Use Primal for a cycle or two. It is one of the most underrated titles for social calibration. You will be chill. You will be smooth. It will be no big deal.
Thx, ive used PS and SS and im chill for the most time when i walk with a direction in my mind to buy something for exampleā¦
But when i plan to approach women my mind is playing tricks on me and my heart starts beating faster and i dont know what to say anymore.
Maybe i should run PS again for a couple more cycles
Old school PS should work, but thereās something about Primal that puts it in a class all by itself.
Playful banter
Carefree interactionsā
Animalistic attraction
Interesting
**8/14/23 CYCLE 1 WEEK 2**
**First actual week of QTKS **
- It has begun. I ran my first three minute loop of QC just before I went to sleep last night.
My head felt very clear when I woke up.
Iāll be sticking to three minute loops for the rest of the week.
- I felt perfectly normal today. The only thing I did was take the kid to a school event. I didnāt notice that I was getting any kind of attention. Well, maybe. A couple of the teachers seemed very friendly. I got good eye contact and whatnot while talking to one who is a VERY hot redhead, but I donāt know if thatās how she is normally.
We shall see, and that could be a really bad move anyway.
- There has been somewhat of a shift in my thinking. Or it might be more accurate to say that a couple of things have come to the forefront of my mind.
First, Iāve been waffling in and out of feeling like Iām not going to get anywhere with the womanizing goals.
Hereās the thing. There are two girls who would sleep with me as soon as they got the opportunity. Iāve already been with both of them, and they want more. The fact that one of them is halfway across the country, and the other is on a different continent is the only thing that is preventing that from happening. If they were in my area Iād be hooking up with both of them on a regular basis.
I didnāt have the advantage of running subs when I met either of them (well, I may have been running a brand X sub when I met the second one, I donāt remember) let alone a QTKS blend of Khan and WB.
If it happens under those circumstances, it is going to happen in my current situation, and quickly.
All I need to do is go places with available women more regularly.
Difficult with my schedule, but Iām looking at that like a problem to solve now.
The other thing is Iām thinking of an influx of money as an inevitability.
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I continued to feel normal through today. No real sign of recon, overload, or anything else negative so I went ahead with a five minute loop tonight.
I felt something in my head towards the end. Hard to describe. It wasnāt the usual pressure feeling that get when Iām close to overdoing it. This is different. Itās not a negative feeling at all. I donāt know if it means that Iāve overdone it a bit, or that itās starting to work.
I did feel that I could do more, and that full loops will probably be the way for me to go with this.
I seem to be on the high end as far as how much exposure I need and how much I can tolerate goes.
It does seem to me that micro loops are better for short term effects while full loops are better for slower, deeper, more permanent changes.
Since this is a year long plan for fully becoming the guy I want to be, slow and thorough is the way to go. -
Last nightās realization was really interesting. I could hear the negative voice arguing that I wasnāt attractive or social enough to stand out in the crowd, blah blah blah, then all of a sudden my subconscious just spoke up and said āBullshit! Here are some current examples which prove that you are a fucking sex magnet and always have beenā.
Iāve tried to do that manually to counter negative self talk. It feels forced and has very little effect as far as I can tell.
This was different. It popped into my head, and seemed like someone had slammed a briefcase full of evidence onto the table with AUTHORITY, then opened it and showed me every piece in detail that laid out an indisputable case for my being a super stud. It rang of TRUTH.
Amd that was from one three minute loop.
- Itās been about thirty minutes since I finished my loop. Iām still feeling a nice head buzz after effect. Nice. I havenāt really felt anything like this since the beginning of the Year of the Dragon Emperor.
I didnāt get it on a three minute loop. It seems that I crossed some kind of threshold with five.
I would expect that threshold to keep moving. Allowing for more exposure as I progress on this.
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Iām still feeling pretty much normal. Maybe a very little bit of recon tonight, but nothing I canāt handle with ease. That says itās doing something anyway.
I was having a lot of thoughts about my financial situation earlier in the day. This just feels different. I still have a bit of worry over potential troubles And how tight things currently are, but I also started thinking that they werenāt going to be an issue for a while.
I was also thinking about some rather expensive things that I want. It felt like I could have them. Maybe not right now, but the timing seems to matter less. āThe Negatorā which I talk about extensively in my DR journal seemed to be nowhere in evidence.
After a while of thinking about it, I had an interesting internal experience, which is kind of hard to describe, but Iāll try.
I seemed to be in the middle of this ball of maybe Iād call it energy, but it felt more subtle than that usually does. It just seemed to be a field of possibility. All positive, just seemed to be connecting to the events I want.
It was interesting if nothing else. -
I had joined a bunch of social media groups related to various types of ethical non monogamy when I started Khan. I didnāt get much success from it, so Iād kinda stopped interacting with them. It just didnāt seem to be that much of a possibility.
Until tonight. I started trying to connect on there again.
Iāll keep it up until success. It doesnāt take that much effort, so why not? -
Since I handled five minutes well, Iām going for seven tomorrow night.
- I had a pretty severe bout of recon this morning. Not going to talk about it at this point, but onward we go. I have often found that pushing into it gives amazing gains.
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Seven minute loop is in the books. I felt a bit of a buzz again plus a bit of nervous tension while I was running it.
This is definitely doing something. Yep, I actually feel an energy field around me too, so WB is kicking off more than it was on the factory version. -
Iām getting the impression that this title is going to work best if I let go a bit more and let my subconscious do itās thing.
- I caught a glimpse of myself in the mirror this afternoon. Itās hard to explain, but my body looks better. Already. It may be that Iām holding myself differently, but I swear that my gut is smaller. Not as noticeable if noticeable at all.
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I had a dream today. I donāt remember much about it, but for some reason it had something to do with the sound of my own voice.
I heard myself and it sounded rich and melodic and stuff. Must be some effect of QTKS. -
I was acutely aware of my energy field several times today.
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I havenāt gotten any kind of connection on those FB groups yet, but I have gotten two responses from things that Iāve said on the threads themselves. That is actually new, and thereās a different feel to it. Stuff is happening.
- The wife and I went to an ENM meetup at a bar. I donāt know quite what I was expecting, but Iām a bit disappointed. I was as invisible as Iāve ever been.
We talked to a few people, but I wasnāt able to connect. I was trying to make eye contact with pretty much anyone, and even that didnāt happen.
On the good side, I didnāt feel as awkward as I usually do in a new social situation with a bunch of people I donāt know.
We did get there late, and people had kind of already congregated around tables, so we had a difficult time kind of forcing ourselves into a group.
Not writing anything off just yet, just not an instant reality shift as far as that goes.
- Ok. Iāve run a grand total of four partial loops of this monstrosity. Itās dense as Hell, and full of concepts that are counter to the self image I have held for the vast majority of my life, and only began to crack in the last few years.
I canāt expect an instant shift to women throwing their panties at my feet as soon as I walk into a room.
I need to keep reminding myself of that. This program is more about where I want to be twelve months from now than where Iām expecting to be tomorrow. Iām sure that those panties will start to fall in the coming months, but Iāll need patience.
**8/21/23 CYCLE 1 WEEK 3 **
- Iāve only been on this thing a week, so I shouldnāt be calling my results disappointing. I just had it in my head that Iād be getting female attention hand over fist as soon as I started.
Ok, letās look at that, maybe do some trouble shooting.
The problem is that I simply donāt seem to be drawing any attention or making any instant connections. Iāve been deliberately trying to make eye contact and it just hasnāt been happening. I had much better results as far as that goes with, if I recall, what I was running between my DR year and beginning my Khan run.
I think that was Emperor and Chosen.
What that tells me is that Iām not projecting the aura, or at least not powerfully enough that the right people to notice.
This isnāt a huge surprise. Iāve long felt that I generally have fairly low energy levels. That is both on a physical and auric level. Iāve always been a bit slow moving and lethargic. Iāve felt better in recent times, but Iām still hardly a dynamo.
The first thing I can do about this is kind of a no brainer. That is to say that more exposure and processing time will probably solve the problem.
The second is probably to incorporate some form of energy work into my daily routine. Open to advise on what books to read to get this going.
Third, make more of a point to go places where these kinds of connections get made. That is practice, and opening the door to the kind of manifestation that is supposed to happen here.
Fourth, I ran across an add for a supplement that helps with dopamine levels. I have a feeling that that would help with the auric projection as well as just make any subliminal run easier and smoother.
- Another seven minute loop tonight. It felt pretty smooth. If I donāt feel any recon for the next two days, Iāll up it to nine on Wednesday.
- I went to the bar last night with the roommate for karaoke again. Again, no attention.
Between that and the meetup I noticed something that has always been a problem for me.
That is closed social circles. I have noticed that I have a problem when everyone in a room seems to be grouped off and all interacting with each other. How do you break into one of those circles without it seeming like you are, well, breaking in?
I was wrong about what I had been running when I got eye f&/$ed by all those women. Chosen was involved, but the custom was Emperor + Daredevil.
Iām not going to be doing any stacking for a few cycles, but maybe Daredevil should get some play.
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I started taking that dopamine support supplement as soon as I got up this morning. I may have felt a bit more motivated. I got on trying to solve a couple of problems. I hit a snag on the bigger one which might or might not be a show stopper, but I did get on it.
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I was out briefly. Still feeling invisible. I donāt know why Iām not getting the fast amazing results from WB that some people are, but Iām working the problem.