Claiming you like you’re “Wanted”.
Went to my family friends funeral today. Was a sad yet happy day. It brought a lot of people together, people I haven’t seen in years.
My old best friend, his dad was their and said he talks about me all the time (in a good way), and that I should reach out/keep in touch.
At the funeral my dad was talking to his old friends and said “He looks good eh? My boy is a super model.”
During the service I caught a few girls staring at me. Some that kept looking multiple times too.
At the after party, I locked eyes with a waitress and it was an instant spark. She was beautiful, caught her staring at me few times. Even talking to her co worker about me.
I felt this urge to approach her make light convo and get her socials but I sort of have a girl now? Like I don’t know what to do. So didn’t do anything and that bothered me.
Part of me wants to be loyal and the other part wants to explore options.
I think I’m falling in love
Pray for me
Well if she did not ask you if you are exclusive yet, she is not.
OMG.
Do not one-itis please.
Did you have sex already?
One-itis cure
fuck another girl.
Good for you. Hope it works out for you.
You’re right, if you are with the wrong woman one-itis sucks.
lol I know haha
I swear Wanted has instant spark. Everywhere I go I always get that reaction from certain girls.
Things are getting hot real fast. She’s teaching me Bachata and it’s super cute and romantic. I think it’s safe to say we are falling for each other and I couldn’t be happier.
The passion, the love making, everything is so perfect with her. She compliments me so well. The way we flirt, our jokes, the push, pull I love all of it.
Heartsong didn’t even create this love story, it just brought it to light. The prelude started a year ago and now it’s just getting started. Maybe one day I’ll tell the whole story.
I’ve never felt a connection so pure and beautiful. And clearly I’m not the only one…
Enjoy the ride. Falling in love is a beautiful feeling, none better.
About 3 weeks ago I listed my turn ons and turn offs to keep track of any changes and what girls checked what boxes.
Girl I’m with has tattoos and is very smart. Both of which I said I wasn’t attracted to.
I was wrong… her intelligence adds to her humour and actually makes me feel she’s “on my level”. I’ve had girls that were a bit uhm… you know. Not geniuses…? And I couldn’t get along with them, their was a disconnect and it turned me off.
As for tattoos, her tats are super hot. Totally works for her and they’re not too much.
Also idk if anyone else has experienced this but; when I was in High school, I was never sexually attracted to my girls. Like they didn’t turn me on. I wanted them romantically but the idea of getting sexual with them felt weird and off putting.
Since then this is the only girl I’ve been with romantically that actually turns me on. Like crazy too. Her smell, her touch, I’m walking around with a semi 90% of the time I’m with her. Even just holding hands turns me on, it’s insane. Finally I have a girl that I want romantically and sexually.
We’re going to the beach Sunday, pray for me.
This was me but for a very different reason. And not just me but many other guys in my class. We just thought none of them were attractive. Until our farewell part happened and they came all dressed up. We were so shocked one of the guys actually exclaimed, “who the hell are this girls?!”.
Had a great day, was a rather interesting day. Took some unexpected turns though…
Went kayaking was fun, her other friend came along which was cool, I know her well. My girl had no issues showing her affection for me in front of her. I always look for that, it’s important. But yeah, calling me baby, caressing me I’m front of her, it was good.
Vibes were good, flirting, holding hands, her singing to me (like always lmao).
We get back to her place start making out, things escalate and something unusual happened… “he” didn’t want to come out and play…
It was so strange. This girl never fails to turn me on. I get hard just by holding hands with her, so how I couldn’t perform was beyond me.
Maybe I was nervous? Maybe I was too much in my own head? Idk but it took at while to get going. And even when I did get going I had a hard time maintaining my arousal. So it would just go flaccid after a few mins. But when I did have it up, well, I almost broke her
Then we tried again, and again and eventually we got it. She rode me for like 5 mins, got super wet, came and everything. But then it just went back down after switching positions.
Strangely enough, I wasn’t embarrassed. I was just like “oh, wtf this never happens. Weird”.
She was surprisingly cool about it. “Baby it’s ok, the first time usually sucks.” “We’ll get it right baby, don’t worry”. “It’s not about performing, it’s about feelings and our connection.”
After that we made out for like 2-3 hours. We were just having fun, getting closer, and just basking in the moment. It was so beautiful, I actually enjoyed that more than the sex.
She even told me “Hmm, I feel really comfortable with you.” “This is unusual, making out for so long. I’m not used to this, but I like it.”
So it was an umm, unusually good night? Like I was so confident that I would rock her world in bed. But I guess things don’t always go according to plan.
Hell I even edged before, used bathmate, did reverse kegels to ensure I would last long and instead I have the opposite problem… weird.
3 min loop of Diamond solved this, hasn’t been a issue since. I mean I was probably lit just nervous the first time but now it’s all good
We’re officially dating now. Finally.
It’s sort of weird how we ended up together, I’ve known her for a while now. I kind of always knew she would be mine funnily enough. It’s kind of crazy that it actually happened.
I like Heartsong
Now that she mine, I’m kind of like… ok now what?
Romance sex
Maybe I need to focus more on career and money