That’s an interesting idea. Thank you for sharing.
Day 10 Sub Day
I am winning the war on porn addiction…what I am doing is reading literature on Porn & skipping the download as I read benefits of abstaining from Porn
Though it’s been a day of it alone
Listened to DR ST1 in the morning
feeling okay now
I will listen other sub today is emperor day
I am observing this for a long time…ZP working on me after 5 to 6 hours of listening
feeling very happy very happy I cant even describe in proper words
Its after CFW & emperor
I also felt very dominant during sex…hey but 1st I initiate sex without her requesting it
I use the point system to motivate myself to do anything & it worked beautifully during sex too.
I last longer than before & felt very in control
DR reminds me of how fool I was when I was 18 years old…It reminds me of my mistake in past
at that age, I was obsessed with one girl…Now I realized how big a loser I was…the man with no game nothing with imagination loving secretly a girl…I just hurt myself by putting myself in an unnecessary situation
Now I know what is seduction…how to make friendship with a girl but at that age, I was a sore loser who only seeking sympathy from the world…though there was nothing wrong with me
how idiot I was…I destroyed my own career
Day 11
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Had a dream about things which I fear most of my life…Sign of DR working
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One thing I noticed I am having loose stool since I start DR
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My body is very tight from inside due continuous anxiety jerk
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& now I am losing myself so loose bowel?
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Even my doc mentioned in the past about psychological issue of IBS
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Started Day Earlier…Done few things & again went to complete my sleep
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Had very average sleep
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Only wasted time since waking up
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Writing journal in GDoc first then I will copy in the forum
Day 13 Rest Day
- Making options with women to get out of scarcity mindset
- Talk with2 new girls
- Still struggling with sleeping early & waking up early
- 5 mins rules & logging time is helping me
- COnfidence is increasing day by day
- DR working on & daily getting dreams about past events
- Adding Action Oriented Course To Achieve my goals
- Workout in gym is good
- Can feel what’s holding me back…
- One girl unfollowed On IG…I straightforward ask her…asking isnt going to hurt right?
- She explain me & at the end…I just told her…I am interested & do block me…she said sorry that she can’t block me
- Getting chocolates from gym trainers is new thing I experienced
- THinking of expanding my game by visiting other areas
Day 14 Sub Day
- Stil sleep late & woke up late
- Listening to the emperor
- Starting diet for lunch only now
I have noticed this too with ZP. Results kick in and become noticeable after several hours as you mentioned. In addition, results can occur during the rest days.
Yes, Results are also more noticeable… especially after CFW…CFW is being amazing to me
Hm. Maybe I’ll try CFW. I am a bit hesitant to try it out as I am not too familiar with the healing subs. CHOSEN has been okay for me so far in this ZP preview stage.
try it out mate, I am feeling relax calm happy for no reason
Day 14 Sub Day
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Listened to DR in the morning before sleeping
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Now finished CFW
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Feeling energetic
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Few courses for self-discipline has now been put on download
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Seduction technique course has also put on download
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Now need a strategy actually follow the course & put into action
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Getting ready for the gym
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Done best gym ever…Accurate repetitions & correct form…Body pumped
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Also had lots of interactions with girls…enjoyed myself lot
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I don’t know its emperor or CFW…but feeling very calm relaxed…euphoria…feeling great
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Downloading Seduction Webinar
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Also Started downloading Brian Course On Self Discipline
Day 15 Rest Day
- Terrible terrible sleep
- Having issues with a few girls…expanding my social circles
- Headache (lack of sleep)
- Feeling the heat in the body
- Very unproductive day…no download after 10 PM from today
Day 16 Rest Day
- Terrible sleep & going to farmhouse…so decided to take another rest day
- Okish day but lots of thought comes how can I make my videos much better
- Not taking any shit lightly
- Being disrespected family now I voice my opinion in calm manner…no more begging
- I will reward people with their good behavior towards me & remove attention when they treat me badly
- On Sleep Issues I created a few new rules…I hope If I implement it I will Be successful
- Reward Rules Section
- Dieting Section
- Sleep earlier than before
- Woke up a little earlier than before
- Had a dream of school trauma…DR digging my brain
Day 17 Sub Day
- Girls now pulling away. I don’t know why…Needed to start learning seduction now
- Feeling very tired
- Lots of vivid dreams…its DR effects I can say
- Struggling to keep all 3 girls attracted while making 2 new girls as a friend
Day 18 Rest Dat
- I am now seeing the effects of Limitless despite having a rest day…
- Its usual with me sub shows there effect after one day
- Since Khan ZP Released now I am very confused about what to do
- I am still noting down an old description of subs & based on that giving points to each subs
- RIght now Rich is on top of it all…so added Rich into my stack
- Today was leg day…it was a hard workout…I really need leg workout…I can feel My legs need to be strong
Day 19 Sub Day
- Since Khan has been released I cant resist myself…I replaced DR ST1 one with Khan ST1
- Yesterday quickly done all night routine
- & went to bed early than usual
- Listened to khan st1 while sleeping
- Woke up early
- Had lots of vivid dream…specially how I destroyed my career…& my brothers made it
- One think I am realizing I really need to priortize my work in order to achieve real productive goals
Day 20 Rest Day
- Feeling very tired today
- Maybe recon or not I dont know
- Continuos headache
- Zero productivity
- Though I removed movies P tv shows from life
- Need new rules for mobile
- Sleeping before 1 am & waking up early than usual
- Yesterday had too many subs like khan, emperor, chosen from within & dream…
- Each sub had 6 hours gap in between but didnt drink 2 litre before hand
What kind of rules?
- Control Usage
- Urge to check social media
- YouTube videos
- basically, all activities which are leading me to waste my precious time
- I want to complete a few tasks in return I will reward myself to use mobile…such kind of rule
I see. Thank you for elaborating.
Day 21 Sub Day
- Yesterday was a very energetic day…especially at night…
- Made a new video…shyness is going away
- I am getting more aware of myself
- Just smartly needed to stop sleeping pills so that I can be more active in morning & afternoon time
- Listened to DR before sleep
- Slept late at night 2 am
- Had vivid dreams but I remembered none
- Woke up 2 times during sleep for bowel
- Listened to mogul after waking up
- Wasted many hours because my body especially my food are in pain
- Listen To Mogul & Rich
- Worst day ever body pain especially leg pain continues
- Wasted complete day
- Didn’t go to one gym for weight lifting
- Now entered into official 5 days washout
Washout Day 1
- Again slept at 2 am
- Woke up in between sleep
- Had a dream about office my work & how low I am getting paid from years…Rich Mogul magic is working on my subconscious
- I need to start working after waking up instead of again trying to go into sleep again no matter how tired and headache I feel
- Implemented 5 min rule…helping me skipping not so important task
- Perform well in both gyms…I actually enjoyed myself a lot
- It’s 12 am here & I can still feel the energy
- Set goals of waking up at 6 am at morning
Washout Day 2
- None of the anti-depression pills were taken yesterday night because I have to go to Zumba class at 7 am
- Struggle a lot to sleep at night…lots of frequent anxiety
- But still sleep for 4 hours or less…very light sleep & no deep sleep
- Finally woke up at 6 and fulfilled my goal
- No productivity & its 3 pm here
Daily Goals Reminder
Journaling my goals reminds me of what matters most to me right now
- Sleep before 11 pm & wake up before 6 am
Washout Day 3
- Slept after 1 am
- Bowel issues
- Felt dizziness
- Woke up very very late…after waking up too many times at night & in the morning
Daily Goals Reminder
Something magical happens when you regularly write down what you really, truly, genuinely want in life—you actually start to get it
- Sleep before 11 pm & wake up before 6 am
Logs continue
- Adding new rules in a mind map which will focus on fixing productivity issues
- Done gym…good performance
- Still feeling sub effects on day 3 of washout
Washout Day 4
- Shut down PC early but wasted time on phone & again slept late last night
- Had great night sleep & woke up just 1 time in the middle of the night
- Time wasted after waking up at 9 am till 12 pm…its bullshit again by me
- Cravings for porn are increasing & finally started edging
- Wrote 15 goals in notebooks
- Research about what to achieve in life…seriously I was clueless about what I wanted…so how can I be successful if I don’t even know exactly what I want from life
- I am eating normal home food…But thinking about gradually going on diet…by adding salad, psyllium husk & curd in food to tackle heat issues & bowel issues
- Its 2 PM & still didn’t leave home & go to gym…just had s with wife & looks PE is disappearing…progress
Washout Day 5
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What I am thinking is I am getting…I mean in a negative way…I need some healing now…But I can’t now…But tomorrow I am gonna need it…Thinking of starting DR ZP, Khan ZP & EoG ZP…lots of healing & money
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My manager called me for pending work :(…I was thinking about it for the last few days …& finally, she caught lol
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Though I work with progress…But Porn now came out of nowhere…& I experience 2 back to back wet dreams & today done sex…So maybe chaser effects
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Today was leg day at both gyms… Done successfully…thought of not going to 2nd gym…but I convinced myself & finally went ahead!
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Sleeping late today…but satisfied with the day though
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Yesterday at night again I ate normal food but in the afternoon I ate diet food with normal food…
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Just wants to give the body some time to adjust again diet food
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Wants to work on procrastination…I really needed to work on this topic so I made a new entry into my night routine
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Girls are now not in my life…The seduction is now non existent…really need to up my game
Gratitude
- I am grateful that Creator has not yet punished me for my sins
- I am grateful that I found SubClub
- I am grateful that I have a wonderful family
Logs continue
- Slept very bad…because of Moda & caffeine maybe, trying to go gym only after sleeping 2 hours…but convince me that it’s not that good
Since washout finished now so I also started a new journal…
New updates for the next 4 weeks will be on this new thread