It’s been a week since my washout began and I am noticing a huge bloom, one that usually makes me jump straight back into my stack yet this time I am patiently waiting for all the backload to digest
My flow is superb these days and I seem to have a clearer focus on what I want and what makes me feel whole, I end up journaling a lot and speaking game theory to myself that I know is true and needed in order to have a grounded demeanor towards the gentle sex, for the sole purpose of being respectable… I notice that by being laid back, my results come in faster
Essentially what I plan for in this washout is to believe I can go on the rest of my life without subs, and with that confidence… still come back to them, to further my growth, essentially I’m letting go and it feels amazing
It’s like I accept who I am, no matter what
I have found it to be deadly charming, the girls in my dorm room compete for me…… heck just the fact I ended up in a dorm room with girls coming was a sweet taste of primal and it’s power to manifest
The girls love my type, and as for me, I’ve found a deep Genesis type connection to what I find attractive in men, and incorporating that into my being.
I’ve found an infinitely more attractive version of myself, mentally, as primal allowed me to begin to single myself out and question all my limitations, honestly, and with as much accountability as possible…
This has been my meditative practice, I’m sure that three Hero: The Sage and The Blade™ cycles painted that too, emphasizing character development
Hero is a phenomenal program, the habits and positive changes in my mental, physical, emotional, spiritual, habitual, atomic!!! You name it, all revised and tweaked slightly to the better
For instance; not comparing myself to other men, is a hero hack I hold ‘hind my back
I was journaling three times a day (which made me feel amazing and gave me a super human degree of strength through my day)
I revised my character and found that it had tons of value for my to chew on, I found that I was able to assume control of my ego, through feeling good and flowing well and having faith, all modules in my custom
Doors have swung open ever since. I also have begun to see the lines in my lower back clearly for the first time in my life, due to all my postural and pelvic changes, courtesy of my QTkS custom, leading me to bits of knowledge online in the exact departments I need to know and giving me the confidence to go through with it (I have a pair of therapeutic insoles I used to fix my posture and it’s done wonders for me)
I legit look great, I love how I look and I really have no problem not comparing myself to other men cuz I would always bet on myself.
All in all, you guys know the drill for me, can it get any better?!?!?! Every single program, results and their speeds, and the intensity/preciousness of the manifestations and their accumulating effect on a program is bonkers … I’m still at a loss for words on how good these programs work.
One thing I appreciate that the clarity of this washout has given me is the certainty that I have changed permanently from each and every single cycle I’ve ever listened to, even through humbleness I realize that my results have accumulated and I still need to proceed with clarity and confidence else I’ll find myself slipping!! And I only glide then… realistically I have the world to gain, it just keeps getting better and because of the authenticity of zero point, the certainty of my purpose is there, along with the confidence in my skills
I shadowbox these days in a sort of feldenkrais mindset, going as slow as possible as to develop deep neural connections through every piece of the puzzle
This is just one of the changes that hero, khan black, and my custom with Muay Thai mastery has given me
Such an effortless way to train, that accumulates daily, all while I have a deep and growing confidence in what I want to do (fight professionally and impress a crowd)
The epicness of my being that primal promised is there, in spades, even on three minute loops, for a cycle, three minutes a week that is…
I change rooms when I enter them and I almost always get approached, on primal it feels as if they approach me not for grandiose reason that we like to imagine yet they see me as just lovely, a man who’s free and attractive because of it, and primal has exceeded my expectation on how well it has done a number on my character….
It made me a gentleman! I see how even cavemen are told to have used a club to get a girl to go home with them but the whole process of courting is enjoyable to humans, even during “tribal” times seen as basic
Gentlemanry seems like godhood these days, and I aspire to maintain it well
This is personal to me, yet, wouldn’t be possible without the freeing effect of primal in my being
Also my diet has improved drastically and it makes me feel so good being richer and lighter due to it
