The difference between a pro and casual gamer is definitely the time put into it.
Pro gamers (league players) can play for really long haul hours to grind their rank.
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on a side note. I realised something. The archetype im creating for myself and that im desiring to be. It is very much like the doctor from doctor who. I didnt even do this consciously but the things that describe the doctor are things like his cleverness, mystery, charisma, morals and natural leadership. These are very much the things that my stack (WANTED and CHOSEN) are based on (especcially considering stark has been a mainstay in my stack for quite a while and probably will be ones again ones converted to ZP). This might explain why recently ive felt such a drive to watch doctor who again, wich i hadnt watch for 4 years or so.
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Agree, getting to the top level requires a lot of work and deliberate practise. I reckon that simply playing the game a lot isnt gonna cut it in most cases. You have to truly grind and understand every single aspect of the gameplay and truly perfect every aspect to a fault to even have a chance at reaching those highs.
Gotta say, im loving chosen! It feels so mature. Like im fully realising what it is that i want in life and chasing that. Definitely the exact sub i needed! Aside from that, the eyes… holy shit the eyes are so powerfull. I feel like i can litterly lift peoples moods with a simple look. This sub also had the effect of simply making me a bit more confident.
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With the help of chosen i also came to a sudden realisation about my stack. This really came as a suprise to me since it came completely out of nowhere, but i realised that i dont need WANTED in my stack right now. Im suprised to be saying this as wanted has litterly been part of my stack ever since release, but truthfully, i want to get my shit together before focussing on girls. I dont like how im sitting most days at home doing very little, i want to change that.
I was looking at WANTED more like an investment than something i need in the moment. An investment about how after a few years of running it, the sub might turn me into a model or something and have me be chased by every single girl. I realised that this isnt a very usefull strategy for using my sub, and its better to focus on what i need right now. I will most likely in the far future after i got my shit together run it again, probably mixed with diamond or something.
Therefor, my main focus is gonna be chosen. I need to develop my confidence and personal power more, and above all the maturity in chosen is definitely something i need to turn my life back around. The inherent charisma, likeability and leadership ability also are extremely usefull traits that i really desire.
My stack now will be just CHOSEN wich ill play every other day, and gaming mastery wich ill play once every 4 days.
Im keeping gmx in for now, while ive previously stated that im not really satisfied with the results, i do really love how it seems to have given me the ability to study for much longer periods of time. I also want to give it a chance to shine more in the future ones its really settled in. While gaming isnt neccessairly a priority of mine, its still a very fun result to have and the skills that it develops are very usefull even outside of gaming.
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I have a theory what. Is going on with game mastery. The reason im seeing quite a bit of results related to studying and very little for actual gaming, is because rn its very much focussed on oncreasing my focus. I have ADHD so i often have to actively fight to prevent myself from getting distracted. This makes studying so much more energy intensive than usual. But since gmx allows me to remain focussed without having to constantly fight to prevent myself from getting distracted, i have a lot more energy left, allowing me to study for longer periods of time.
Meanwhile, gaming is so stimulating pn its own, that lack of focus rarely is an issue there (unless im tired). Therefor my improvements as far as gaming are concerned are minimal.
All in all, i think this sub here might be an amazing sub to help with adhd! Its just a theory though, so ill test it for a bit longer if this is indeed what is happening.
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You see, this is probably the ZP script healing you, and trust me, being someone who also had WANTED as one of his subs since release, I’ve been through that phase during the testing phase, so seeing your self realizations has made me realize that it’s not actually that you don’t want to run it, but it’s more that you’re wanting more out of it right now, and since it’s not doing what you expect it to do, you’re feeling reluctant and think that you might be better off running it later.
This stuck out to me, you’re saying you don’t like how you’re sitting at home most of the time, and you’re probably either playing or spending time online, right?
That’s not from WANTED, that’s something else that needs to be addressed, in fact, WZP aims to make you attractive and one of the most attractive qualities in a guy is getting things done.
So if you would like my advice, keep WZP in your stack, but use it on the same day as Chosen, that should help a bit, but if you still feel like you need to do something about yourself first, then maybe it’s GMX which should be switched with RICH ZP.
Try to reflect on that 
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Agree, its not that WANTED is the cause of this. But its also mot something that it helps with. At least not as far as ive noticed rn. Youre right that i definitely want to run WANTED in the future, the archetype really speaks to me. But i kinda feel that it lacks the things i need at the moment.
This is a good idea though. I do want to put more focus on chosen as that is the sub that i feel like helps me the most at this point. But the second sub in my stack is kinda up for grabs. WANTED does definitely give me more than gmx really does. Perhaps its a good idea to even drop gaming in its entirity. It really isnt that much more than a waste of time at this point.
I probably should reflect on this a bit more. I am sure that i want to restrict my stack to only 2 subs for now though, so i can play chosen every other day rather than ones every 4 days.
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Goddamn man ever since running chosen ive been feeling so grounded. As someone that may or may not have asperger, thats quite a big thing lol. It really takes the cake of my favorite sub ive run.
I also noticed that my driving capabilities seems to not have declined that much despite nothaving had lessons for the past 3 weeks.
Mostly had to spend a lot of time for the test ill have friday though. I kinda hate how much im getting away with just doing everything last moment. I always feel like i should be doing more but there just doesnt seem to be a requirement thus far. It feels wrong that i get rewarded for just delaying everything and doing very little work for most of the period. Me feeling like this is probably related to the fact that i simply have so much free time, that the work i do have to do feels like barely anything at all. Therefor im also planning that after friday, im gonna look for a job, and also start bouldering every other day consistently. No excuses rn, its not like i have much better to do!
All in all, till friday i have to mostly focus on studying, but after that im gonna directly my main problem im facing right now. Understimulation. Its not gonna be a cakewalk as when i start having less free time im gonna have to learn planning more effectively (and more importantly, gain the discipline to actually follow through with the planning), but its a neccessairy evil and definitely important life skills i need to gain to actually start living the life i want to live.
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Btw, as far as chosen results go. Ive noticed that ive been far less bothered by things like awkward silences or feeling like im being to quiet. This counterintuitively has led me to become more approachable as when i do talk it never comes from a place of insecurity or weakness anymore.
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This result has really sneaked up on me. But this is the first time in my life where i genuienly think im good looking! I still have a bit to improve as far as style and muscles go, but now that i got an actual good haircut, take even better care of myself, im definitely above average. WANTED really can be a sneaky one, i also really started to get abs without actually working out!
this result is also inspiring me more to take fitness even more seriously. I have such trouble remaining consistent with a workout schedule as i have a tendency to cram way to many tasks in a single day and than procrastinate everything untill i do none of the things. This issue can be fixed do by simply getting a regular timeblock of when i do exercises, running and when i go indoor mountainclimbing
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Today ive really been feeling my results even more. Ive had quitw a big setback when i went all the way to college just to figure out i had the wrong timetable and was to late. 3 hours traveltime wasted, but rather than getting to down on that i just let it go and went on doing what i had to do and making sure my reprocautions of missing todays lesson arent to bad. Like i said, chosen feels very to the point and grounded for me.
Aside from that my outgoingness seems to alsp have definitely increased, and anxiety decreased a lot. I really feel hella confident.
ZP feels quite dense, but it really is powerfull. Ive been eating like crazy and feel dehydrated quite a bit despite drinking a lot, with a bit of a feeling of “processing” in my brain. These are very minor things though and the results, especcially of chosen are almost tangible. (Despite chosen being quite far out of my reality when i started). I only truly remember that because i wrote it down, since i cant really fathom ever being different from
How i am now lol.
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Had a really busy day yesterday, started of boulderimg with a few friends for a couple of hours. My friends are quite a bit stronger than me physically and seeing they improve a lot more rapidly than me had declined my confidence in my bouldering skills a bit, but yesterday i seemed to boulder a lot more confidently, and therefor also managed do it more effectively. Im noticably becoming better after my 2 week break from my leg injury.
After that i met up with some more friends and had some fun, i was noticably very confortable at pretty much all times wich is a very good thing.
After that i immediatly went on to some party i got invited to. My friends all couldnt go so i was there alone without really anyone i knew. It wasnt a problem for me though and i quickly found myself making a lot of new friends. Everyone was really open and very nice with some interesting knowledge. Everyone was from extremely different walsk of life compared to me with completely different aspirations.
All in all it was a very busy but fun day, any semblence of social anxiety or whatever didnt seem to be there anymore and i was noticably more confortable and confident anywhere and with anything. I didnt manage to do any of my schoolwork nor even have time to listen to any of my planned subs though, so today ill have to catch up on that.
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A big cause of a lot of my problems is the simple fact that i take things to personally. For example,” that person doesnt like me, there must be something wrong with me.” “ I cant do this, damn there has to be something wrong with me.” Etc etc. This pathway has led me to selfimprovement and subs so it isnt all bad, but it is completely unneccessairy. There isnt something wrong with me, there never was. Its just me making a far bigger deal out of my flaws/situations than whats neccessairy.
The funny thing is that i even tend to get in my head about stuff that simply doesnt make sense at all. Like for instance ive had an irrational fear of never being able to make friends, despite the fact ive had a lot of friends my entire life, and there were very few places where i actually struggles that much, and even there id eventually find my group. In my head id just write that off as “luck” or whatever, it really doesnt make much sense.
Its very strange how hard it was to see for me just the sheer irrationality of these things that i took to heart so much.
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Today has been a bit of a bust. I woke up extremely late, around 12:00. After walomg up i had to basically immediatly go to my driving lesson. After returning home i ate a bit and than just watched some television untill it was already night. An entire day gone and i havent gotten much further with my tests that ill have next week.
I really need to start setting my alarm early. Anytime i wake up late i end up doing very little that day.
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Very strange, i out of nowhere met a few of my old friends that i havent spoken to in a few years in the boulderhall, apparently they recently started bouldering as well! Also met a random person that apparently used to be at my college, i didnt recognize him but he recognized me.
Its quite strange how despite going there for 4 months, i never met a single person i had seen before (aside from my friends that i go there with). And now suddenly i see 2? Perhaps some kind of manifestation or something.
On another note, i really seem to have lost most of my enjoyment ive had for fapping in general, and as stopping that from what i remember saint saying, enhances the aura component of subs, ive decided that im gonna stop fapping. At this point it felt more like something i did out of habit rather than something i actually enjoyed doing anyway.
Aside from all this, ill mostly still be spending my days studying, bouldering and the occasional party. Not to much interesting to note. Still have yet to actually send my resume to where i want to get a side hussle. Procrastinating that.
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Im not sure wether this is chosen en wanted, but i really have become really calm under pressure. Pressure really doesnt get to me that much, i try to tackle it in a very grounded and mature way where i just focus on doing what i can do and wether i succeed or not doesnt matter. My confidence really has taken a boost. People also seem to just be really nice to me at basically all times. Chosen really is my perfect program, it has all the benefits that i wanted from an alpha program, without all the negatives that come with it like having the divisiveness, the people that feel the need to “out-alpha” you, and the general overly seriousness that i just cant stand.
Im also glad that i stayed with wanted, the physical shifting in that is really exciting and i can already see my 6pack starting to form despite not really training it! That super attractive demeanor is also definitely something im aspiring towards, i dont think im there just yet but i definitely see myself getting very close to getting there!
Im keeping just chosen and wanted untill the 21 days are over, and than after the washout ill look into adding a new program.
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Today is my birthday!!
I had to spend most of the day just studying though. There is a lot of things i still have to study for the end of the week. Its somewhat hard to keep consistently studying for as log. Everyday as i have to do right now. After this im finally gonna be able to enjoy christmas though. Made a ton of plans for the christmas vacation, even despite being in quarantine.
The end of the first 21 days is approaching soon. I might give a full review of chosen and wanted during the washout, its definitely the most impressive run on subs ive had so far. I cant wait to see what more chosen and wanted can bring me!
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Happy birthday! 
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Happy Birthday!
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