Viktor’s Victory Venture (LE + DRR)

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#1356

Paragon is not a bad idea at all.
I saw it as a one off emergency sub, but it can also keep me healthy in the long run.
The healthier I am, the longer and the better I can give towards my goals.

Looking at history, so many great people have died from health problems.
But it’s not talked about enough, as health problems are not as exciting/glorious as “getting poisoned by the enemies” or “died in a battle”. In some cases, it might even be seen as a weak / unsatisfying end to a grand figure.

Health is so important yet so neglected, even culturally unacceptable, at the same time.

I know my body is healthier than most. I’ve been doing my best to keep it that way.
But what if I add Paragon on top of it? It’s as foundational as emotional healing, productivity and creativity that I’ve been pursuing in this period of using subs. I can’t do all of that if my body can’t.

With what’s happening to my body now, even though it’s not a full on health problem and just a side effect of emotional healing, it makes it much more obvious that I should seriously consider Paragon. A small imbalance can knock my tight schedule this bad, let alone a whole fucking illness.

Illness is just as bad as recon in how badly it can affect me.
I rarely thought about it because I rarely get ill in the first place. It’s time to take it more seriously.

My stack rotation is full with HeO, DRR/G, LE, & HERO though.
I think this is the right reason to make a custom so I can add Paragon into my stack.
I’ll make it a Paragon + LE custom once both are already updated.

LE + Paragon + NWE.
Productivity & health towards more wealth.

Wealth is the only thing missing from my stack, though it’s lower in the priority list. If I don’t want to keep trying to find a way to slip in Mogul into the stack, it’ll be better if i just add a wealth element to the stack.

Paragon can also balance LE (and every single sub in my stack since they’re all productivity boosters) in case i get too far with it, as i often do.

I can’t build it until next year though.
This year is full with advancing the stages for both DRR & HERO.
Adding a completely new sub on top of that is just asking for trouble.

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#1357

not to F your stack but i was just reviewing Mind’s Eye and it directly enhances creativity/innovation, routines, visualization (ofc), manifestation, and ability to accomplish seemingly impossible-to-imagine goals.

You might want to give it a re-read if u havent in a while!

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#1358

I was planning to use ME too.

But HeO turned out to be enough for now.
Well, it took the sub almost a year to show this to me, potentially unlocked by DRR, but i always welcome a pleasant surprise, lol.

I’ll use the new HERO title too, which i believe will have a creativity enhancer effect (even if it’s indirect) like HeO. LE will also get the update. Changing it from BL to Limitless.

Maybe i’ll add ME to a custom one day.
But i can’t see it entering my stack any time soon.

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#1359

When reading the forum, sometimes it got me thinking.
If we made a gathering in real life, I must be about the least charismatic out of everybody, rofl.
The most I’ve used is WB for 4 cycles total. Other than that, zero sub that focuses of attractiveness.

Update 1:

I was looking around for what sub to use for attractiveness in case I ever want to use one.
It’s easily EmpD. Not even a question.

I can afford to add it in a custom around 1-2 years from now.
It will be in the third sub slot that only gets played 2-4 times a month, though.

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#1360

I did LE 15m LBFH 15m DRR2 15s yesterday.

It has been 3 listening days in a row, No overload at all.
Though I can’t really feel DRR2’s effects as clearly as when i ran it for 30s. No recon either.

I didn’t expect this.
I thought i’d at least see an overload right around now.

This can’t be right, i must be missing something.
LE & LBFH are not weakening either.

What if i stay with this amount of exposure to DRR2 for a bit longer.

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#1361

I feel like i hold more power over my sexuality.
“My way is the way” kind of inner power behind it.

DRR2 is doing its job. This flavor of inner power is unique to the sub.
I take back what i said about not feeling much from just 15s.

DRR1 feels complete as a booster alone, but DRR2 makes it even more complete.

I got a pleasant surprise from LBFH.
I forgot it can make me become more vulnerable & honest towards myself.
I like it.

So many inner introspection from DRR2.
It’s uniquely themed around inner power, so I know it’s DRR2’s doing.

15s is this strong?
No fucking wonder I got recon from running this sub longer.
Maybe it’s because of the combination of how responsive I am to subs & my low tolerance for density.

Or maybe because I started thinking about DRR2’s effects when I wrote the post above, and my brain went “we’re actually going through a lot with DRR2 you dummy, here let me show you”. In which case, that’s one more reason to keep journaling.

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#1362

LE 15m LBFH 15m DRR2 50s

I’m starting to think that adding a microlooped third sub is a viable strategy.
I won’t ever recommend it though, just a personal observation.

LE is still strong.
LBFH is blossoming.
DRR2 is working better & smoother than I expected.

I feel no overload symptoms either.
At least no lethargy or that distinct “dense” feeling.

What the fuck?

I’m in control of my thoughts about the thoughts of sex.
That’s a mouthful, but that’s exactly what’s happening.

It’s starting to show me my thought patterns about sexuality.
I wasn’t even aware about these patterns before.
But now, not only they are deconstructed and laid bare in front of me, but DRR2 also gives me the tools & guidance to navigate & shift my perspectives around this topic.

This is liberating and eye opening.

LE feels more robust in some areas of productivity, but shallow in others where HeO & DRR1 shines. Creativity is one big aspect of HeO that is completely lacking from LE.

It’s hard to justify LE over those two, but it will improve with the update later anyway.

The executive part works well though.
Not much to complain about.

Using LBFH for a long time made me forget how utterly fucking broken this sub is. It is that strong.

This is the ultimate feel good sub for me.

The problem is just that, it has too far exceeded my internal goals that I don’t know what am i going to use LBFH’s improvements for.
The more I use LBFH, the more i understand that i’m truly done with the sub.

It’s great for emergencies like what happened a week ago. But anything more than that is unnecessary. I’d rather give the spot to Mogul if it’s just for feeling good.

I’ll swap LBFH for HeO 2 months from now.

Update 1:

Ok that’s a recon from DRR2.
But it only shows up in certain situations.

There’s no lethargy recon, nor is it disruptive.
I’ll go back to 20s in the next listening day.

So my no recon sweetspot is around 20s-50s.
My bearable recon sweetspot is 50s+.
Time to find out the exact numbers & improve.

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#1363

I’ve been feeling a shift in my mindset.

Have I been taking life too seriously?
I don’t have a problem with that, it’s the most fulfilling point of view I’ve ever lived under, and I owe a lot of the joy in my life to it.

But what if there’s a chance of significant improvement if I embrace the opposite?
Not just being playful, but to view the world in a childlike wonder.

Idk how to explain it, but it seems like what DRR2 is inching me towards.

Btw, there’s a very subtle recon from DRR2.
I can notice it only because DRR2’s recon is so unique.
Coming back to 20s was the right choice.

Update 1:

I just remembered that DRR2 has this kind of “pure, childlike life enjoyment” effect based on my first run of it months ago.

Was this why I had such recon from the sub?
What’s inside me that found this problematic?

I have a feeling that figuring this out will net me a great benefit.
Just like when I figured out LBFH and parts of WB.

Now that I’m aware of what’s going on, I realized how much DRR2’s blissful life enjoyment effect has been affecting me lately. I do see life in a deeper sense of joy.

I like it.

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#1364

OH I UNDERSTAND IT NOW.

What DRR2 is leading me towards is the pure intrinsic enjoyment of the process itself.
Opening that layer of enjoyment I didn’t even know existed.
This is a strong hypothesis. I’ll find ways to put in action what DRR2 is inching me towards.

Was this why I got recon from AHJ?
Well, it could have been DRR2’s recon now that I think about it.
But the thought of using AHJ to dive deeper into this topic is not a bad idea at all.

Is it worth destabilizing my stack even more to add AHJ into the stack?

I don’t think so. Adding LBFH is already risky as is.
I’m glad LE with microlooped DRR2 can manage to keep up my productivity.
DRR2 with recon is devastating for productivity, but without recon, it’s actually helping me a bit.

I know that there’s something to this.
It also aligns with my goals.

AHJ is the undisputed best sub for what DRR2 is trying to show me.

It’s not a virtue driven fulfilment like the one from HeO, it’s a raw enjoyment of the process, of life.

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This is more than a valid reason to add AHJ to my stack.
My goals are still the same: productivity, creativity & fulfilment.

AHJ has the chance to show me that “next level” of fulfilment, as HeO had back then.

Better fulfilment will lead to better productivity & an indirect effect towards creativity.

This is a strong reason to swap.
I could be wrong, but this is the biggest lead I have to break through to the next level.
I might as well take the gamble. If this leads to a revelation as great as the one from HeO’s virtue scripting, then any momentary instability in the stack is a worthwhile price to pay for it.

I think I can swap DRR in place of AHJ for a few months.
The whole reason I use DRR1 is to boost everything in my life, especially productivity from HeO.
Now that LE is back in the stack, especially with the update later, LE + HeO should be more than enough to cover DRR’s spot.

I’ve been using DRR for ~10 months anyway, alternating between DRR1 & DRR2.
I’ll count this detour as a well needed break from the core DRR scripting.

LE + HeO + AHJ. Productivity, creativity, fulfilment.
I planned to include the new HERO title in the rotation. But I’m not in a rush to use it. Adding a completely new multistager into this might unnecessarily dilute the focus. I’ll try to delay the new HERO title until next year if my willpower is strong enough to resist using it, rofl.

Fuck it, I’m taking the plunge.

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#1367

With the new essence type of modules, I wonder if we can use that for this purpose instead of using the whole module. It will definitely lighten the load of an already bloated custom.

If you have 4 subs you’d like to maintain, instead of 4 cores,
It seems more reasonable to add 3 cores + 2 essence with modules that have similar functions to the sub in the essence form in an attempt to “complete” it.

Untested, the whole thing is still in a state of loose theories, but a few years from now, I’ll experiment with this after I’m done with HeO.

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#1368

First time full loop AHJ.

I think I’m starting to understand what “tool” scripting is.

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#1369

Is AHJ one of those subs like DRR1/Mogul where I won’t feel anything in particular until a few months later when I look back at the changes in my life and notice how much the sub contributed to it?

So far I’ve been noticing the sub preventing me from doing self sabotage that will lower my enjoyment.
In a way, it does feel like a “tool” when it’s in effect.

Nothing much yet. I’m still gonna observe what it does.
I’m glad there’s no recon though, so the recon back in January was caused by DRR2 instead.

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#1370

AHJ is strong, wtf?

Immediately, i can see it working on helping me prevent whatever could make my enjoyment less enjoyable.

Instead of an immediate feel of joy, i got a methodical guidance on how to gain more & prevent self sabotage.

One thing that i’m starting to notice is the comparison effect.
“Do this, then do this. Compare which one of those two will give you better enjoyment.” or “See how you’re sabotaging your own enjoyment if you do this instead of this.”

Dare I say, it is better than WB + HeO for meditation.
My awareness has been increased significantly.
Even more than that combination above.

I’m less annoyed by whatever sensations are showing up in my body & mind.
They lower my enjoyment, so AHJ helps me to just be aware of them & observe.

Thoughts, feelings, sensations that used to make me think “this is fucking annoying, but i’m gonna try to just observe” turns into “oh this sensation exists, okay”. A complete detachment. A shift in how i used to react. A rapid progress overnight.

It makes me aware of how much needless self sabotage i’ve been programmed to do all this time that lowers my enjoyment.

This is more powerful than I expected.

It’s different from LBFH.
When i use LBFH, i feel good almost immediately.
Life feels good with many manifestations almost in a snap.
AHJ is different. It’s methodical.
Instead of a raw shift, it’s guiding you there.
Now I understand why it is a skill sub.

AHJ is not just a feel good sub.
It is a “HOW TO feel good” sub.

I might just keep AHJ in my stack. It is much more than just a sub for fulfilment. It is indirectly buffing my productivity.

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#1371

I think AHJ is the first sub with “tool style scripting” that I’ve ever used.

Saint said the anti-recon scripting works best with subs that has this kind of scripting.
So i can assume that the anti-recon itself has this tool style scripting.

Now i understand better how the anti recon might work.

After seeing what AHJ is capable of with its tool scripting, it is utter nonsense to keep using the unupdated LE over EE.

If it’s not updated this month, I’m switching to EE next month.

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#1372

I FIGURED IT OUT.

“Hope”
Or whatever the right term is.

That was what was missing.
I’ve been too deep into minimalism, efficiency, grinding etc that I unknowingly suppressed this part of me way too much.

AHJ led me to this realization.
A deeper layer that I wasn’t aware of.
I think it’s only right to listen & take a step back.
I’ve done a lot. Maybe it’s time to reevaluate my life, goals & focus.

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#1373

AHJ feels more tangible than LE.
It feels more grounded, practical, usable.
Weird but that’s how it is.

I’ve been experiencing many angles of emotion.
Desperation, anger, violence, empathy, loss, safety, assuredness and many more that are hard to categorize into words.

It feels like I’m getting a fuller experience of life.
All within these past few days.

It’s interesting.
I can see how this may lead to a life that’s even more fulfilling.
I want to experience the ups and downs too. That’s life.

Though I’ve been throwing myself into many experiences in life, I couldn’t shake the feeling that I’ve been there, done that. It’s the same shit.
The answer is not what’s out there, it’s inside. It’s not through stability, it’s through chaos.
I didn’t believe it could get deeper, I was wrong.

Is this a good thing? Honestly, I don’t know.
But I know that there’s something to be gained from this.

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#1374

I’m in a huge shift in my view of life.
It’s not a good idea to overshare on the internet.
I need to cut out journaling here for a while, just in case.

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#1375

Triggered by the art of happiness?

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#1376

Most likely.

#1377

I’m reconsidering AHJ’s place in my stack now.

Damn I didn’t expect it to be this strong without microloop.
I thought it was gonna be an easy one like Mogul/DRR1.

Well, it is easy, but unlike the other invisible subs, I must set aside a separate time to digest these changes. It’s not really healing, it’s expanding. And unlike Mogul’s external expansion, which makes it frictionless to run, AHJ’s is more internal. That brings its own set of challenges.

I gotta go back to shorter loops.
Not because of recon, but the results take too much of my focus away, more than I could afford, even after I’ve taken extra preparation for it.

Even though I can just microloop, for this month, I’ll drop AHJ first. Then I’ll pick it up again next month.
Seeing how I’ve mostly figured out my problem with the help of LBFH’s softening effect, I’ll also drop it.

That leaves LE alone in the stack.
Probably for the better too, as I need to recalibrate my focus first.
I’ll take this time to digest the new perspectives at my own pace.

I think HeO would have been great alongside AHJ.
AHJ to expand, HeO to keep the focus on my purpose.
I need to finish the 1-3 month break from HeO first though.

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