people speak, when it’s not like that at all. Realizing where I am a very deep person who has left behind superficial or surface expression… & I’ll never go back…. I love the new me!
My question is…. How do you love & accept someone as they are right now, while also imagining loving for their expansion and growth as a conscious creator….
Where they stop imagining crap … stop dwelling or staying stuck in crap … perpetual suffering & orbiting …. I was once there & I’m truly blessed for discovering a new way of being…
It’s simply not acceptable anymore for me to be anything other than the best version of myself possible… as I rise so do others! 
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Day 15 ~ RoM full loop
Where is time going with this stack?!
I have been truly exploring being free… it’s quite a shaky experience for me!
Getting raw and honest with myself about all the ways I’ve kept myself caged up to please others along my journey. Becoming what others thought I needed to be… not feeling fully comfortable to step into my own individual unique experience.
I’ve been nurturing my inner child again. The parts of me I had forgotten about. It was very blurry and hazy. I tried for years to find her through therapy and other modalities. Here we are connecting again.
She thought she needed to drive my vehicle to protect me. She thought she had to do all different sorts of things to keep me safe. Little girls aren’t prepared for that responsibility, nor should they even have to be. They aren’t ready to do all the things I felt I needed to do from such a young age. Not even just for myself but for all my loved ones too.
Helping her realize I am an adult now. She is safe and protected. She has nothing to worry about. I love her. I’ve got this. We’ve got this! We can be in harmony and flow.
She can relax in the backseat with the other parts of me and give helpful suggestions or directions that I will consider but I have the final say, confidently. No longer questioning my judgement or abilities.
This is wild!
I took my parts for a walk yesterday through the nature park in my town. I saw some bunnies and a bunch of beautiful birds. I left my phone behind.
Being connected with nature was so divine, being unplugged from the material world.
I’ve been connecting with beautiful souls while also cutting off connections that aren’t helpful for anybody. I don’t need to enable or control others to level up.
I can be an example through my actions. Show the world what’s up by what I am doing internally and externally to follow.
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This came out in 99. The year my parents split up. Things got pretty intense after that for me.
Hearing this song today has been really helpful for my inner healing. Truly processing all that grief.
Not suppressing it anymore.
I don’t need to be tough girl who has something to prove to nobody. Let the tears flow. Be graceful and gentle. 
I sang this one in high school a lot. Hearing it differently today.