Vivir Mi Vida - Matalexander305

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#403

Could be useful, I know I need to work on wealth and productivity hence why I choose mogul. The idea was too use a fast acting more narrow sub instead of a more broad title.

Genesis while useful for my situation, covers all areas while Mogul is more focused on what I need. I would like to trust that my subconscious mind can prioritize the wealth aspects of bigger titles but after running khan for a year with zero wealth improvements (actually got worse), I’d rather use a basic, narrow wealth title (Mogul)

#404

New stack is Emperor, Genesis Mogul and Chosen. I’m happy because Heartsong worked perfectly and proved to me how powerful subs are. I got the exact girl I wanted, we’re now deeply in love, and she’s committed to me for life.

But now I need money, and a career that is fulfilling. Right now I feel anhedonic, tired, and lost. I feel stuck.

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#405

Hey, welcome back :+1:

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#406

When are you going to Chile permanently?

#407

I’m not haha, she likes Ottawa anyways

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#408

Good to see you, @Matalexander305. Glad to hear about your Heartsong result. Am sure Emperor, Genesis: Mogul and Chosen will help you with your other goals. Keep at it, bro :pray:

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#409

Thanks for you support man :pray:
Emperor hit hard in terms of recon. So it hasn’t been easy. I almost dropped Genesis mogul for QL while deep in recon :sweat_smile:

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#410

I understand.

These days am using the results of a previous subliminal to encourage me to stick to the current stack.

An example of yours is to remember your Heartsong results and use that to motivate yourself for the new titles you are running. Results are only a matter of time.

You got this! Cheers!

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#411

Have you managed to solve that issue?
It happens to me too

#412

Yes, it was my nerves. Sometimes I’d be too much in my head and I’d get stressed about my performance even though it was great.

Everything changed when she said “Our connection is the most important part of sex, it’s not so much about the physical aspect. Just be present with me and that’s all I need.

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#413

New custom idea:

Summary

  1. Emperor core

  2. Daredevil Core

  3. NWE core

  4. Synergy: Golden One

  5. Synergy: At the Top

  6. Invincible presence

  7. Ethereal presence

  8. Perfect style and smell

  9. Seducers gaze

  10. Synergy: Primordial aura

  11. Synergy: Carpe Vitam

  12. Dopaminergic revival

  13. Psyche restoration

  14. Subconscious flow

  15. Health codex

  16. Synergy divine dominion

  17. Synergy: Apollon unbound

  18. Dance mastery

  19. You are not alone

  20. Job seeker

The idea is to create a main archetype custom that is… well me. Enhancing my existing strengths and working on certain weaknesses.

This sub is the sun in my galaxy of subs and the other two subs I choose to run are the planets rotating around this bright giant behemoth of a sub.

Whatever areas of life I really want to focus on, I will choose my other subs accordingly.

Ex: Limitless for cognition and productivity, Heartsong & love bomb for improving my relationships or RICH or NRICH to double down on improving my finances.

If you have feedback let me know!
Thanks😇

#414

Obviously I could just use stark instead of emperor and daredevil but I don’t feel like stark is “me”. Emperor is me. Fame isn’t really something I want right now.

Daredevil has really surprised me lately. After one loop I’ve been super happy and in a great mood. I’ve noticed a nostalgic feeling, something I haven’t felt since 2016 being honest and that was easily the best year of my life. My social life was rich, I was having so many fun and thrilling experiences.

Aura is huge to me. I mean just look at Jacquelin Kennedy’s diary entry about her deceased husband: JFK.

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All of these modules create my ideal vibe/aura. Ironically Synergy: Primordial aura is the only module that falls under the aura category. Which works perfectly.

Energy, ambition, motivation, positive mood and health. Being honest it’s a bit of a weak point. Especially motivation hence the dopaminergic revival, carpe vitam and psyche restoration.

Subconscious flow because I’m very ridged with my thinking. I can be a bit OCD and I’m super stuck in my ways and habits. Hopefully this can help. Maybe ardent light could also help with this.

Synergy: Apollon unbound Physical shifting for ultimate physical attraction. (No more wanted/wanted black😅)

You are not alone: I want more deep and meaningful friendships in my life. I feel lonely sometimes being honest.

Job seeker Until I can figure out how to achieve financial freedom, I want a job that is ideal for the meantime.

#415

My life has changed so much since I last journaled regularly haha. Maybe I’ll get around to it eventually.

It’s funny that when you achieve what you want and you feel a sense of fulfillment, you no longer feel the need to “show it off” does that make sense?

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#416

That it is indeed. Your in the mid forties section.
Could get dense, especially with Emperor.

Physical Shifting, Health and Aura are energy intensive. Can you pull it off?

Also since you’re aiming for a sub that expresses your whole personality, it’s kitchensinkish. Results could take very long or need intense guiding.

But I’m not judging.

That were the points I noticed.

If you can pull it off, power to you

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#417

Good point.

Yeah no doubt, I had a feeling it was kitchensinkish hence why I asked for feedback.

I struggle with the idea of customs now. I kinda think if a custom needs to be super focused then what’s the point? Just run a store title…?

Maybe I can make a custom with daredevil and lovebomb and run emperor in the side. Or have an Emperor limitless custom. This is my main issue… what to focus on, what is most important to me?

I feel like Daredevil and Emperor are my main drivers right now and idk how to balance the two. I feel both wealth and my social life are my two main areas of focus for now but yet they can sometimes clash and I feel confused on how to proceed. I can’t just focus on one and forget about the other. I’ve been there and it leaves me feeling miserable and out of balance.

I guess I’ll need to choose what’s most important and create a custom around that :thinking:

#418

Yeah emperor is very all encompassing, that’s why I rationalized all the different modules for health, status, attraction and aura. I suppose the Emperor core would make some of it redundant though.

#419

I am too, it almost feels like i wrote this.

I am curious and was hoping you could share more, have you always been a loner? When you had friends did you like them or where you with them because you didnt want to be alone? That is how i always felt.

Also, if you have a gf, how do.you two have a social life? Do you hang out with her friends ?

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#420

Let’s pretend you run this custom for 6 months, what do you want the outcome to be at then end of that 6 months?

#421

More because I didn’t want to be alone and because of proximity (went to the same high school) I always felt a bit disconnected and sort of like an observer to the people around me.

I liked most of the people but found it difficult to connect on a deep level. Probably due to my insecurities and shyness. I only had a few close friendships but with time most of them faded away.

I have one best friend that I connect with very deeply and I consider him a brother. But other than that I don’t feel like I have many “real friends”. Sure some others I’ll see every few months at a party’s or similar events but it’s not like we hang out for any other reason.

We live together, we always make plans and do things together. She has lots of friends which she sees from time to time. I see them sometimes too but I don’t hang out with them as if they’re one of my friends.

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#422

Ideally I want to have a rich social life, I want to have deep connections and friendships. I want to feel free to express my true self without anxiety or insecurities. I want to feel like I belong, I want to feel that I am wanted and that I bring value and fun into people’s lives. I don’t want to feel below others, like some npc type of outsider that is just “there.”

I want to be the most physically attractive version of myself. I want my Fashion/style to be on point, when I walk in the room I want heads to turn in awe, an aura like that simply can’t be ignored.

I want to feel energized and motivated everyday to take on the challenges life throws my way. I want to enjoy the process, I don’t want to feel held back by low energy, lack of focus, and lack of direction in life.

Speaking of direction, I need more of that. I need to figure out how I will create wealth for myself and my future family. Job seeker can help in the short term to find an ideal job that pays well enables me to get started. But entrepreneurship and owning my own “thing” speaks to my soul and it’s sometime I want for myself. Hence emperor, NWE and Synergy Golden one.

Now that I really break it down I can see the divide and lack of focus going on with this custom. It almost seems wiser to take out emperor and NWE and put in lovebomb (I’m already running it on the side)

My issue is I recently got a hold on my debt situation and now everything is on track to being debt free. But now I feel a huge need to zero in on wealth accumulation, management, etc. Maybe the standard emperor store title is enough to cover these needs, I mean the objectives speak for themselves… what can I say I’m an extreme person, I see a beauty of a Q module like Synergy The Golden one and start foaming at the mouth :sweat_smile:

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