What he said
What he said
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I hope you have big appetites, their will be lots of tasty food and drinks.
Oh, and bring your dancing shoes
Both Canada and Chile are far away from my home. I will just send a postcard with wishing
Things are going amazing with my relationship now. I am happy that area of my life has finally been fulfilled. Being in a healthy, happy loving relationship has made my life infinitely better.
Now I want to work on finances, career, productivity etc. I’ve added mogul to my stack and now I patiently await the new Genesis - mogul.
I’ve been messing around with numerous subs this month and it’s difficult to stick to just 3 subs. I need to make a custom but I am broke.
Anyways, mogul, Heartsong and Chosen for now. Not ditching khan, but giving it some time for bloom as I want a to focus on these subs and their themes
Nice1, im happy for you
Happy with that, remember relationship is like a body, you need to work on it and maintain it all your life
Thank you
100% We’re both very committed too that. I’m happy to have a partner who understands this and matches my effort.
Marriage, kids, when ?
Soon-ish…need to establish some stability first but it’s already been discussed
I hope you will name one of your kids as Megatron.
It does not matter whether it is a boy or girl
I’m bored. This forum doesn’t really interest me, my fragrances don’t really interest me (even the 3 I bought last week), even my girlfriend was boring me a bit even though we’re both madly in love and are no where near that “used to eachother” stage. My work bores me and is almost unbearable, training is boring. life is draining me of all my money, and I’ve completely lost my drive to be something more.
One good result, and I don’t know what sub is responsible… but my superiority/inferiority complex has vanished. But with that now being gone, I feel like I’ve lost part of myself. That part of me that wants to be wilfully successful, wealthy etc. I mean I still want it but it seems completely out of reach.
I’m a lazy pos, am I even smart enough to be that successful? Can I work that hard? Can I handle failure and still keep going? I have ZERO direction right now and I’m totally lost.
What’s great though, is my chick is a bit older and she’s still supportive of me despite this weird stage I’m in. She believes in me and she’s also quite smart and ambitious too. She believes we can have anything we want, we’re both smart and hard working. (Well maybe I need to work on the hard work but I digress)
I’m also annoyed because I can’t run khan right now. It’s been almost 2 months since. I’m on Chosen, Heartsong and mogul. For the last 2 months nothings been consistent except Chosen and Heartsong. Both these have really helped me with my relationship, but I’ve also been using randomly using sex mastery, divine Diamond, RICH, LE and Mogul as my third sub over the last 2 months. Nothing has been consistent and I can’t narrow it down to just 3 subs. Also I haven’t used AC in a long time and I feel like my results have been diminishing since. I can’t afford a custom either so yeah annoyed with everything right now.
Sorry if I sound pessimistic or something, idk what else to do besides journal my feelings.
Man don´t apologize. It´s your journal after all.
Maybe this is all just some recon of healing of some sort. And it will pass in some time.
What are you listening to?
What is your listening schedule?
Nothing has been consistent. I’m taking a washout then I will begin:
Day 1: 3 mins Chosen + 3 mins Heartsong
Day 2 rest
Day 3 3 mins Mogul
Day 4 rest
Day 5 rest or maybe 3 min AC
Day 6 rest
Day 7 Restart
Go back to Khan It will get probably a wealth upgrade in November.
I’m tempted to and probably will but I need to focus on wealth, productivity, habits etc. I want to switch jobs soon and I’ve been lost (and lazy) when it comes to my purpose.
I will stick to it for now
Either EOG or AM but most probably the new wealth title.
I am also I unsure what direction to go, so i’m for an updated Genesis Mogul. Perhaps the new wealth title will suit me. EOG is a must for me in the future
What are your thoughts about Genesis?