Maybe they should give an option ehere we can delete alll our previous posts
I’ve already sent one for anonymization unfortunately.
I remember they also said that it can’t be undone, So I think this is the end for me.
Nothing is impossible with SC.
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Got my name changed!
Turns out being anonymized means getting the name & password randomized.
Basically locking the account.
EE 30s DRR3 14s WB 14s
No recon with DRR3 again so far.
Resetting it was the right call.
WB has been smooth. The effects have also been consistent lately.
The reset & the intentional break from those 2 subs for 5 days have been worth it.
I doubt I’d reset DRR3 as often as WB, the things I need to adapt from it are not that out of the ordinary. I’d only do it as a last resort, like I did last month.
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I’ve increasingly been able to find time to do things I’ve been wanting to do after I started EE.
I finally reached the 30s mark too. That’s 3 (EDIT: 4) months & 2 resets.
I won’t do as many resets anymore, those 2 are from before EE got the new update.
Now it has anti-recon. I can be more relaxed in increasing its duration.
Maybe I’ll try jacking it to something higher, just for the next listening day, then back to the normal +1s/listening day progression.
I found an old article that formed my view of love till this very day.
This is so nostalgic. I’m gonna post the translation here.
Love is Trust about Freedom
Behind every conversation, there is an extraordinary power that is difficult to explain, yet very easy to feel.
LOVE is Giving without Expecting anything in return
Life is too short to complain. Be happy.
One of the conditions of loving is realizing that the one you love can be lost at any time.
Love does not come from struggle or sacrifice, but from soul compatibility.
Dare to fall in love, dare to be heartbroken. If you’re afraid, it’s better not to at all.
We will never know the love of our parents until we become parents ourselves.
If you don’t want to suffer, then stop holding on to the wrong person.
The most sincere form of LOVE is a relationship without status. Giving without expecting anything in return. Status is the ego to possess. Possessive, full of demands. The world is full of ego.
Men, love women as you would your mother. That alone will be enough to impress her. Love is not Jealousy. If it’s Jealousy, it’s not Love, but Ego to possess.
Love HEALS. What hurts is the desire to possess. Don’t sacrifice for Love, because Love does not come from Sacrifice, but from Soul Compatibility
Many people only want the good, not the bad. Love is accepting him/her as they are, including their flaws. If you only want the good, that’s ego, not love.
The proof of TRUE LOVE is not the visible good behavior, but the great hidden SACRIFICE.
Don’t be afraid to walk away just because you have sacrificed a lot for the wrong person.
The feelings that often return to you are the feelings that will never leave.
Tears are an expression of sadness that is difficult to express in words.
The most beautiful moment is when she smiles and realizes that you are the reason behind it.
If she is your soulmate, why be afraid of losing them? Because whatever happens, if she is your soulmate, you will be reunited and brought back together.
When she betrays you, forgive him, but don’t be foolish enough to trust him again.
If you meet someone whose smile makes you smile, you may have found the right person.
Forgiving doesn’t mean being foolish enough to trust them again.
A woman’s loyalty is tested when a man has nothing, while a man’s loyalty is tested when a woman wears nothing.
Heartbreak is basically the inability to accept what happened. Only by accepting it can you change it.
Love is too mysterious. Stop guessing. Just do what you feel is right and see the results.
Girls, don’t cry for too long. Pity the guys who are ready to make you happy; they’ll get tired of waiting and eventually leave.
We are not really afraid to declare our love. What we fear is hearing the answer.
To feel a strong love like at the beginning of a relationship, treat him like your new boyfriend every day.
Love is a relationship between You, Me, and God’s Destiny.
PURE love is love without the desire to POSSESS.
Do what you love and love what you do.
If you want to be loved, be the one who loves first.
No one can succeed until they love what they do.
Loving doesn’t see perfection, but rather sees imperfection perfectly.
The source of problems comes from within. Everything that happens outside of yourself is the effect. Introspection is the cure.
If you have to compete with others for love, forget it! Just find someone who competes for your love.
We rarely truly appreciate someone’s love until they leave us.
It is in the little things that women measure a man’s love.
Love is a source of both happiness and sadness. Use it wisely.
The saddest thing is loving someone you know you will have to let go of someday.
I love this view so much, I made it my whole way of approaching relationships in my life.
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EE 31s DRR3 14s WB 15s
I love how straightforward DRR3 is towards my meditation & mindfulness goals.
The synergy of the other two subs is also working well in helping me with those inner goals.
If only I could fit in HeO without having to worry too much about kitchensinking.
Update 1:
I think there might be another wall around this listening range from WB for me.
It’s definitely not as tall as the 8s wall I had to go reconcile for 3 months, but I’m feeling something.
Not confirmed yet though. I believe it’s still further. But from my observation, there’s a potential for one. I hope there’s none.
Oh there was recon.
It has been recony since yesterday.
I’m gonna take an early 5 day washout for DRR3 & WB. EE will still be played, it has the anti recon scripting.
Update 1:
11 days on 5 days off for WB & DRR3…
Did I just loop back around to my way of cycling from before I started the new experimental 2 month schedule? ROFLMAO 
Well, at least it’s working for EE.
I’m gonna use this stack for more than a year total. I already got great consistent results. There’s no incentive for me to push those two subs beyond this. I will stop the experiment for the subs that haven’t been updated. Back to the tried & true cycling length.
It just feels right.
The results are great, the accumulative load is low, and I get to focus on the progression that matters: real life.
I won’t touch this again before WB is updated.
I forgot I haven’t really been journaling here for a while.
Why? WB & DRR3. They have been THAT good. I was searching for entries here about them to put as further context in the post i was making in another thread, but I forgot I haven’t been writing anything substantial about them in this timeframe, lol.
It was as if both of them are rekindled once more, burning brighter yet more consistently.
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I’m gonna observe this more and give a comprehensive report to the experiment’s thread after this cycle.
For now, the most likely hypothesis is that a more frequent washout still works better for me, at least for the older/problematic subs in the stack.
Now that i think about it, was it the anti-recon scripting guiding me to take washouts in the first place? There’s a possibility.
EE 15m
I was so focused, I forgot to sleep.
I think that tells everything, lol.
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I decided to rest today.
For the first few hours, I did.
But then I forgot and worked anyway until now.
15m of EE is something for sure.
I forgot i used to get recon from using 15m of EE at first.
Well, i guess it has been solved after microlooping it so much.
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EE 33s
Honestly, I’m pretty confident that I can take more of EE.
There was no recon at all when I ran 15m.
There’s no reason to rush though, but I’ll bring back the “spiking” to 15m like I did last listening day.
I think once every 8 listening days is good enough.
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EE DRR3 WB
EE DRR3 WB
EE
EE
EE (15m) DRR3 WB
EE DRR3 WB
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Reading from another thread, people are saying that healing subs shouldn’t be used for too long…
Let me check my listening history real quick.
DRR has been in my stack for… almost 1 year 7 months? Not including my run of DRLD & LBFH right before it?
ERM…
Anyway, I’m finally able to write down why HeO is so fulfilling for me, it has to be in the black forum though due to its nature. Here’s the TLDR:
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bro is the most healed person on this planet by now
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Honestly, even after that much time, DRR is still as potent at its healing as ever. I’m nowhere near a point of feeling that I’m getting diminishing returns from the sub yet.
EE 35s DRR3 16s WB 17s
OH I GET IT.
Something, somehow, there was a mental block that made me hard to notice that I was being overprotective with my subconscious.
“My subconscious is weak so i have to protect it from misleading suggestions.” Fearing that they would be “real” if I don’t refute & fight the wrong information in my head.
That thought pattern, I’m already aware of, but something was blocking me to notice/acknowledge the depth of how much it has been rooted in my way of thinking, affecting many aspects of my life.
Now I know.
I can point at the cases in the past that resulted in this too.
DRR3 is working overtime, isn’t it? lol.
Ever since it “clicked” a few months ago, it has been blitzing thoroughly through many points that need healing. It’s ripping out the duct tapes and applying real fixes.
Now the game plan:
increasing the trust in myself that my subconscious is strong enough to filter out negative suggestions and do the right thing.
Foundational work.
I wish to use DRR3 as long as possible, but I’m willing to disrupt my stack for this. I think this is worthwhile to pursue.
I wonder if DRR3 is still good enough to sweep the foundation, or is it better if I switch to stage 4, maybe even restart from 1?
I’ll ask support too.
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Why haven’t you switched to ST4 after such a long time though?
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Because DRR3 is THAT good, lol.
The singular focus on “transcending”, flying up high while looking from the bigger picture, has been priceless for many of the things I do.
The first two are also super good, i stayed long with them for good reasons.
I’m also not in a rush, the longer the changes can get planted & stick after, the better.
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have you tried ST4 though?
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Not yet. Maybe this is the time since i want to deal with some foundational works anyway?
But i wonder whether i need to bolster myself/would it be more straightforward if i use DRR1 again first or not.
Also if I can just stay with DRR3, I’d prefer to do that as much as possible.
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maybe give ST4 a try and see how it goes?
You can always go back
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That… huh, i’ve been so fixated on running this stack undisturbed for a long time that I forgot I have the option to just… try…
ROFLMAO.
You’re right.
I’ll look at it again at the end of this cycle.
I really love the synergy my current stack has. I want the changes to stick as long as possible, so i want to use it as long as possible too.
It is THAT good.
But i can just try DRR4, and go back if i deem it not as fitting to/necessary as the current synergy after a cycle.
I also asked support for this, by the time my cycle is over, i’ll also have their perspective to form my opinion with.
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lmao you are welcome
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