Yes I felt Calm Relaxation & my anxiety is gone now
There is strange bravery I felt…I am not thinking too much like before
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Day 4
despite rest day, I listened to Libertine & Lovebomb…because I wanted to meet a girl with whom I have some rivalry…I showed excellent bravery & she submitted humbly…
I thought of not going 1st but what work of all subliminal if I don’t put into action & listening to all negative thoughts which my mind is producing from all these years…
I wanted to show guts excellency bravery & I did well
Since I utilized day 4 on subs
I took a rest on day 5
I felt really tired on day 5 maybe because of libertine or love bomb or I just removed the biggest blockage…who knows?
Day 6 Sub Day
Listening to the emperor right now
slept late & took sleeping medicine
woke up late
It’s 1 pm here…thinking of conquering this day
Felt tired after listening to the emperor
taken caffeine pill
now listening to CFW
Water intake is low till now
Day 7 Rest Day
Before I start writing about today…Lemme tell you about yesterday
Yesterday night was a very bomb day of life
I am always scared of dancing & opening up in front of others but OMG yesterday I was full of myself…I had fun…I enjoyed…I teased people…I dance…I also posted a video of me dancing…
I cant believe that…It was fun actually it was like miracle
at night I also listen to diamond & SM because i was ignoring my wife…& she keep demanding me sex all the time
after listenings loops, I tried S…I have the issue with PE & low libido
after the loop, I felt a little different not that much
but today was my rest day & I today cuddled kissed wife…did oral with her…in odd time & she was surprised by it…
I also got new contact in the gym…I know I keep repeating about a gym…but it’s the only place I go…I am working from home right now
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Day 8 Sub Day
Since Dragon Reborn ZP was released I can’t resist myself & started DR
OMG this is something else, I was already sick but DR made me much sicker
I was low on energy the whole day
I only realized the effects of DR after I hardly sleep in the morning today & got dreams of things that I fear most
Then I realized the power of Dragon Reborn…Yes it’s working on my deepest fear
I am, afraid of lizards & some conflict of old friends when I was very young…DR is just magical
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Day 9 Rest day
Feeling very sick
just watching tv (today is Sunday)
didn’t had any effects of stark yet
just wanted to sleep
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I absolutely love the title of your new journal CFW, emperor and Mogul sounds interesting. Is there a reason you added mogul ? as i believe emperor covers mogul.
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What makes you think it was Dragon Reborn that made you sicker?
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Naa actually I realized it later I am comparatively new to sub-game & now dropped mogul for Dragon Reborn…though decided that I wont change my stack but I did lol
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because I can feel the difference in my body…I never felt like this before ever…So I felt that DR working on my subconcious
That’s an interesting idea. Thank you for sharing.
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Day 10 Sub Day
I am winning the war on porn addiction…what I am doing is reading literature on Porn & skipping the download as I read benefits of abstaining from Porn
Though it’s been a day of it alone
Listened to DR ST1 in the morning
feeling okay now
I will listen other sub today is emperor day
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I am observing this for a long time…ZP working on me after 5 to 6 hours of listening
feeling very happy very happy I cant even describe in proper words
Its after CFW & emperor
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I also felt very dominant during sex…hey but 1st I initiate sex without her requesting it
I use the point system to motivate myself to do anything & it worked beautifully during sex too.
I last longer than before & felt very in control
DR reminds me of how fool I was when I was 18 years old…It reminds me of my mistake in past
at that age, I was obsessed with one girl…Now I realized how big a loser I was…the man with no game nothing with imagination loving secretly a girl…I just hurt myself by putting myself in an unnecessary situation
Now I know what is seduction…how to make friendship with a girl but at that age, I was a sore loser who only seeking sympathy from the world…though there was nothing wrong with me
how idiot I was…I destroyed my own career
Day 11
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Had a dream about things which I fear most of my life…Sign of DR working
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One thing I noticed I am having loose stool since I start DR
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My body is very tight from inside due continuous anxiety jerk
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& now I am losing myself so loose bowel?
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Even my doc mentioned in the past about psychological issue of IBS
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Started Day Earlier…Done few things & again went to complete my sleep
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Had very average sleep
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Only wasted time since waking up
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Writing journal in GDoc first then I will copy in the forum
Day 13 Rest Day
- Making options with women to get out of scarcity mindset
- Talk with2 new girls
- Still struggling with sleeping early & waking up early
- 5 mins rules & logging time is helping me
- COnfidence is increasing day by day
- DR working on & daily getting dreams about past events
- Adding Action Oriented Course To Achieve my goals
- Workout in gym is good
- Can feel what’s holding me back…
- One girl unfollowed On IG…I straightforward ask her…asking isnt going to hurt right?
- She explain me & at the end…I just told her…I am interested & do block me…she said sorry that she can’t block me
- Getting chocolates from gym trainers is new thing I experienced
- THinking of expanding my game by visiting other areas
Day 14 Sub Day
- Stil sleep late & woke up late
- Listening to the emperor
- Starting diet for lunch only now
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I have noticed this too with ZP. Results kick in and become noticeable after several hours as you mentioned. In addition, results can occur during the rest days.
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Yes, Results are also more noticeable… especially after CFW…CFW is being amazing to me
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Hm. Maybe I’ll try CFW. I am a bit hesitant to try it out as I am not too familiar with the healing subs. CHOSEN has been okay for me so far in this ZP preview stage.
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