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#101

Of course you can.

Shoot your shot and if she rejects you because of her boyfriend, you were expecting it and you can move on. If you fuck up and get all tongue-tied, she’ll reject you and then you’ll have more reason to focus on your workout and avoid her. If she’s down, you get what you want.

Easier said than done, but with that super attraction stack of yours, you were asking for this kind of situation :joy: LBFH+Khan+WANTED genuinely has to be the craziest attraction stack combination out there.

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#102

This and that gym incident seem to me like LBFH. PPL is trying to be nice to you.

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#103

Lool y’all are savage on this forum. Everyone telling me to shoot my shot with a girl who’s taken HAHA I love it.

I mean… yeah I guess I was asking for this :innocent:

Only thing that would make this OP asf would be to throw libertine somewhere in here, maybe in a custom or something lmao.

Picture this: Heartbreaker Zp :sunglasses:

Wanted
Libertine
Sexual manifestor
Gorgeous manifestor
Alexander’s play

Aura of craving
Auric overdrive
Ethereal presence
Entranced
Sphaera Magnetica

Focused arousal
Temptation
Earthshaker sexuality
Instant spark
Long range seduction

Iron frame
Seducers gaze
Perfect style and smell
Void of creation
Jupiter

…Stacked with Khan and LBFH of course

No competition lool

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#104

Being around her is intense. It’s so annoying, she makes me so f*cking nervous. It’s hard to keep it cool.

I caught a glance at her today, she had just finished her set, looked right at me and immediately looked away in fear. This reminded me of a few other instances where this same thing happened. We lock eyes than she immediately looks away, almost like she’s scared of me lol.

Most other girls will at least hold eye contact for a second or longer, some of them even smile. But not her; Immediate knee jerk reaction is to look away.

Another subtle thing, I caught her low key checking me out. She was slowly walking towards my station and just as she passed, I look at her and she immediately looks the other way, into the mirror facing both of us. Very subtle but slick, and it was kind of sexy ngl.

I’m gonna have to find an excuse to bother her, she’s always so serious and focused on her training. (And so am I lol).

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#105

“The script attempts to manifest situations in which people willingly spread love to you. It could manifest as someone lending you a hand in need and not asking anything in return, or a very polite person taking a moment to compliment you. Or, it could manifest as seeing more people smiling and waving at you as you pass. There are an infinite number of ways that this could occur, and all of them will be beautiful.”

(From the LBFH sales page)

This type of stuff is becoming normal now.

A women I work with went out of her way to compliment me on my body. “Did Chris tell you the other day? We were taking about you and how your arms are looking huge! You’ve been working out right?”

My dad complimented me on my arms yesterday day too.

Went to a bar on Friday, met some new people. One guy was really nice and bought bottle service for all of us lol. Didn’t have to pay a lick for booze that night. Also the DJ was super nice to me, offering me weed and playing songs I requested. “Yooo I love that song, I’m playing that right now!!”

I was doing my skincare routine at the gym and a guy walked by to fill his water bottle. He smiles and jokingly says “don’t worry I’m not looking”.

I smile and laugh a bit

He says “Hey! Theirs that smile!”

All these small little interactions never used to happen before LBFH. And what’s weird is I don’t feel like I’m constantly “radiating love” out towards everyone lol. I’m not walking around smiling 24/7, and I’m not trying to be everyone’s friend either. But it seems like others are doing it to me.

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#106

From LBFH do you feel like your behavior is nicer toward others?
Back in the Qv2 era, I got Chosen of Venus in my custom which is Love aura, but you of course know about that and I was how to say it, somehow needier. Maybe too much nice etc.

#107

Yeah my behaviour is definitely nicer towards others, but not overly. I don’t feel to nice, and with khan in the mix I’m certainly no push over haha

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#108

She smiled at me today :slight_smile:

I think… Hear me out lol. As I was walking towards the water fountain, I looked ahead and locked eyes with either her, or a girl that looks exactly like her with dark red hair… Maybe I’m tripping lol, but I’m 90% sure her hair was red.

Like I didn’t take her to be the type to dye her hair lol, but her face is the exact same? So that’s why I’m unsure. I’m gonna assume it was her.

I’m surprised, her demeanour was completely different today. I mean, I literally looked at her and she had already locked eyes with me. Like heart eyes, smiling, she didn’t even break eye contact either lmao. This was some movie type shit.

Ngl she broke my shell, I let out a smile and sort of chuckled as my body was flooded with… idk Love energy? Oxytocin? Serotonin? Dopamine? Endorphins?

Idk but I was blissed out lmao, that’s shit was intense

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#109
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#110

It was a different girl lol. I knew it. I mean hey, this girl is also pretty hot, so I can’t complain.

#111

Also theirs this dude at my gym who always holds eye contract with me when I see him. Kind of weird.

Like it’s not in a hostile way or anything, it’s more of a respectful acknowledgement. I know he’s not gay cause his girl friend is fine as hell. But I just find it a bit weird lol.

#112

Also idk what my problem is, but I’ve been anxious at the gym. Like I can’t calm down when I’m training, I feel sort of insecure despite knowing I’m attractive.

Some days I don’t have this problem at all, my frame is straight. But lately I just feel like I’m self conscious about being observed, and I can’t being my focus back to myself. Like I’ll go on my phone in between sets and it gives me anxiety, not knowing what’s going on around me. Is that weird?

Like I literally have to put my phone away, just breathe and take in my surroundings. It’s like I’m insecure about being watched. It’s been happening a lot, my stack gets me tons of attention and it makes me sort of nervous.

I also keep thinking that all this attention from women, while flattering LEADS NO WHERE unless I talk to them. I’ll never get what I want until I grow some balls and talk.

Why is this so hard for me? Why am I so closed off and disconnected from the people around me. Why can’t I smile and look happy (or be happy)

I’m so stuck in my own head, in my own world. I’m never present in the moment, I feel like I’m constantly drowning in the ocean of my thoughts. It’s torturous.

#113

He may be trying to figure out if he knows you. How about saying “Hi” to him?

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#114

God this is getting confusing lmao. So the girl who I thought smiled at me, yesterday she straight up stared me down as I walked by her. With her boyfriend standing right beside her… :joy:

Funnily enough, I didn’t really look back at her. Just casually caught her with the corner of my eye. Didn’t care to look back lol.

Push & Pull, my favourite game :sunglasses:

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#115

propose a threesome to her

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#116

I mean, if she has hot friends sure. But 2 dudes tag teaming? Nah that gross, I don’t get down like that :face_vomiting:

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#117

Alright more results:

  • Cute girl smiling at me when I walked passed her at gym

  • Younger girl innocently smiled at me as I was leaving the gym.

  • Older woman stared at me for what felt like an eternity (that was awkward lol)

  • Woman at subway but in my order wrong and was about to undercharge me. I asked her “You know it’s a double meat with avocado right?”

“Ohh thank you, I didn’t know”

The manager looks over and says “Wow such an honest customer haha”.

I just didn’t want her to get in trouble lmao, she looked new.

  • Older woman at my work said “Your so funny, you always have this mischievousness smile on your face like you’re laughing about something”
    (LBFH + Wanted)
    (Side note, LBFH makes everything hilarious to me.)

  • Walked by a group of 6 girls, they went silent then started whispering in excitement. One even did one of those high pitch screams (like the ones you hear at a Justin beiber concert) lmao

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#118

Theirs a Black Mustang GT at my gym always parked outside of the pool area. I often stare at it and admire the car when I’m chillin in the hottub.

The other day, I finally put a face to the car. The man is in his early 30’s, and jacked. Good looking, good style, like me.

I was doing my skincare routine and he walked up to the sink beside me. He was in a conversation with another man, something about work. He then looked at me and said “Unfortunately I’ll never look as clean as you”.

I just laughed and said thanks lol.

He went on to tell me that he’s a concrete worker for the LRT here in Ottawa. Starting wages are $35 an hour, 7-5, 6 days a week + Optional 2x overtime on sundays. :flushed:

It sort of blew my mind. I’m already doing manual labour and not getting paid nearly as much as that. I just thought to myself, “I could do that.” If he can do all that work and still hit the gym after, so can I?

I wanted to ask him if they were hiring but he got into a conversation with another concrete worker lol. But next time I see him, I’m gonna ask. Cause this could be my next stepping stone. Why not give it a shot?

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#119

What is your skincare routine and what products are you using?

#120

2x a day Moisturizing face wash by Simple
3x a week I use St Ives apricot exfoliating scrub
2x a day CereVe moisturizer w hyaluronic acid
2x a day Aloe Vera gel by Ecla
2x a day 10% Niacin & 1% zinc serum (myingredients)
2x a day Caffeine under eye solution (myingredients)
2x a day Beard growth oil by Rnekfa

Face washes are bit basic and being used out of convenience, same for the moisturizer. I’m thinking of upgrading to something better.

I used to have a subscription to Geologie which gave me great results but I found it expensive.

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