EE 39s DRR4 5s WB 19s
Thinking about resetting WB.
I think I got some social recon?
I’ve been feeling a hint of being isolated & excluded.
Am I actually? I don’t know, I don’t care either.
What concerns me is why I’ve been feeling this way.
I need more room to figure this out, a reset will ensure that I won’t be overwhelmed.
This might be from YOLO-ing 15m of DRR4, or maybe just one of those days. It’s most likely the latter, but i’ll reset WB just in case since it’s a social one. DRR4 is already at 5s so it doesn’t matter.
I’m gonna blitz through it. 3s/listening day, starting from 3s. It should only take half a month to get to 18s and continue as normal.
An early washout is also an option.
I’m experimenting in this cycle though, so I don’t really want to take an early one unless it’s necessary.
Writing that made me remember just how much progress has been happening lately, both inside & outside. A recon isn’t as surprising when I’ve been changing this much.
Some parts of me might have lagged behind, I just have to slow down a bit and let them catch up.
Now that I think about it, I’ve been able to relax much more easily lately. Maybe these emotions are coming up alongside the loosening of the tensions?
Update 1:
Holy shit that was a rough shadow work.
SURELY I got this from 15m of DRR4 instead of the microloops afterwards right?
If yeah, then it’s VERY delayed.
Honestly, I have my suspicions that this is from the microloops instead.
This is the same pattern as when I started to microloop DRR3.
Nothing conclusive yet. Let’s see how this goes.