All that to say I wanna start using BDLM. I’ve been getting back into PE and I’m now using an all day stretcher, bath mate and zen hangar. All of these are proven to increase length and girth. So perhaps me getting back into this is pre results.
Also my girl is going home to Chile for 3 weeks so maybe I can give Khan st4 a break for 3 weeks and use BDLM, that way when she gets back she can be like “OMGGG WAS IT ALWAYS THIS BIG 
“
Also maybe I will test wanted black, why not lol. I owe it to myself to at least experience it.
I trust my love, loyalty and dedication to her is strong enough to avoid temptations. (Plus, I get off on rejecting hot chicks lol, it’s the ultimate self esteem boost plus someone needs to be the antithesis to all these thirsty simps nowadays haha 
Hold up, with me being the total lover boy that I am… I think I’m gonna try Divine Diamond.
Somehow, I think I would enjoy this much more than Wanted black, then again I can test that when she’s on her trip.
5 min Divine Diamond
3 Min Wanted Black
Suddenly I’m in the kitchen cooking up dinner blasting music and I’m vibing hard asf lol.
Dancing, singing, zero urge to skip any song (which is rare asf for me.)
This is fun lol
Also did a 30 sec micro loop of Heartsong yesterday. A bit much but no recon.
Took my girl to a Latin boat party, was an amazing night. We danced our butts off, and really well too. She told me multiple times how I’ve improved on my dancing so much.
Now wanted black didn’t really do much strangely… yes I got lots of stares and smiles from hot girls. I felt the aura and it’s much stronger than Og wanted. But that was about it. My girl was very affectionate with me, and I do wonder if our PDA pushed away some of the potential external results from Wanted Black.
All that aside, we connected on a very deep level yesterday. Our love is really growing stronger and stronger everyday.
I wanted to assert a boundary, and before I even brought it up, she brought it up and asked me if it bothered me. I was relieved, just knowing she cared enough to ask me about it.
My trust in her has grown a lot too. She’s going back to Chile for 3 weeks and I was worried at first. But now I have no concerns about loyalty. She actually seemed more concerned about me being faithful haha.
She must’ve said “Can I bring you to Chile” like 10 times last night. Haha. “I need you with me baby, I don’t like sleeping alone anymore.”
Divine Diamond first impressions NSFW:
Divine Diamond is amazing. Been using the bath mate consistently for the last few weeks and my friend down south has grown quite a bit.
(Toilet paper roll test = Passed 
IYKYK)
Also I randomly got the urge to buy pomegranate juice for the PE effects. Mixed it with 8 grams of citruline… need I say more 
During our lovemaking I noticed a much deeper and profound connection when we kissed. It felt like we were just melting together and becoming one.
First round didn’t even need foreplay, kissing was enough to get us going. Second round I was kissing her and suddenly she thrusted up and next thing you know I was hitting w no protection. (We originally planned to get tested first but she couldn’t wait). Something about that turned me on so hard, needless to say we had the most passionate sex to date.
Don’t underestimate DD, if you have a partner you owe it to yourself to try it.
I feel strange about Wanted Black. Everyone else is getting crazy reality bending experiences where girls are throwing themselves at them. And as for me, I’ve had none of that. (Which isn’t bad…)
I’m in a relationship, also running Heartsong khan st4 and I’ve tried divine Diamond once 2 days ago. Besides lots of stares and smiles, I haven’t had any crazy women hit on me or anything else that’s mind-blowing.
I’ve continued to get closer to my girl, our bond is getting deeper and deeper everyday. I constantly get assaulted with kisses, hugs, declarations of love and lots and lots of sex. I look amazing, my face has a certain allure that I’m not sure was there before. My hair looks really nice and I got an unsolicited compliment from a complete stranger yesterday.
Only other things I can think of:
Went to a music festival, ran into old friends. One of them told me I look so different (but in a good way). Got complimented on physique, she also told me how her and all her friends had a crush on me growing up which was funny to hear.
Quite a few stares from girls in the crowd, lots of small interactions. Got complimented on my cologne by some 40 year old women. She chatted me up for a bit haha.
But yeah, nothing too insane. Perhaps a combination of Heartsong, Divine Diamond and the free will scripting in WB is causing me to reject potential “crazy results” and to not even seek them.
What you have is good too. I would go as far to say this is what most people would end up wanting and craving in a long term.
Honesty I’m happy with it. I was worried about running wanted black for those other reasons. But I seem getting exactly what I need out of it
Also since getting my gf with Heartsong khan st4 and Wanted (now WB) I’ve discovered the secret to quitting porn…
Have sex with real women… (preferably hot ones) 
In all seriousness it was that easy for me at least… have zero urge to watch that toxic trash anymore
Well my gf is visiting home in Chile for the next 3 weeks. I miss her, FaceTime isn’t enough for me 
It’s incredible how close we’ve become, and so fast. Every time we’re together she can’t help but say “I’m so comfortable with you, I’ve never felt like this.”
(Or some variation of that)
Even when we make out, when we cuddle etc she’s just so crazy about it. At first she thought it was weird because she’s not used to feeling so loved and receiving so much affection. And what’s so beautiful about us it’s that it’s reciprocal. Finally I have a girl on my level, we’re both equally crazy for each other in every way. There’s no imbalance, no weird games, no playing hard to get. Being with her is peaceful, I just hope that with Heartsong, that will never change.
And with divine diamond things are amazing in bed. 
I mentioned that I had issues getting full strength erections with her… well let’s just say since my first loop every time we did it either she’s getting tighter or I’m getting bigger 
Great results!! 
So I’ve changed my mind. As much as I want to run BDLM, my finances are becoming a greater priority.
I want more money, I want a better job, I want to try new things and I want to figure out what I want to do with my life. I may stick with RICH for now or use Mogul and perhaps the odd micro loop of rich.
Funnily enough after running a full loop of rich I received a check in the mail from the government lmao can’t make it up 
Then I started talking to my dad about work and he mentioned that I should ask for a raise.
I’m just irritated because I’m the perfect candidate to really test the powers of BDLM as I’m already doing a few things daily for PE. Running that would really skyrocket results and I think it would be very much worth it.
But Wanted black has scripting to support such
endeavours, so for now, finances are more important.
Wants < Needs
I too would say that’s a really good decision.
Running mogul now, I’m happy to finally switch my focus up a bit. Seems like for the last year or so all I could think about was my romance/sex life. I had so many mental hangups around confidence, feeling attractive, feeling worthy of beautiful women, making conversation with them etc.
Now I’m in a much better place and being with my girl makes me satisfied with my growth.
I think my new stack will be:
Khan st4
Heartsong
Mogul
Wanted black is great but I’m not sure it’s what’s best for me since now I’m in a relationship. I don’t need all these temptations to cheat. I finally have a girl that I love and I wouldn’t want to break her heart.
Initially I thought I could fight the urge but it’s strong… WB makes me horny as hell and combine that with women you find sexy af throwing themselves at you… no way I could stay loyal.
Especially if I went to a party and got a bit drunk, it’s game over
Maybe I’ll finally make a custom and use Khan st4 and Wanted. Or maybe Divine Diamond, Heartsong and Wanted. Idk what I want to do but all I know is that I love being Wanted, it’s who I am at my core. So maybe I’ll put WB to rest and just stick with the Wanted core.
Is it normal to be antagonistic? Like when I flirt, I’m very antagonistic to the point where my girlfriend finds it odd.
Stupid example but we were playing uno with some of her friends and I got the card where I can make up a rule. So I said anytime someone picks up a card, my gf has to as well.
Later that night she expressed that she didn’t like that. “Baby we are in a relationship, we’re on the same team. Why do you antagonize me?”
I just sat there kind of speechless like… idk I thought it was funny. Obviously it’s a small example but these are the kinds of tricks I play on girls I like.
But I wonder if wanted’s mischievousness is unsuitable for a relationship. Or maybe is it just toxic behaviour from me. Cause I’ve always been aggressive, antagonistic, and borderline bullying women that I like. Obviously it’s in a semi joking manner but I’m starting to think maybe I’m just traumatized by my parents constantly arguing and yelling at each other.
It seemed they were always at odds with one another so maybe I’ve internalized that dynamic and I now subconsciously see it as a way to express love? Even if I don’t actually get angry and want to argue with my girl. The act of antagonizing her for fun is perhaps my way of replicating that dynamic I saw as a child.
There is a level in it which is harmless teasing if you’re there then it is fine in most cases. But when it goes beyond a threshold that is way too much then it will be a problem.