William’s Winning Wayfare

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#1673

Maybe a break from DRR3 is warranted for now.

It always acted as a “no cost booster” for months, but now that it’s acting as a healing sub, I’m starting to understand people’s cautious & reserved attitude toward it.

Damn this is deep. I have been feeling this for a while, as I’ve written lately.
My main concern is how it’s affecting my work. DRR1 & 3 had always been a positive holistic booster for what I do, but now I’m starting to see how the healing is starting to require a bit more time & attention than I planned for.

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…is what I thought. I had to write that to get it out. But this is either true or a “switch/stop sub” recon.
I was using 30m for cycles on end with no problem, and now, after the “gate” for healing is open, 30s is giving me this? Funny how much change a sub can bring, depending on how ready I am to receive it.

It’s either to stop or to continue, I think a reset is the best option in between.

I’ll reset it down to 1s.
I’m gonna use this sub for a long time, so there’s nothing to rush.

Update 1:

Fuck me that was some intense healing.
I think the process is mostly over now for that particular one?
Either way, I’m still going down to 1s.

#1674

EE 17s WB 13s DRR3 2s

The healing “occurrences” stopped, or at least not as intensely anymore.
That means it WAS from DRR3.

Damn that was intense. Honestly, I needed a bit of a break to recuperate. Resetting it to 1s was the right move. I’m not claiming that 1s works, it’s the opposite. it hadn’t even finished fading in by the time i stopped it, but that gives me a moment of rest.

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Also I think I misinterpreted an effect.

I naturally love to be polite & cheerful. I thought conquering WB made me able to channel more of that, to be more authentic. But now that I think about it, WB no doubt has helped me with that, but the one helping me to channel it was the rebellious scripting from DRR.

I like being polite, caring & cheerful. The rebellious scripting is breaking me from the internal chains that stopped me from being completely who I want to be. This is not the conventional outward expression of “rebellion”, but this is what I want.

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Now that I read that again, ~1 year total of LBFH has changed me so much that I didn’t even think for a second that that’s different from who I was a few years ago.

Or rather, LBFH showed me who I am inside, WB guided me to be more “me”, DRR cleared the way and encouraged me.

I haven’t even run LBFH for the past year. The changes stick so much.

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I spiked EE to 30s last listening day. No recon.
Not surprising, but I’ll still follow the microloop progression.
I’ll use it for a long time, no reason to rush.

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Update 1:

I did a bit of introspection.
The healing “occurrences” didn’t stop, just the intensity dialled down.
The one before this was so intense that I glossed over the recent one like it was nothing.

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#1675

I’m taking an early break.

Rather than micromanaging the breaks/resets like i did with DRR3, why don’t I just take a 5 day washout like normal? It’s much more straightforward.

I can get the break to internalize & recuperate from the subs plus other benefits of a washout.

Hopefully we’ll see an update for EE soon. The new scripting should take care of this.

#1676

It has been almost half a year?
What the fuck?

It will be half a year by the end of december.
WB has been working so well that I didn’t think much about listening to more of it.

I’d say it has been mostly a comfortable cruise once it “clicked” after around 3 months.
That was when I was finally able to break out of using only <=8s.

#1677

I looked back at my listening history.
It’s VERY interesting how i started to feel like i needed a break from DRR3 after 21 days of using it passed.

Coincidence? Yeah most likely, rofl.

The cycle was longer of course since i solo’d EE for a while before i added WB & DRR3 back into the stack.