Wait fuck, Limitless has the executive function?
Should I have gotten Limitless instead of LE? My goal is long term.
I’m in no rush to get more productivity nor creativity especially in the next few months.
I might have just fumbled on a purchase.
If the productivity boost in Limitless is on the same strength as Mogul, then LE is the wrong choice.
Since Mogul + DRR alone is enough to develop my productivity.
Well, that’s a bummer, but let’s see what LE can give me. I’ll swap it for a custom in 3 months anyway.
I wonder if the ME will enter this list too. It’s now categorized as a Limitless product after all.
I feel more easily irritable & jealous lately.
This is really exciting because this could be from LE.
Maybe this is what recon from LE feels like.
Finally i can feel something from the sub.
This could be from DRR1 though.
In which case; what the fuck? I have been using it for more than 3 months and this is the first time i get hit by a recon like this. The feeling is different from anything DRR1 has ever given to me, so i’m a bit skeptical that it is from DRR1.
The recon is not overpowering.
I’m more excited than annoyed by it, LE is finally giving me a reaction.
I think i’ve been consistently getting recon in the washout periods.
This washout I’m doing now is 5 days long since I did 13 days.
I guess maybe this is from DRR1? this is the only sub that might cause this.
I played LE for 30s, 15m, 15m. 3 listening days total so far.
So I’ve tried both microloop & full loop.
Back then I didn’t feel anything, no recon nor anything different.
But I’m just starting to feel the recon after 4-5 days of the last exposure to LE.
I wonder if it’s from DRR1 or LE.
DRR1 is the only sub that gives me recon in the washout period, but the recon now feels different that I have a suspicion that it’s from LE.
My productivity doesn’t suffer at the slightest though, as long as it’s not a lethargy recon, I don’t mind it.
I’ll try to use lower loops too like you said.
1m, 3m, 5m, 7m. I’ll look at the difference with how I react to them later.
Hopefully it won’t be that bad. I’ll take it slowly for now, just in case.
It could have been an initial stonewalling followed by a processing of the input.
For LE microloops seem to work best after some time of normal exposure. I didn’t try microloops my first loop. I tried them after having been listening for 3-7 minutes for a while.
It could be.
I have never stonewalled before so I don’t really know how that feels like.
My productivity doesn’t dip much though, so my hypothesis is the power is just not stronger from RM:UWX & Mogul, at least for now. It could be either stonewalling or the strength is still building up.
Hmm… I’ll try with longer loops first then.
My fear is just lethargy. Anything other than that is fine.
I just hope the “anything” doesn’t turn into lethargy, rofl.
After a bit more introspection.
I realized that the recon felt a bit like the one from my first cycle of HeO.
So i tried the fix i did back then.
I got the dirties, most unhealthy sweet food nearby.
Well, it worked. The recon is gone.
I also spent some time doing physical activities later in the day.
Now there’s almost no recon anymore.
I think the recon stemmed from the initial energy requirement LE required for its effects.
My eating schedule is the same as usual, so i’m sure it wasn’t lacking in general.
Maybe it wasn’t even from LE, Maybe my blood sugar just decided to drop down for some reasons.
That’s also a valid guess for what happened.
But like what happened with HeO back then, my food intake is not that different than usual. So i doubt it.
My sleep is also normal.
What i know now is disgustingly unhealthy & sweet food fixed it.
The sweet food treatment was successful yesterday.
Idk if it was a recon, a cyclical phase my body goes through, random physical problems etc.
I’ll try to increase my food intake from now on. Let’s see if that works in fixing the situation completely.
I added some deep fried food with extra salt to my eating routine today.
This is the best i’ve felt in a while.
Idk what the fuck is happening, but i fixed something apparently.
Taste wise it wasn’t even that good, but i feel really good afterwards.
Well, it’s working. I’m not gonna complain, rofl.
I think something is processing extremely deeply inside.
I just got the most extensive dream i’ve ever gotten ever.
It felt like i lived another life entirely. I’m not exaggerating.
Only subs ever gave me dreams this deep & realistic before.
But this was way more immersive than the usual sub dream from SC.
This is so different than usual that i can’t pin point it to subs or other stuff.
Maybe there’s a link with it and why my body needed sweet food & salty deep fried stuff. Maybe it was trying to process something but it required more fuel to do so.
Idk what & why it happened, but i’m just enjoying the journey.
This is 1:1 what I felt from DRR2.
I didn’t like it at first. It was nice to have, but I prefered the smooth & invisible approach of DRR1.
But then I read the quote above from NR.
And it’s also similar to a part of the module “Revelation of Product Creation”.
I wonder if I can use this effect from DRR2 to enhance my creativity.
It’s similar in principle, maybe this can work with a bit of conscious guidance.
DRR1 has served me well for more than 3 months. Now that I have achieved one of the time consuming endeavors I did, increasing creativity in the meantime seems to make much more sense than focusing on DRR1’s push for productivity when combined with a productivity sub.
The cleansing effect and passive buff on everything in my life that I got from DRR1 might get disrupted by going to DRR2, but it shouldn’t be that bad considering it’s still the same sub, just different stages.
It won’t be as invisible as DRR1, but I have the resources to spend on dealing with recon and adapting to the other scripting. The “natural state of calmness” from DRR2 will be great for my meditation practise too.
I might gonna throw LBFH in the stack until the end of the month.
I can afford to not be as productive as usual for the time being, I might as well get more enjoyment from my stack by means other than work related stuff.
Update 1:
Ok, the scripting from DRR2 worked quickly.
It’s working together with the ambition scripting from LE.
I know it’s from LE because I didn’t feel this when I first ran DRR2 back then.
The inspiration came from the scripting similar to the “see the beauty in life and all things” in DRR2.
It’s almost like the one from the experimental RM:V.
Combined with the ambition scripting from LE, makes me want to just take action on it.
There are things that I want to try, to get deep into.
But it’s gonna cost time. My schedule is already packed enough as is.
Especially the next month after I get back to being busy as usual.
Can I fit more? I just added a colossal time sink 4 months ago after I got the inspiration from RM:V.
I don’t know, I barely take any weekends to rest already. I won’t have any time to rest if I do.
The worst thing that could happen is if the other things I do get affected negatively because I stretch myself too much.
It’s probably not wise to go with that.
But I’ll try cutting stuff off to free up more time.
Maybe I’ll even get EB to supplement the stack.
Prolonged rest is not my style anyway.
If I fuck up, at least that’s from trying & living life rather than inaction.
“I’m too busy to take care of my health”
“I have done the best I could to my health, I can’t do more than this”
No, these are just excuses.
Yes, I live cleanly compared to other people. I eat well, I sleep well, I workout & have enough physical activities etc. These things are important for my performance.
If I don’t eat well, I can’t have the energy & clarity to do my work.
If I don’t sleep properly, I’ll impair my thinking capability.
If I don’t work out, I’ll feel worse and I’ll lose my focus more easily.
I don’t smoke, drink alcohol, do drugs etc for the same reason. Performance.
I thought I had done enough, but this is just a limiting belief that I put onto myself.
I’ve done well, but these are just the bare minimum for my performance.
This is a part of productivity I can still explore & improve with the biggest potential for great outcomes.
Paragon is the obvious sub to add, but I have been jumping around too many subs lately.
So I’ll stick with LE + DRR first, then add Mogul if necessary.
Wealth makes health easier to improve after all.
