Viktor’s Victory Venture (LE + DRR)

Journals - Major Programs
#1033

After a bit of introspection to find more clarity about what I want with subs, I found these:

  • I want the increased fulfilment from HeO or the balance brought by relations from LBFH.
  • I want to see what LE will be like without the booster subs, DRR/DRLD.

It has been around 5 months since I started DRR.
I also used DRLD for a month before that too.
I think it’s good to take a rest from the booster titles for 1-2 months.

Now, I can run LE + HeO, LE + LBFH, or use a 3 stack.

I didn’t consider LBFH before, but it’s clear that my social life is dipping way below normal from focusing too much on working. LBFH might have a higher ROI because of it.
But HeO is clearly what I want. There’s nothing like the fulfilment from it. It’s more direct than LBFH.

Either of them is great at helping me regain the balance of having more “meaning” behind what I do.

I don’t know which one to use, I guess I’ll use LBFH solely because it has NSE in it.
I’ll use it for 1-2 months, then switch back to DRR.

That will delay my plan to use EB though, I’ll switch to it later after I’m done with LBFH.
EB + LBFH sounds like a bad combination.

Honestly, I kinda miss that feeling of being loved by the universe too, it would be nice to get that again.
LBFH can lower my productivity though, but LE is strong, combined with the bloom from DRR, I bet I won’t struggle as much with LBFH this time.

Funny how I just don’t give a fuck anymore about money. Mogul outdid itself, rofl.

#1034

I’ll use shorter loops first with LBFH.
It’s proven that If I use less than 5m, it won’t affect my productivity too much.

starting from 3m, then increasing it by 30s every listening day.

I’ll also continue using shorter loops for LE, for no reason really.
It won’t matter in the long run for me to take it slow anyway.

#1035

Damn, i didn’t realize how much weight DRR2 was putting on my head.
The longer I don’t listen to it, the lighter everything feels.

Well, it’s a good thing I decided to switch to another sub for an unrelated reason.
If it had gone further, it could have affected my productivity.
I used shorter loops too with DRR2, with extra rest days than usual. It would have been worse if I used the normal 11 on 4 off schedule and full loops.

Now I understand why people say, “I didn’t get recon on stage 1 but stage 2 was hard”.

The healing was good though, it went a bit deeper than DRR1.
But it doesn’t really fit my goals, so I can’t see myself running it again instead of the first stage in the near future.

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#1036

Once you unblock your mind from all obstacles you can take on everything but don’t overdo it.

That’s why I didn’t rush finishing DRR1, I took notes on the experienced I had with my current business. I didn’t have business background but people on all walks of life just pop up to help me.

I have not tried NR yet but I have done a lot of disruption to my competitions.

I felt all the fear I had with DR, then when I listened to DRR1 it emerges again but this time I am quite prepared - you go stronger with the experienced.

#1037

yeah, I was definitely gonna overdo it if I decided to keep using DRR2, thankfully I realized sooner.

I hope that will be the case for me too when I listen to DRR2 again in the future.
This is the second time I listened to DRR2 though, it was better than the first one. I felt unbearably vulnerable back then. Now the vulnerability wasn’t that bad.

Try using LBFH too, I stacked it with Mogul back then and that stack had the best result for manifesting people to help my businesses.

#1038

Perfectly true, LBFH and Mogul or other wealth titles. I supplement this with my meditation.

You found the secret.

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#1039

LBFH 3m LE 4m

LBFH acts quickly.
The internal changes are starting already.
The emotional prosperity scripting is starting to fill me up.
Interaction with people feel more pleasant.

I think LBFH is a good choice to help smoothen out the process of adapting to LE.
Start soft with LBFH first, then go all out with DRR1 later.

I’m still using AC for +1s.
Now i’m at 4s, the next one is 5s.
I have been using it for more than a year and it’s still hard to use without any overload with higher exposure. I wonder what the update for AC would feel like.

#1040

I find it harder to accept LBFH’s effects.
I wonder why.

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#1041

My productivity is better.
I think it’s because I wasn’t aware how much the recon from DRR2 was slowly chipping away at it.

LBFH had always decreased my productivity, but the fact that it’s increasing just points out how much DRR2 was affecting me.

I want to revisit DRR2’s healing again in the future.
But for now, it doesn’t really align with my goals.
Maybe I’ll play it again once in a while to slowly chip away at the recon as I did with WB.

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#1042

I felt “I don’t deserve love”
Where the fuck did this come from? Was it the remnant of the recon from DRR2?
I don’t know what else could cause it.

I’ll wait and see how it will go, I think using LBFH is the right call for what I need right now.

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#1043

I got some realizations about productivity from meditation.
So far the ones that I try implementing are working well.

It shows how much I was blind to my problems until I dug deep to uncover them.
It’s not enough to know, some have to be experienced.

DRR2 was giving me a lot of recon, but I’m sure it also helped LE to make me more productive.

#1044

I think LBFH is the key for having the most bang for the bucks meaningful social interactions.
This will be beneficial for pushing the balance with my productivity goals.

I want more productivity, but i also need leisure socialization.
I’m still a human after all.

LBFH can help me maximize the time i spend socializing so i can spend less time and still reap the benefits.

LBFH also frees me from having to spend effort & allocate time to socialize.
The manifestation will take care of it by itself.

It’s a good sub to pair with LE for productivity.

No socialization is possible, but it’s not sustainable long term.
The last time i tested it a few years ago, my limit was 2-3 weeks without any.
I tested it many times and i couldn’t get past that limit. I felt i was physically decaying & rotting from focusing on work alone with very minimal activities & human interaction other than the essentials.

I wonder whether i can get past 1 month using EB.
But I can’t test it anymore. The nature of my works now don’t allow me to go into the true monk mode like i did years ago.
I’m still excited with EB regardless.

#1045

i found monk mode the most sustainable when I dedicated a full saturday and half of sunday to socializing and not working, but with people (my girlfriend, mainly) that I knew were going to be consistently positive interactions. And one evening a week, when something fun was happening, to go out and socialize so long as i still got 80% as good a sleep as normal that night. I kept that up for 2 years. 1-2 socializing sessions a week

And of course, socializing and connecting with the people that i worked with in the same industry as me. That was the key. Socializing that felt like business, and business that felt like socializing.

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#1046

1-2 a week looks healthy.
I only do 1-2 a month lately, but I also get a lot of small interactions with my work & other venues unlike the pure monk mode back then. Every time I did less, I became more grumpy and strangely less productive.

Yeah, sleep is sacred. I’m always pushing for more productivity but sleep is non negotiable.
Less sleep means less efficiency overall, which defeats the purpose of staying up late to do more work.

Yep, I started embracing this and the result was fantastic.
LBFH boosted it even further when I first used it more than a year ago.

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#1047

I didn’t have to wait for long. LBFH worked quickly to show the proof & make me feel deserving of love.

I have been using LBFH for a long time, but the speed still surprises me.

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#1048

I think i understand why 12 days is the minimum for switching to another sub if you have a 3 sub stack.
This is the 12th day since the last time I listened to DRR2. I felt the recon had completely been lifted out.

I’ll listen to DRR2 again tomorrow to chip away at the recon and also check my reaction to it.
Then I’ll use it again 10-12 days after it, take a full 2 month break,& use it again for 1 month for 3 times

That did the trick for WB back then.
I hope this is enough for when I go back to DRR2 again in like a year.

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#1049

I found it.
It was from DRR2.
I played it for 7m30s earlier alongside LBFH for 4m.
Now the feeling is suddenly back.

DRR2 was the one causing it.
So now I know for sure that DRR2 are causing these recons:

  • Strong feeling of vulnerability
  • Feeling unworthy
  • Surface level self defeating thoughts

I’ll listen to DRR2 again in 10 days then take a break from DRR2 for 2 months.
Let’s see how much the recon will go down over time.

LBFH is the best sub to deal with these recons.
Its goals are directly targeting them.
That’s why I felt LBFH’s effects were strong even though I thought I was done with LBFH half a year ago

LBFH is still a better option for me too than LB because it’s solving my problem with finding the balance with LE. It’s hitting 2 birds with 1 stone. I’m glad I switched back to LBFH even though I planned to use HeO instead. I guess that’s partly my intuition taking the wheel.

#1050

10s microloops of DRR2 to keep chippinga away?

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#1051

That’s actually a good idea, I didn’t think of that.

I’ll swap AC for DRR2. +2s every listening day. 4 times a month starting in the middle of next month.

I’ve tested swapping AC with another microlooped sub in a 2 sub stack a few times.
I always came out fine without side effects/overload. So I’m sure this time won’t be different either.

I’ll use the microloop during the break periods from using DRR2 like normal going forward.

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#1052

I think I found one more recon from DRR2.
It’s so subtle that I didn’t even notice it until I did a deeper introspection.

I became less secure about not having a conclusion.
I usually feel fine leaving things as they are if I can’t make a strong conclusion yet out of the facts provided, or lack thereof.

The recon made me insecure about the unknown, about not making a statement.
It made me want to jump to a conclusion as a way to make me feel secure.

It’s fine in a social setting, but horrible in my field.

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