I would avoid this if I were you. It’s a good formula but I just discovered it has parabens.
Very nice. I am actually using Korean skincare and the Ordinary.
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In my previous journal “Reclaiming my Power”, I mentioned a Spanish girl a few times. She’s a friend of my boy’s girlfriend. And she’s gorgeous, totally my type. We’ve danced together before, flirted, etc. Haven’t seen her in a few months.
Last night I went to their place and she was there. Looking hot as ever gheeeze 
Anyways lol, we went to the Latin club and her f*cking ex was there lmao… AWKWARD
I felt bad for her, she just finished school and got 2 degrees. So we were celebrating with her and here is her ex, with the girl he cheated on her with. (Who’s an ex girlfriend of another friend of ours… yikes 
I already knew her and I would be dancing to together, but when she saw her ex, she whispers to me “You’re my boyfriend tonight, ok?”
So needless to say, we danced together all night. At first I kind of felt like she was putting on a show for her ex. Almost like she was using me as a “flex”. I mean with the upmost humility, I’m a total upgrade from him lol.
But things sort of changed as the night progressed…
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Between dancing with me and a few sweet nothings I whispered in her ear, I made her realize her worth. “You’re better than this, no need for petty behaviour, no need to worry about him, make him jealous or put on a show.” “We’re here to have fun and to celebrate your success, your future.” Stuff like that. I think whatever motivational type speech I gave her hit deep lol.
So after awkwardly dancing close to him and his friends. We moved across the dance floor, away from him. She was showing me all the moves, salsa, bachata, reggaeton. It was so much fun. Constantly smiling at me, laughing.
We have strong chemistry lol. I can’t even count how many times we were dancing face to face, noses pressed against one another, sexual tension through the roof. I could tell she wanted to kiss me but she held back, as did I. It’s like we were both playfully teasing each other.
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By the end of the night we were both lost in the sauce, our friends were just watching us dance and eventually one tapped me on the shoulder and said “Hey, you guys done?” 
Even after we left, our chemistry was still hot lol. In the car she turned to me, put her hand on mine and said “Thank you”.
I was mid convo with my friend, so I was confused, what was thanking me for? I said “For what?”
She just looked at me very intimately, smiled and said “Thank you, for everything.” Honestly she didn’t need to say anything else, her look said it all.
When we dropped her off, she said bye to everyone except me… instead she subtly grabbed my thigh and squeezed it lmao. I found that funny.
Overall great night.
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This morning I woke up and couldn’t stop thinking about her. For some reason, I had this intuitive nudge that she would dm me.
Well I got home, showered, ate breakfast and what do you know… she dm’d me. She complimented me on my dancing and said something like “You should take a dancing class, I think you’d be really good and that way you could ride the wave when the salsa/bachata songs come on”.
I said Yeah, thank you what can I say I had a great teacher 
Dance classes sound fun, been thinking about it for a while now!
She goes on to tell me about 2 classes, Thursday and Friday. Says we could go together and she’d help me learn 
What’s funny is I pretty much manifested this exact situation (S/O Ascension chamber)
So I guess I’m going to learn how to dance, with her hehe.
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You should ask her back. Wanna fuck 
? This is just me being romantic.
Just kidding.
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Lmao, straight shooter
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I’ve started to use my phone a lot less while in the gym. I always feel anxious when I’m on it, idk why. And somehow when I put it down, when I look around and actually bask in the present moment…
Im comfortable in my own skin. I’m more confident then if I was just hiding away, distracting myself with whatever asinine crap is on my phone.
What do I see? People. People working on themselves, focused on themselves. And occasionally, I’ll see people doing exactly what I’m doing, looking around my environment.
And it’s completely normal lol. Struggling with social anxiety for so long, I felt like it was weird to look around my environment. Like if someone caught eyes with me that they would think I’m weird for simply looking around my environment lmao how fucking stupid is that… they’re doing the same things 
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And when I do look around the gym, guess what I see?
GIRLS GIRLS GIRLS
checking me out 
Literally, I lost count today. Like at least 6-7 girls checking me out. Jesus Christ I love my life.
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Deadass finished doing my set of walking lunges. Did em on the turf right beside all the treadmills n stuff.
Caught a girl turning all the way around to stare at me while walking on the treadmill.
I was doing standing calf raises on the smith machine, beside me is a a huge set of windows. A girl was staring at me thru the window while dancing bachata… which ironically I’m doing tomorrow with that girl hahah
In that same mirror, a beautiful slim and tall girl was checking me out while grabbing cleansing wipes.
Oh and lmao this sorta funny, the gym baddie I’ve been journaling about. Caught her and her boyfriend staring at me through the mirror. I later walked by the girl when she was alone, and she completely ignored me lool. It look so forced, like she was trying to play cool or something. Like right before walking by her she stopped, grabbed the gum off her tongue and aggressively threw it in the garbage.
It was mad weird lmfao, I had a bit of a chuckle after
Like why is it I always catch her staring at the most random moments and in the strangest ways but if we’re walking towards each other she just completely ignores me. I genuinely think she’s afraid of me or something
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Yo, this girl just sent me some dance vids. Says “Sensual Bachata is my favourite, if you want to learn.”
And uhh, yeah it’s pretty sensual GEE-ZUS 
We have small lockers inside the gym for small things like phones, and I always lock my phone there and take it back after exercising.
Yeah, bachata is cool, I was learning it for a while.
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I’m the Dj for my workouts, I need my phone
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Going dancing with her tonight, tells me she has hoop class until 7:30. So I say, I’ll meet her at her place for 8, the dance studio is only 10 mins away.
Then she says, “We can go later, I’ll give you a private lesson first”. Come for 8:30, here’s my number ______________ , you are a fast learner
Wish me luck gents
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Lmaooooo.
I don’t think you need it honestly, hahaha
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God she’s so beautiful ughh. Everything went perfectly, chemistry was strong, flirting, touching each other (not just during the dancing😉)
We both had a blast. I can tell she’s a bit nervous, she definitely wants to take things slow. Theirs a bit of an age gap between us and I think she’s insecure about it. She asked me my age and wouldn’t even tell me her’s when I asked.
“Private lesson” was great, but I didn’t make any real moves. It wasn’t the right time. My frame was strong, I poked fun at her, made her laugh, lead, did everything right.
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When we got to the dance place we did a bit of dancing, then they announced 2 professionals would be performing a special dance for everyone.
We stood against the wall, she grabbed my hand and put it on her hip. Did the same thing when we sat down to watch the performance.
Their was a few times she actually put her arm around me and grabbed my hip lol. She would even tap to the beat lmao weirdo. I think she was teasing me or something cause she was sort of grabbing my butt so I moved her hand up and she just left it there
Lol also she told me it’s normal to dance with everyone at these social dances. So when I dance with other girls, I can’t be holding “down there”. Hehe.
Kept doing it anyways. She started playfully calling me out on it again and I just laughed. Kept dancing, did it again and she goes “Omg you are so rude”. I just laughed and rolled my eyes. Kept dancing. Did it again and she jokingly got mad and started going off on me in Spanish lmao it was so sexy, I couldn’t stop smiling and laughing.
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