Im currently on the 5th month of using my custom, so i thought itd be a fun idea to make a big review of how it has affected me thus far.
Ill first be giving a general review and than going over all the modules in particulair.
general review of 5 months of using my stark/wanted custom
At this point my custom has affected me in a variety of ways. If you compare my current posts to the first post of this journal you can see a clear evolution of my mindset in general.
I started of as a virgin, desperate about girls yet at the same time anxious of losing my virginity.
At some point during my vacation i figured that i really didnt want tk get just some random hookup and would prefer to actually get a girl. So thats exactly what i did (together for 4 months at this point and still going strong) and that on its own naturally already greatly affected my life in a variety of ways.
Aside from this my desire to have a bunch of attention from all different girls has greatly been reduced the past month or so.
I used to reallyd esire that for my ego, but at this point with my custom my sexual ego gets inflated naturally lol, so i need that outside validation a lot less. It still feels good to get it ofcourse, but that feeling is only momentarily, and im aware of that, so even if i dont get it at all, i dont really mind as i feel confident enough sexually on my own. This result took a lot of time to get though as it really goes against the selfimage i had in the past of myself, but at this point i can confidently say that this is how i feel right now.
Another big thing was that i was quite insecure about my social skills and just myself in general when i started of.
Id often get that when a social occasion went less than perfect id get extremely down on myself and attack myself for any conversation that doesnt feel completely not awkward.
This insecurity has since also basically completely been removed. While at some times it can resurface a little bit to a very mild extend, this problem is mostky behind me.
Alongside this particulair insecurity, my confidence in general has also just greatly increased. While i cant just thank my custom for it as LBFH has also done a lot, it certainly helped. At this point i very rarely feel insecure and isecurity is mostly switched with a curiousity and desire to improve in whatever im not great it, or acceptance. I still can get down on myself, but these are just momentairy emotions that i can quickly get over rather than a common feeling in my life.
Now for the modules:
Modules
Note: all these results are combined with general stark and WANTED results. The modules are designed to work alongside the cores i choose, so with different cores, your results could be quite different.
entranced
This module makes people very interested in you when youre talking. It does exactly what it says it would do. In my experience and hasnt been super super profound just yet, but it definitely does its job. Its always fun and usefull when people are interested in you.
Ethereal presence
This module has been a bit hit or miss. It definitely makes people very open towards you. I havent noticed to much, but i guess aurabased subs are always hard to notice when youre not particulairly looking out for them. I do very often notice that basically everyone that has met me knows my name when they see me again, even though i often dont lol.
Transcendental connection
This one is fun. It just greatly helps with building strong bonds with people. I often find that people in their head think that we hang out far more often than we really do because they feel so close to me. Very good module, would def recommend
I would say though, this isnt the type of module that just makes you built connections with everyone. Ive found that it more works that it builds stronger connections with people you get very well along with regardless.
Earthsake sexuality
Looks here and there are a thing. It does what its supposed to do, nothing to much to say otherwise. If youre going 100% for seduction than this is probably a good one to add.
Sexiness unbound
Freaking love this one! Like ive said above, ive found thag the internal sexual confidence is far more satisfying that any outside attention you could get. This module is the peak of that. It did take me a long time to really get this out of this module though, so its a slow burner. 100% worth it though! And cant wait to get more out of this module.
Physical shifter
Ive done very little real external work towards this module so i also havent gotten to much out of it. My appetite was definitely very very high at the start. I can also say that ive been taking a lot better care of myself, especially when im going out. Cant say to much about it though, its hard to really notice things like this as well when youre not actively measuring the changes.
Focussed arousal
Ive found that on some girls, like my gf, makingnthem aroused comes so so very quickly and to such extreme extends that i didnt even think possible. I always assumed porn was greatly overexagerated, but now it feels underexaggerated.
Divine self image
I think the title of this module is a bit misleading. In my experience this module isnt about rising your self image to a divine extend. I assume the pride modules would be more fitting for that. This module though, does great at healing and getting rid of thoughts that are insecure in nature. This is definitely a healing sub, but a very good one at that.
Also i really found myself comparing myself to others a bit less. Its still something i sadly do a bit to much, but its gotten much better compared to before.
Panther
I mostly find myself approaching a lot of people when im bored at this point.not necessairly with the goal of seduction, but approaching has definitely felt pretty easy if you have some sort of opening.
Total nonchalance
I mostly just figured this module doesnt really fit me. Im a bit more of an energetic type and pure nonchalance is just not my style.
Closing statement
All in all, im very happy with my current results and subs in general. I found these result to all come very gradually, i never had that “holy shit” moment were i felt bombarded with results, they more so become obvious when looking back after a lot of time has passed.
My favorite modules so far are: sexiness unbound, divine self image and transcendental connection.
