Year of the Dragon Emperor

Journals - Custom Subliminals
#903
  • Once again I’ve been overthinking my subliminal game plan for next year.
    I’ve been thinking maybe my two sub with a total of five or six cores plan might be a little much, and Khan may be a little slow. I am still considering both of those plans, but it occurred to me that now that I’ve got my important goals written down, I can choose cores and modules that as much as possible will help me with more than one goal.

In short my goals for 2022 are financial stability, Career track job, new home, and regular use of my open relationship status.
I designed one with Emperor, Wanted, and Sex and Seduction as cores. At first that sounds like it’s heavily focused on sexuality. However, the more I think about it, the more I think that the two sexual cores might also help with getting the job.
I’ve heard that S&S has helped several members with sales success, and what are you doing in a job interview but selling yourself (ha ha). As to Wanted, improving my looks, fitness, and general attractiveness should help with that too.
Here it is:

  1. Emperor Core
  2. Wanted Core
  3. Sex and Seduction Core
  4. Alaxander’s Play
  5. Emotions Unfettered (because I need to work on that)
  6. Eye of the Storm
  7. Dragon Tongue
  8. Voice Master
  9. Seducer’s Gaze
  10. Secret Source
  11. True Sell
  12. Eagle Eye
  13. Furious Ascent
  14. Ultimate Writer
  15. Debt Annihilator
  16. Financial Success Reality Shifter
  17. Infomaticon
  18. Info Releaser
  19. Journeys Guide
  20. Mosiac

Intended to be run with URE2.

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#904

Wanted has Exellence scripting as well.

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#905

  • I’m cheating on my washout week. I’m running one loop of URE2 as we speak to see how it feels on its own.

  • I figured something else out about my early childhood.
    I was treated like crap in school. It seems to me that it started on day one of kindergarten and went on until I moved out of the podunk town I was born in and started school in. That might be a slight exaggeration, but not a big one. Where I went, everyone knew everyone, and there was no escaping the people you were with last year year after year. That means that the place in the social order that you have in kindergarten is pretty much where you’ll be when graduation rolls around.
    All of my life I assumed that I was originally hated by my classmates because I had poor social skills, or I was funny looking, or something, but I was watching something on YouTube today that caused something to click. It wasn’t any of that. The slow development of social skills was the result of not getting normal socialization because I was hated. It wasn’t the cause.
    That said, me not being massively socially talented at first WAS a contributing factor.
    The video was on why social Alphas absolutely hate Sigma males.
    It’s because the sigma is perfectly happy doing their own thing rather than doing rather than going along with what the alphas are leading the group to do.
    Since the “alphas” among children are kind of wired to feel entitled to have control over the whole group, the kid who is content to go off by himself and do whatever he feels like really pisses them off. Even if they don’t really understand why.
    I don’t know if I fully fit the definition of Sigma male, but That was me. For the most part, I found what the other kids wanted to do to be fucking boring, so I did things that I found more interesting.
    I’d also say exactly what I thought no matter who I was talking to, and let me tell you, not only did kids hate that, but the school staff REALLY hated it.
    After a little while in school, I thought that I was a social outcast, but in the beginning I wasn’t. I kind of chose not to participate in the social hierarchy myself, and it pissed the kids who would naturally be at the top of it off. They then did everything they could to force me to get back into it. At the bottom of course.
    The truth is that I scared and confused them because I didn’t fit the way they thought the world was supposed to work, and they couldn’t control me.

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#906
  • URE2 felt pretty light, so I really shouldn’t have a problem running it with DE. While it was running, I had a couple of very immersive daydream type of visualizations. I wasn’t really trying to direct them, but they seemed very natural and more stable. By stable I mean that I was able to maintain the state to have a daydream with a longer “plot line”. Usually I can really just do that for a few seconds. These days sometimes not at all.
    Minds Eye was definitely doing something during the run.
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#907
  • Since I seem to be doing this at this time of night, I had another idea for next year. I’ve been kind of shying away from this because I was thinking it might be too heavy and pull in too many directions, but I was considering putting Emperor and Wanted in the same custom already.
    It’s ambitious, but I might be able to make it work. If I used Khan, Wanted, and AM as cores, that should hit everything I’m aiming to achieve next year.
    Khan for the masculinity, success drive, dominance, and active seduction skills. Ascended Mogul hits the wealth and career success aspects directly, and not only should Wanted help me attract women, but it will help with physical fitness, help with how I’m perceived in interviews, and who knows what else.
  1. Khan core (12 weeks per stage)
  2. Wanted Core
  3. Ascended Mogul Core
  4. Alexander’s Play
  5. Inner Gasoline
  6. The Boundary
  7. Way of ROI
  8. True Sell
  9. Dragon Tongue
  10. Voice Master
  11. Ultimate Writer
  12. Seducer’s Gaze
  13. Instant Spark
  14. Iron Frame
  15. Debt Annihilator
  16. Furious Ascent
  17. Fearsome
  18. Emotions Unfettered
    20.Mosiac

What do y’all think?

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#908

I wanna try it lol

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#909

I haven’t copyrighted it, go for it. Actually might be interesting to have two people do the same thing.

#910

Why not create 2 customs each for seduction and wealth ?

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#911

That’s one of the options I’m considering. If I’m doing Khan though it runs on a schedule and I really don’t want to be trying to do too many things at once.

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#912
  • We heard from the wife’s disability attorney. At this point it appears that she is actually going to have to do a hearing. Those can be scheduled a long way out and we haven’t heard anything about scheduling it yet.
    This is causing me a lot of stress right now. I’m letting myself feel it for a little bit instead of just trying to cram it down.
    This changes my sub plans for next year. I am going to have to once again focus solely on financial survival and put everything else on the back burner.
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#913
  • Since it appears that the financial situation is likely to continue to be difficult into next year, I’m going to re arrange my 2022 goals. Unless something changes between now and the end of my DE year, I am dropping my seduction related goals for the time being and focusing only on my financial and career success.
    This crisis has lasted long enough, and I am damn sick of it. So starting 12/21/2021 I am going to take my reborn self out there and kick its fucking ass. This must end.

My three main goals for 2022 are:

  1. Prevent any further financial damage. Meaning no more dings to credit, unpaid bills, additional debt or bills, loss of items, loss of anything else.

  2. Get to the point where all of our bills and expenses are covered easily with plenty to spare.

  3. Have been hired for a career track job that pays a minimum of $20,000 per year more I make now.

To that end, I’m going to drop this tactical nuke of a success sub on it. I call it The Shitgatherer.

  1. Emperor Core
  2. Limitless Executive Core
  3. RICH Core
  4. Emotions Unfettered
  5. Machine: Action
  6. Machine: Rest
  7. The Boundry
  8. Iron Frame
  9. Steadfast
  10. Dragon Tongue
  11. Voice Master
  12. Ultimate Writer
  13. Sacred Words
  14. Way of ROI
  15. Eye of the Storm
  16. Debt Annihilator
  17. Furious Ascent
  18. Virtue Series Hope
  19. Virtue Series Temperance
  20. Mosaic

This is meant to be run with URE. I may switch things up a bit once the important goals get achieved.

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#914

I suggest you check out @Yazooneh journal to help with that decision. While I love Khan, and run in for years, I believe more and more that is the sub to run when “you got it all”. Both @Yazooneh and I moved to Wanted… and I was pleasantly surprised by it. Please don’t overlook Wanted :slight_smile:

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#915

Thanks, Wanted was definitely one of the options I was looking at. Unfortunately, it looks like I’m going to be going with the above success custom until I get some more practical things taken care of though.

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#916

I understand, it seems like a solid custom. I love Emperor and I hate it. I can’t wholeheartedly recommend EOG since I’ve only run ST1, but you can keep that on your radar as well. EOG felt like a smother version of Emperor, still determined, but not fanatic. Combined with Limitless Executive - still a machine.

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#917

I’ve got a year of Emperor under my belt from DE. I’m guessing that when I pull out DR it’s really going to shine through with this beast.

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#918
  • I just bought the shop version of DR just for the Ultima. I’m going to be running that in place of Financial Phoenix for the next eight weeks to make sure I’ve gotten all that I can out of DR.
    First loop will happen as soon as I get up tomorrow morning.
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#919 
                 **Stage 4 Cycle 2 Week 1**

  • The End Has Begun. In eight short weeks, my rebirth and mental repair cycle will be as complete as it’s going to get any time soon and I will charge into 2022 focused on creating the kick ass external life that I’ve always wanted to live.

  • I ran my first loop of DR Ultima when I woke up. I don’t know if I notice anything or not. I do feel pretty good today, but I can’t put my finger on anything special just yet.

  • I had a pretty good weekend. My son had a fall event at school on Saturday, and I actually had fun there. I was able to relax in a crowded environment (believe me thats new) and have fun with the kid.

  • I am calming down a bit from my reaction to the bad news from disability.
    I’m thinking that maybe I can just go on with balancing financial and career success with social and Seduction next year like I’d planned.

  • There is something to be said for having an extreme focus on one thing for sure, but I’m starting to think that the kind of panic reaction that I had making me switch plans is actually a kind of self sabotage that I have fallen victim to before.
    Something happens which makes me think “I HAVE TO focus all of my energy on this that or the other thing to the exclusion of everything else in my life”. And I put all the other stuff that I want out of life on the back burner.
    The problem is that it stays there. There is always something that HAS TO be taken care of before I focus on anything else. So I put fun and happiness on the back burner. Forever.
    It’s a good thing to be able to delay gratification to focus on a goal, but if you keep doing it, what is the point of having the goals in the first place?
    No, I can proceed with a well thought out plan, and with balance not make a decision from panic and anxiety.
    I managed to keep things together extremely well during a year that I was running a healing sub known for running over other titles. I can certainly get great benefits from both a success custom and a social/sexual custom given at least a year run.

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#920
  • Ok, so now that I’ve decided to go for all of my goals, I am going to go back to the two custom plan. These are both real heavy three core twenty module subs, so what I’m going to do is run them on alternate weeks not on the same day like most people do with stacks. At least at first. That could change as the year progresses. Either way, I should be able to make great progress on all fronts with that long of a run.
    They both require URE as well, but I think I’ve got them dialed in to as close to perfect for my goals as I can.
    The success one is above, here’s the seduction one.
  1. Wanted Core
  2. Sex and Seduction Core
  3. Diamond core
  4. Emotions Unfettered
  5. Alexander’s Play
  6. Inner Gasoline
  7. True Sell
  8. Dragon Tongue
  9. Voice Master
  10. Storyteller
  11. Ultimate Writer
  12. Instant Spark
  13. Seducers Gaze
  14. Transcendental Connection
  15. Earthshaker Sexuality
  16. Long Range Seduction
  17. Perfect Style and Smell
  18. Panther
  19. Rogue
  20. Mosaic
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#921
  • It’s been a few hours since I finished the first run of DE4 + URE. I don’t feel overloaded or recon or anything like that. I don’t know if I feel it doing anything either, but nothing bad anyway.
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#922

  • There is something new going on. I have complained many times before about having spontaneous visualizations of harming people who have annoyed or angered me. It wasn’t something that I’d actually do, just kind of a bottled up reaction to anger that stayed in my head. It used to happen all the time and be about things that were happening now, and things that happened in the past.
    That has happened less and less as time on DE went by. Or, at least the ones about past stuff happened less. It still happened in the moment up to last week.
    For the last couple of days, I’ve kind of been able to catch myself doing it and gently pull out of it earlier and earlier in the cycle.
    I suspect that this is either the effect of DRU and/or there is scripting in ME to prevent accidental harmful manifestation. Either way it’s good.

  • I’ve also not been thinking about the stuff that has been making me feel anxious. At all. The anxiety has lessened to an amazing degree throughout the year on DE. Yesterday and today, it’s just gone. I know that all the potential problems exist, but I don’t think of them.

  • That’s really allowed me to think of next years plans the same way that I was before the fear reaction I had to the bad news.
    I’ve been holding everything together just fine during this year while I focused on my internal goals. I think that going forward with my plans despite whatever difficulties persist is probably the right thing to do.
    That may be one of the major lessons that DR has let me really absorb this year. That is to stay on the course I’ve chosen pretty much no matter what shorter term issues are going on.

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