Year of the Dragon Emperor

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#483

Sounds like “Mental dress rehearsal” to me. That idea of thinking of the different possible paths and outcomes and preparing yourself.

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#484

I certainly hope that this particular show never opens. It makes sense, and I wouldn’t be surprised if its been happening all along and I don’t remember it. I suspect that V2 two s hitting me on a different level should now I can remember it.

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#485

  • I was actually able to get back to sleep after that dream, which is rare for me. I actually woke up twice during my sleep cycle and got back to sleep. This is good. We are coming up on summer, and at about the time that it’s no longer dark when I get home and into bed, my sleep becomes a lot more difficult. That may no longer be the case.

  • I may be experiencing a small amount of recon. I woke up with a nervous feeling in my abdomen. It was slight, and I was able to consciously avoid associating it with a sense of impending disaster like I used to. It may be because I ran both a loop of V1 and V2 by accident last night.

  • I feel a lot more emotionally stable today. Its too early to say for sure, but I think this version might finally eliminate the rage fantasies. I haven’t had even a hint of that all night last night and all day today.

  • I was a bit concerned that I was losing the alpha body language from Emperor until I realized that it was even better than it was on V1, but I wasn’t noticing because I wasn’t thinking about it. That’s just how I move now. My voice has also dropped several octaves without me even thinking about it.

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#486

This is the kind of magic I’m looking for! Unconscious Competence I think they call it. I’ll be getting DR in the next couple months once I stash up enough $$$. This is amazing

#487

I believe those things are coming from Emperor. I’m very curious as to wether V2 of PS will cause natural unconscious competence with that more complex set of behaviors. Like your doing without realizing it and it’s working. I might find out after my DR year is over.

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#488

@COWolfe

From time to time I read your journal and think “Wow! He sounds like a different person AGAIN!”

Congratulations mate!

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#489

We are flattered.

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#490
  • V2 felt more powerful tonight. Smoother than V1 but powerful at the same time.
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#491

  • With all of the money manifestation stuff I’m on, you’d figure I’d be thinking and visualizing about getting money a lot. Nope, it’s barely on my mind. I still think about. The new version of RICH seems to keep my conscious mind out of the way. I think I have screwed up manifestation programs before by obsessing on results and worrying about things going wrong. This one apparently stops that and lets my subconscious do it’s thing. Consciously, I give financial matters the amount of attention that they need and no more.
    I do have a strong sense that everything is going to be OK.

  • The wife has been very vocal about her gratitude for all I do the last couple of days. That’s new.

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#492

WOW! I’m so happy for you both!

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#493
  • I had an interesting conversation with the wife yesterday. She said that when she first met me, she found me very hot and very intimidating. She told me that I came off as extremely intense and confident, and that I definitely had the dangerous badass thing going on.
    She said that when she saw me, I seemed to be surrounded by a “harem” of girls who she considered better looking than her. She was afraid to approach me.
    It’s interesting to get that perspective because it’s not how I saw any of it. I did have a potential harem, of girls wanting me to make a move, but I really had no idea how unless they flat out blatantly offered it, and I was afraid to try. And oh, yeah, I had no clue that they wanted me to.
    She dropped subtle hints, she says, but when we interacted I thought that her reaction was more like “why is this intellectually deficient knuckle dragger talking to me?”.
    What was really happening was I was setting off her shyness in a huge way. I had a similar effect on a lot of smart girls, and I just assumed they thought I was stupid because of how I looked (long hair, leather jacket ect).
    That is a good demonstration of a mindset I used to have. When I didn’t know someone’s opinion or reaction to me FOR SURE, I would always assume the worst thing that the available information would allow me to. I had the choice to assume that my now wife was attracted to me but intimidated, I did see some of the signs. Or I could have assumed that she thought I was a dumb Neanderthal. This tendency has applied to a lot more than my romantic life as well.
    Fortunately, it’s really changed, and done a full 180 on DE. It’s most visible with women. Now, if I see a sign that one is attracted to me, I fully assume she is. I am doing that with a lot of other things as well.
    Also, I’m pretty awesome just because I was able to make lack of social skills and severe social anxiety look like hot brooding bad boy.
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#494

  • Money manifestations have begun. So far it’s manifesting as a lot of overtime. I’ll take it.

  • I was dreaming when I woke up this afternoon. I don’t remember anything other than I was talking to some people around a table in a room that had a huge window on a Mountain View.

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#495

I’m glad you’re keeping track of all your changes because I’ve lost track. It’s like your personal development is on overdrive man!

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#496

The weird thing is that it doesn’t feel like it. This all feels perfectly normal. I had that shift in assumptions about what people think of me for quite a while before I really noticed it.

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#497

Can you distinguish between Emperor and DR when changes show?

I’m about to start St2, and since you’ve begun St2 you don’t seem surprised or shocked by any changes coming on. I’d like to have similar experiences.

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#498

The answer is… Sometimes…I think…maybe. Increases in productivity, cognition, social dominance and things like that I attribute to Emperor because it makes sense. The internal insights and changes I attribute to DR because that makes sense, but it’s hard to tell where one ends and the other begins.

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#499

That makes sense :smile:

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#500

  • A number of the federal employees who work in the section that my company is directly contracted to paid me spontaneous compliments this week. One said “I like it when you’re on this shift, I like working with good people”. These are not normally people who give direct compliments to anyone.

  • I’m going to try two loops of DE V2 tonight. If it’s too much, next week is a washout week, so I’ll have plenty of time to recover.

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#501
  • Two loops didn’t feel overwhelming at all while it was running, and I’m not noticing the mild down feeling I got for a few hours after with V1. I’ll see what effects I notice over this next week.
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#502

I’m so happy for you! Other people are noticing your changes! How great is that?

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