I’m becoming more aware that i’m sensitive to injustice.
I tend to overreact when I receive one and I tend to be moved easily when I see one.
It’s as if my survival depends on it. Weird, but i’ve just become more aware of this.
Among many things, this explains why LBFH worked so well for me.
It was helping me directly & indirectly with this.
Being able to shift my perspectives from survival to kindness & understanding helps me tremendously.
I didn’t think this was that bad of a condition, the are benefits too despite of the disadvantages, so I just left it alone. But now i realize what to do.
For starter, I need to gain more control of it instead of trying to “fix” it out of my being. Understanding more about myself & others will be crucial for this.
Is this what DRR2 is leading me towards? Is it because i stack it with HeO? I’m glad i ran LBFH first though.
It started as the usual nightmarish recon induced dream.
But then it slowly became real, it’s as if i was living in another reality… as an intelligent black cat working in a company.
It’s like a movie, the story is solid, character development is on point. Unlike normal dreams, i can remember everything clearly.
The exploits i did, the way i charmed my way up etc i remember them.
Anyway, wtf DRR2. I’ve never got a sub dream like this.
Also that made me sleep for 12 hours somehow, i’m fucked but i think it was well worth the experience. Who would reject playing a game where it’s as if your consciousness was transported into another world anyway.
When dreams become coherent, as in they follow a very particular “plot line,” (in my experience) this means that whatever is changing within you has already occurred and you simply have to recognize whatever it is. The incoherent dreams are the ones where things are being processed. Coherence indicates completion, with this “final processing” being the seal.
It does feel like that.
It also coincides with the significant decrease in DRR2’s recon after more than half a year.
As the theme of the dream suggests, also with the new insight about LBFH & HeO I wrote a few days ago.
It’s as if things are finally gathering together into a clear path.
I’ll take this dream as a sign that there’s a good chance things are indeed going in that direction then.
DRR is gone because what i want from it is in HLB.
LE is gone for the same reason.
HeO is gone.
My plan to add Paragon may also be gone because of the first stage.
I won’t need to use LBFH either since stage 2 includes most of what i need from it left.
There goes my plan to make a custom too since most of the goals i want to achieve with modules are in HLB.
Though, as i wrote there, i need to use HeO a bit more, and i may as well finish DRR before i make the switch.
HLB is an all in one package for all my needs.
I’ll use every single stage in my stack in rotation.
4 months on, 1-2 months break each. So the stack always has 3 subs, though rotated every cycle or two.
Update 1:
I’ve updated the plan
I'll add the stages one by one, starting in January.
Before that, I’ll use DRR3 for 3 months in a 2 sub stack & DRR4 for 3 months in a 2 sub stack + 2 months in a 3 sub stack. HeO for 8 months straight (including this month) until it gets replaced.
I’d ideally want to ease a bit more into DRR3, but delaying HLB for 6 months is already an optimistic plan to begin with. One day I might “accidentally” buy the sub and “accidentally” play it all for 15 minutes each after all, rofl.
I’ve been using DRR for a year anyway; it’s already longer than necessary.
Good enough for me.
That’s Paragon out of the stack.
I’ve been working on the first topic for years.
If everything goes downhill, as it has happened before, the only thing I can trust to still remain is my own ability to take care of myself. I’m also using HeO, so I have recovery scripting in the stack already. The extra boost in health is nice, but it’s not at the top of my priority list of things to improve using subs.
I’m also running DRR right now, so the second one is secondary when I make the change from HeO + DRR4 to HLB.
The third & fourth ones intrigue me the most, these are what I’m trying to fill in with LE. But I’m currently focusing on productivity first before cognitive enhancement.
So my plan is to add the 4th > 3rd > 2nd > 1st.
1 row = 1 month.
It makes sense for when I’ll switch my stack later, but I’m not sure whether following this will be a good idea or not further down the line. I think it shouldn’t be a big deal in the long run since I’ll be getting the same amount of exposure over time either way.
Alternatively, I could do this too if necessary.
Maybe 2 years from now instead of next year like in the image.
This plan looks optimistic. I fully intend to stick to it though.
HLB fits everything I’m trying to achieve with my stack and more anyway.
But as an extra guarantee, I’ll delete every other sub files except for HeO & DRR so I won’t be as easily tempted to switch in the meanwhile. I might use the new LE somewhere along the line though.
I’m getting really comfortable with 2-3 rest days in between listening days.
It just feels like the right amount.
No significant recon from DRR2 anymore either, i used to get them even when i listened 2-4 times a cycle only.
Now I’m 100% confident in switching to DRR3 next month.
Any leftovers & smaller details from DRR2 can be taken care of later in DRR4. Getting the big chunk of recon dealt with is enough.
The thing i dont understand about hlb is wouldnt the othet subs specialize more in certain stages? Like Limitless would be better for air emperor executive for productivity (fire) and spartan for earth?