This sounds like good results to me
Maybe you’re being too hard on yourself
Putting too much value on sex
You’re clearly radiating the right stuff
Just changing your story about yourself
could help it unfold differently
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You are right. I think sometimes I get to into my head to notice what’s going on out there in the real world. I get jealous, I feel insecure and forgot how much I’ve grown. I’m starting from a pretty low place and to be where I’m at now is huge improvements and this is all with sub club. Even with all the self sabotage, I can definitely say, if I keep improving, I can get to where I’m sleeping with lots of women with ease. I can feel it and it’s not just in my head, I see it when I talk to women or when I’m online.
It’s close, I’m so close to being that man…when I used to be around guys who were better looking than me, I would feel insecure, now I feel like I can compete at least.
Also, I read an interesting study on how the people you spend the most time with affect your behavior, mindset etc., and I noticed that when I ran emperor, I manifested a friend at work who was better looking, better with women, better financially, basically everything I’m working on being.
At first I thought, why me, this guy is getting all the women at work, everywhere we go etc., then I realized, emperor is suppose to manifest mentors, friends etc who will help you succeed and this guy is like a walking vision board of everything I want to accomplish. So all I can do is learn from him and hope to get better like when Zoro (from one piece) humbled himself and asked Hawkeye mihawk to train him(I know this is cringe but this was the best example I could think of) 
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Between both of us, you’re the only one seeing it that way.
Besides, who cares if it’s cringe?
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you are right
I took a break from my WDB/IC/LB QTKS just because it was taking up a lot of my energy and decided to focus on my other QTKS while on washout from the other QTKS. I added GLM name embed with become the prize essence. This is just a test run…experimenting with GLM…and my PS/Emperor qtks stack which I’ve ran before. I’ve been behind on bills so I decided to stick with this for now till I get back on my feet financially
Foundation building/stability > seduction. Good call.
Also, how many QTKS do you have?
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Two apparently the mad lad
Reading through this journal theres some nice progress being made
There is but when you’re talking about 3 Core QTKS, you’re better off running one and nothing else.
Just two
WDB/IC/LB
and
Emperor and Primal seduction one
I will say, I know I’ve only done one 30 sec loop of GLM but I will say wow…I didn’t know I was lacking stability until something that usually would cause me tremendous anxiety and fear, simply pass away as quickly as it came. It’s like I feel some semblance of power and control…and with that porn and masturbation urges are like non existent. Emperor and GLM is like the grounding I needed. It’s I finally can feel the ground beneath when things get chaotic.
When people say GLM is the sub they need to run, I 100 percent understand now. You can’t build a foundation when there’s no foundation. GLM seems to be that so far. The things I don’t want to do, I find myself easing myself into them. The fear is there, but it’s controlled fear and manageable.
I don’t know why I put this sub off for this long smh
I had ran It along time ago before It was upgraded and at the time I was too immature to notice what it was doing. I thought it was a boring sub and was thinking “but will this get me laid” type of mindset. It’s only now that I realized how deep GLM hits. Will have to see how it goes
The one thing I will say tho that is kind of annoying is the testing from women from the become the prize essence. I literally have women who I know at work well ignore me blatantly, usually they would say hi and stuff, just ignore me, leave me on read, but it seems purposely though and at first I was annoyed and angry but then I read the break down saint had of wdb and wanted and made sense. I’m exhibiting this “I’m the prize” aura so obviously they have to test and see if I’m the real deal. Guys who I work with also are giving me like a “who is this guy” vibe.
Makes sense since when I used wanted I had the same experience but had blatant attraction signs from women but with a lot of testing. I just have to get used to the testing so it doesn’t affect my composure
I still recommend GLM as a starter title regardless of gender. Self mastery and emotional mastery are universal.
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Now here’s an honest-to-God question, have all those seduction titles and customs gotten you laid? Or have them brought more unresolved issues to the forefront?
My current QTKS Emperor and primal seduction got me laid
That’s great. Then why do you keep building new ones?
I honestly don’t know. I think I made the new QTKS after getting laid and then after going on a dry spell without any success afterwards, I thought WDB/IC/LB could help me get better outcomes with high quality women
If you stick with it, establish a good baseline of getting laid regularly, and then jump to something better, it might work out better in the long term. Commit to a stack for two months (one cycle), then make the jump.
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Today I caught myself getting mad over nothing. I was kind of treated like an outcast at work and it hurt me so deep. Tbh it could’ve just been recon but I remember thinking to myself, one day I’m going to be so rich and be able to buy this company. Then come back and the look on all my former coworker’s face when they see the new owner is a person they used to work with…but then I realized that would be a sad reality. Yea the satisfaction of proving everyone wrong that I’m actually high value would be the ultimate icing on the cake…but working hard just to prove someone wrong is also pretty miserable. All my life I’ve been trying to prove everyone wrong and it always ends up crumbling in my face because the motivation fades because it’s all external validation instead of internal.
I want to get to the point in life where my inner growth and self change isn’t influenced by me trying to prove anyone wrong or to be better than everyone
rather
I want to get to the point where I change for the love of change without any external outcomes or dependence on a particular outcome or result
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It’s really cool to see you growing like this and having these insights
It looks like you caught yourself being triggered and the reason why
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Genuinely surprised because when I look at myself I don’t really see any change. Glad to see others notice it, QTKS and ZPU must be doing its job.
I guess my mind has been clouded by all the pain I’ve had to confront these past couple of weeks that I don’t see the sky underneath the clouds
My question to you and anyone on here…I know GLM and WBD has scripting to overcome rejection or neediness…but how do I actually do that tho realistically
Like I got rejected pretty bad by a female friend who used to have a crush on me…who subtly told me the other day, that I was just a friend and had no attraction for me at all. But showed massive interest in my male friend who isn’t mutually friends with her.
I keep telling myself that it doesn’t bother me and for a while it doesn’t then I see my female friend flirting with my male friend and my heart drops to my stomach.
The crazy part is my friend doesn’t even really care about her…I mean he would sleep with her ofc…but doesn’t really care
I keep telling myself why do I care, I can have any woman I want…but deep down, I still feel some kind of way
how do I overcome this
for anyone who has overcome this in the past
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