Ive been on my vacation for a week and a half now. I gotta say, my custom definitely seems to be acting quite well. Im still a virgin, but a handjob, and my first kiss with absolutely no alcohol involved, there definitely has been stuff happening. Aside from that ive just been having a lot of fun, and making experiences. Getting woman is in no way the point of this vacation, but things have been happening. At first i felt like i somewhat had to impress woman, now it feels more like i just have to avoid doing something so dumb that it repulses them, and than im golden. (Also actually making a move helps sometimes)
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Good handjob is always welcoming 
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Ngl that shit did kinda hurt afterwards lol
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I know this is gentle work, not lumberjacking.
Vacation has a ton of highlights so far, but it alsois quite tough on all of us mentally. Were all exhausted so right now were taking everything a bit slow. As for my stack related stuff. There definitely has been quite a bit off interest from woman. Nothing mindblowing, but whenever i go out theres usually at least some girl makingn eyes at me. Even had a bit of a vacation girl for a few days while relaxing on the camping. Nothing to serious though ans she left yesterday.
Social skills also have heavily increased, i now seem to make friends basically everywhere and meeting a ton of new people. It does seem to be getting a bit on the nerves of my friends thoughgiven how tired we all are.
All and all were having a good time here. With the taste of my custom ive been getting here, i can already say its gonna be hella fun ones the vacation is over and im back home and join a possible frat or something along those lines. Still my biggest struggle is actually finding a way to make a move.
Btw the stack i ended up on is: day 1: CWON and custom
Day 3 GLM
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So, ive been seeing a girl i met this vacation a few times. We were all ready to go for it, bought condoms and everything, but sadly didnt get the privacy to have sex. We will most likely meet in the future again though…. Yeah i find it highly unlikely ill remain a virgin for that much longer lol. Figured out im far far better at seducing in a more quiet, talkative area compared to the club.
Aside from this, the vacation has been kinda tough. Its extremely tiring to be around so many people all the time for so long, and do so much physical activities. Its fun though.
The only real result i can think og with my custom is with earthshake sexuality and WANTED. The IOIs have been insane, sadly im still not that great at actually acting upon them, but its getting better.
Theres most likely a ton more happening that i just havent been observing. Its kinda hard to notice much when youre only getting half the sleep you need for 3 weeks in a row lol.
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Negative sides: ive been talking all day and night, i really need to learn to shut up more. Dont wanna blame this on the sub though as this will most likely get better with time. Its both of a blessing and a curse right now, i guess the most important thing is to learn when i can talk and when i just need to shut up.
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After my vacation im gonna switch to a somewhat permanent stack. I dont like switching around as much as i am, i feel like the really good results usually start coming in only after a lot of time has been spend on a single sub.
So my permanent stack would be:
- My stark + WANTED custom
- 2 of: emp fit ST1, GLM or LBFH
Love bomb was my favorite sub because of the internal effects, and since LBFH is love bomb but with even more internal results, theres a high chance ill love that one even more!
This said though it feels weird to leave emp fit or GLM out.
GLM provides that alpha edge, power and confidence while also greatly helping with motivation to work out
Emp Fit just fits as i wanna get better at bouldering, and im starting fitness even more seriously than i currently am. Also helps with building muscle even more
I still gotta see wich ones i will choose but its between these subs.
Also, i mightmake a long review of wanted soon as ive been on that sub for like 6 months at this point. Still not even close to the full potential this sub has though, theres still a lot more to be gained!
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I just returned from vacation a few days back. The vacation really put some perspective on myself in quite a few ways, i also think it changed me and my mindset quite a bit. For instance:
Before i was way to obsessed with wanting to get girls. Me being a virgin really layed on me heavily, but that honestly changed as soon as i got that handjob. Now that ive had some succes with woman and also made a few fuckplans for the future, a lot of the insecuritys around that topic has soothed. Its still definitely one of my goals, but it isnt my most important goal anymore, there are way more important things in the world than just getting girls.
Another big thing i realised was how much i regret never sticking to fitness for too long. If i could change anything in my past, it would definitely be that i never quit going to the gym a few years back. Fitness is definitely my biggest priority at this point in my life to try and correct that mistake.
Also, being around my friends 24/7 for an entire month, it also put into perspective how much i actually desire privacy too, or at least variation in the people i talk too. Lonelyness has been a pretty prevelant emotion for me in my life, and that has in the past come out as needyness and things like that. I feel like that need to not feel lonely has greatly reduced and this in turn greatly changed my mindset on what the things are that i really desire.
This has been my first big vacation without my parents, and id say it was a massive succes! Although it was very very draining and at times unbearable, it was really fun, did a lot of dumb and fun things, and just had a good time overall. 10/10 would do again.
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To further myself along with fitness im also gonna keep track of my weight. Right now im 71.6 kg, my goal will be to reach around 78
I also started taking creatin micronized today and protein shakes. The schedule ill follow is a simple push pull legs rest schedule, of wich pull will consist of mostly bouldering and some pullups.
Alongside this ill also build up to 50 pushups, situps and squats in both the morning and before sleep. (Starting off with 15 of each, building it up slowly).
I might also start posting progress pics too.
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Hi man, how is Total Nonchalance working for you?
I really disliked total nonchalance when i combined it with GLM. It just felt like i became very passive and i basically couldnt be nothered to approach anyone for any reason. Without GLM it feels a lot better though. I mostly just stop caring to much about things that arent important while remaining focussed on things that are. In social scenarios it also helps bringing people in.
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My life has been very busy lately. I think i have changed as a person quite a lot in this time
Stark has definitely been pushing me to find opportunitys to go out and build a life in the place i go to uni. It mostly comes in the form of manifestations. Definitely still love this sub, although i do feel like WANTED is somewhat mitigating the effect of this sub. Im considering remaking my custom and removing wanted and replacing it with subs that fit me more. I feel like i mostly just kept using WANTED because i wanted the ego boost of girls being interested, but at this point it feels kinda meaningless, especcially considering most girls i attract are ppl i wouldnt be interested in otherwise to begin with.
LBFH has been amazing too, people in general are incredibly kind and im being a bit less hard on myself. The confidence on this sub feels far more genuine campared to something like GLM, but its also a lot slower to build up. Definitely not wanting to drop this sub anytime soon.
If im making another custom im thinking it may be stark + LBFH, or even just stark solo. Itll definitely be a bit less focused compared to my current custom as there are a bunch of modules i feel would greatly help me that arent necessairly directly related to stark. Things like a discipline module.
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Quick review of my custom thus far:
Eartshake sexuality: i definitely seem to be getting some sort of interest whenever i go somewhere. Its not always from the girls i want, but theres usually something. Its also rarely something subtle, with it being. Quite common at this point that some girl straight up approach me, or stare and wave.
Physicality shifter: cant say much about this tbh, havent noticed much from the physical shifting. Maybe my skin looks better, but ive also been using moisteriser lately.
Sexiness unbound: it probably works in tandem with earthshake in a lot of ways. That said i havent really had much inner growth in this regard, id still consider myself somewhere around a 6/6.5.
Panther: im actually making some moves now! Sure they dont always go well and rejection sucks, but hey, better rejection than not daring to try something to begin with!
Focussed arousal: has been quite effective with the girl im already seeing, not so much for those im not.
Entranced: this one is weird, at some moments its cery profound and i get people glued to my words like its life and death. At other times theres barely anything noticable. Still when it does work, its one of my favorite modules.
Ethereal presence: i expect this sub has mostly been effective alongside earthshake. I wouldnt be able to name other things it has done, but that makes sense as this module mostly affects others. That makes it a bit hard to notice sometimes.
Transcendental connection: have been seeing and bonding with both old and new friends a lot more lately. This is also partly why i became so busy lately. Definitely one of my favorites
Stark and wanted: in a way it feels like the main cores are just used to facilitate the modules to come out more profoundly. Like ive said above ive kind of turned around on wanted, so it also kind of makes sense why ive had so much trouble getting results of this sub. It just doesnt fit me that well. Stark on the other is and always has been great!
Divine self image: hard to really gauge the results as ive also been using GLM and now LBFH. That said my selfesteem has def increased a lot since using them so this module most certainly also helped with that. Im not really getting to down on myself anymore
Total nonchalance: had been quite effective when talking to someone who has a lot of interest in me. Usually doesnt come out to much though, bit to ADHD to make this module work lol.
Mosaic: as youve may have noticed above, all the modules seem to work in tandem with each other and its sometimes quite hard to differentiate what each module is doing because of that. This effect is most likely partly due to this module
All in all my favorite modules of this custom would be:
Earthshake: sexuality
Panther
Entranced
Ethereal presence
Transcendental connection
Divine self image
Mosaic
Especially entranced and transcendental connection in particulair will most likely be modules ill never leave out of any of my customs.
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Mow that i think about it, i think quite a few of the results ive been contributing to earthsake might be ethereal presence. I know ive been getting a lot of very very obvious interest especcially after ive made some kind of contact with a girl already and than see her again later that same night. That mught be more ethereal than earthshake, wich is more first impression.
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Can you explain more? Did you drop GLM? When would it be a better choice than LBFH?
Id say GLM is a better choice if you just need assertiveness. LBFH more for general confidence, but its more of a commitment and less quick results, it achieves it with more healing.
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Or you could throw both in a custom and create the “Loving Father” archetype 
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These two subs are so opposite, i actually think theyd work really well together. Kinda like yin and yang, they may just complete each other in a way.
Life has been good, social life is very much blooming and i def think stark has something to do with it. Fucking love that sub!
Also am just a few days away from finally losing my virginity. Long time coming, but soon ill be seeing a girl i met while travelling again. our planning being “fit as much fucking as we can in three days😉”.
Suddenly having so many plans every day has also really ignited a fire in me and i feel more energetic than ive ever felt.
As far as uni stuff goes, the subject i choose are incredibly easy so far so not much trouble there. Still managing to reach all my deadlines and things like that. Tbh school isnt really a priority for
Me rn but i have yet to see any trouble there.
Even depression hasnt been that notable lately. It usually comes and goes a bit and rn is definitely a time where it hasntbeen much of a thing. Could possibly be partly due to LBFH being the best sub ive ever ran.
All in all, life is good you know what i mean.
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