I’ve just finished my first loop of both titles of this cycle
Khan black stage three
Khan stage two
I’ve used khan stage one for three cycles right just now, and khan stage two for its fourth cycle after five of stage one
I also spaced out the 7-8 minute loops three days in between to allow results to appear
Khan black stage three is absolutely eye opening, in terms of spiritual connection
It feels a lot darker than stage one and two also if I had to be abstract here
There’s a lot less hesitation and former fears are now indicators of opportunity
The attention from females is stunning, it’s hard to describe with words but I feel as if I have danced with every female I interact with, as if I’m able to understand the nuance of human relationships, and why it was so hard for me to realize these nuances through my own entitlement… these days Khan black in combination with my dreams of being a fighter have turned me into a completely different beast altogether.
I get looks everywhere I go
I reached the point where I can expect girls to go silent around me and then speak after I leave “OH.MY.GOD” and the truth is, in the last two years in America I have had sexual encounters with one woman. I’ve turned into the prize mentally, and thus I became the thing I always wanted to be.
I have awoken to the truth of how I should be, females are here and they’re all around and despite me cloistering myself with men growing up, as to harden me, there’s a certain interaction I have with women these days that goes beyond physical sex.
I feel as if I have developed within me this sense of the feminine, and I embody it to make me a gorgeous human, which makes me able to truly imprint on people
Because people have imprinted on me, and this is what developed my inner culture, I love having the physical body that can actually shock people, make them think “who is this?” And that, to me, is real power, her boyfriend may grip her tighter when they pass me but that just affirms that I am that guy.
As for me mentally, I feel more aware than I’ve ever been to the fact that I know nothing really, my Muay Thai journey continued with daily visualization and eye exercises, the right pace is better than an on and off mindset, I believe that posture and basics are important and
My work gives me more and more money lately, as I work harder , I am using 400 dollar insoles from posturepro for 4 months now, minimum six days a week, and these days always 7 days a week
My shifting is a part of me now thanks to subclub, and as I stand with great balance
I also do eye exercises and other things you’d think are gimmicks
Some might think I’m a failure because I am not smashing pads for five hours a day but I did that for years it sucks
All in all I love my pace, my money coming in supplied me with a renewed life, I’ve spent in the last 2 months around 1,500 dollars on myself and it has done things to me mentally
Khan stage one was like Phoenix for me if Phoenix was literally just labelled: be reborn from your own weaknesses
Everything I sucked in I made my strength
I am now on stage two and let me tell you guys I have always enjoyed stage two the most, stage one is bloody in the most enjoyable ways and even more so with the new khan, yet stage two always brings a more consistent and dojo-esque atmosphere as opposed to the hellish one from stage one
I have always enjoyed stage one’s chaos, I ran it three cycles in zp and three rn, it’s absolutely eye opening to your natural tenacity
Final verdict on the first loop
Khan stage two: I feel awakened, as if I am being told “it doesn’t have to always be chaotic” and that the calculated game should begin now.
Khan black stage three: deeeeeeeeply cultivating, even as I stand up for all these hours at work all I can do is affirm and feel gratitude, think I’m hippie yet this is moving mountains energetically.
All in all, life gets better every day since I began subs so I am more grateful by the day.
if anyone wants to give advice, go ahead… still haven’t tasted those stages.