And also; despite journaling a lot to myself and to my partner I can’t help but say that khan stage one has taught me that, excellence is when I stop trying to imagine others being humbled, and to stop imagining them being schooled by me, and it’s more about acting and focusing on me coming out the victor
Victor how if I ain’t humblin people? Long run! I use every interaction these days to really see the best in myself; to see the best parts of me in every rude interaction I have and to keep going, my greatest blessing is my ability to take the shit that haters can throw and keep moving knowing that I’m the true winner, the one who sharpens his character at every turn, making it more valuable and worthy of respect.
Character is everything; it’s what makes the difference between me being the star of someone’s life phase, bringing them deep joy and real fulfillment, and not being that.
These days I feel as if everyone deeply respects me, and when they don’t, I make the best of it.
My Muay Thai trainings are still going
I’m always honing my skill and seeing myself fighting harder opponents, my 1 year of mind’s eye and Muay Thai mastery paid dividends and then some, I find myself exhibiting deep knowledge and instinct in the sport, too, I’m more able to find the flaws in even the top fighters in the world and they become more glaring by the day, while my movement and abilities become sleeker and more consistent. I see rhythm more, khan black did a number on my fight evolution since I can tell that my number one power in this game is my physical prowess, and my shocking smoothness and consistency (in defense, is what I mean when I say consistency
I develop more answers to more questions, and I can simulate it in my mind more accurately
All in all; I am blooming hard for months now and I can only imagine what’s around the corner.
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Smooth Recon
We know recon is a part of evolution, and I’ve noticed very smooth recon on khan stage one
It hits hard, I asked for it didn’t I? I am running a constantly evolving audio…… it rewired my subconscious, wow
Yes, the storms are very visceral and alarming, they’re meant to be
Yet
I feel more faith in the fact I am going to be fine after it
I also get over things in a way smoother way; opting to find the simplest way while soothing my ego and taking it in the chin if I have to
When I do take it on the chin; I look good, and at the very least I feel good because resilience develops and it’s a wonderful feeling
I always low key know this experience will change my dna and is for the best
Essentially; life is good!!! I’m going to find myself an official Muay Thai gym soon… maybe make some friends
Good night sub-family