Viktor’s Victory Venture (LE + DRR)

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#1174

LE 15m AHJ 30s

LE full loop.
I can go back to focusing on productivity again after I switched LBFH with AHJ.
If I notice better results then I will drop the microloop altogether.

That moment where you just sit & stare blankly beside your bed and say “fuck I’m so tired I don’t want to keep going…” yet you know that you’ll triumph over it given enough time.
I begin to feel “the inner power to just say fuck it & do it anyway” happening faster & more effortlessly.
This is similar to what I felt with DRLD & DRR1.

I bet this is from getting the recon from DRR2 resolved + LE.
The result is the same, but the characteristics of the underlying mechanism that drives it are different.
DRLD feels like you do it because the limits are already broken or you want to break them.
DRR1 feels so passive yet holistic as if a good chunk of the hurdles & struggles never existed. I could push forward as if it were the most natural thing to do.
DRR2 + LE feels like it comes from my inner power. As if I’m taking the reign over my own life.

I didn’t expect DRR1 & DRR2 to be this different.
I can’t wait to see what DRR4 will be like, but that’s still a few years from now.

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Or maybe because I was not as tired last month, lol.
This month will be perfect to find out the real answer.
DRR2’s recon has significantly subsided, LE is not hindered by LBFH anymore, and I’ll be stupidly busy for the next 3-4 months.

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#1175

Since I can focus on productivity again after I’ve switched out of LBFH, I’ll cut out social media again.
That means forum is also on pause, again.

I tried cutting out social media 2-3 months ago, but DRR2’s lack of fulfilment recon forced me to get out of it. Now that it’s mostly over & figured out, I can attempt the optimization again.

Journaling will be stopped for a bit, but I believe finding clarity about “power” was enough to resolve DRR2’s recon going forward.

I’ll still visit the forum one or two times a month since saint said LE will be updated this spring.

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#1176

I was noticing that you’ve had many good creative ideas over the past months. Made me want to come and see what titles you’ve been running.

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#1177

I FOUND IT

I found a deeper insight for my fulfilment.

Strangely, when it clicked, it felt like LE & DRR2 has been building up to this moment. AHJ is the bonding agent that made me realize that about fulfilment using the foundation of both of the subs.

I can see how this boldness, inner power, perseverance is immensely useful for when i’ll use the RM subs later on. The inner power to not only be free to be creative, but also to execute it with conviction. To put it simply, “My way is the way”, as the cover says it. DRR is really the perfect foundation.

I think I understand why SC chose “freedom” as the foundation for RM. Although DRR is not RM, it gives me a glimpse of how having much more “freedom” can be more beneficial for creativity.

It has only been a few days, but it feels like i’m rediscovering the joy in all of these for the first time. The possibilities, the vigor, the anxious-excitement, it’s like i’m a child eager to play near the sea.

Before it clicked, AHJ was intensifying the subtle avoidance i had eversince i stopped HeO. Now i guess the process of self discovery has finally yielded its results.

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#1178

That must be from LE.

It’s the only cognitive enhancement sub i’ve used over the past months.

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#1179

Or maybe it’s just you.

I don’t know. But I did notice it.

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#1180

I have been thinking about this for months, but it just clicked after I got back up from DRR2’s recon.

Most, if not all of what I learned about how to meditate is applicable to achieve other things.
The contrast of “no recon > DRR2’s recon > no recon” showed me that this is true.

The problem with my approach to productivity is it’s mostly focused on the outside.
Outside restriction, outside optimization etc.
The “next level” of productivity that I’ve been trying to discover is inside.
I thought I knew, but I didn’t. I needed to gain clarity on this and I wasn’t even aware of it.
I thought what I did inside was good, but it was not deep enough. Meditation & the method of meditation taught me this.

There are still a lot of experiments to figure out more about this.
But I’m sure there’s something to be found here.

I feel like every time I stop journaling, I gain better clarity about what to write, what to focus on.
It’s not “write whatever I think about” anymore.

Is journaling once in a while actually the better approach for me than doing it every day?
There are pros and cons, the only way to know is to test it out.

For now, I’ll write the journal only if I truly need to like this one.
Otherwise, I’ll continue with the social media hiatus.
This is the better option for now.

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#1181

I think I’m getting an “avoidance” recon from AHJ.
It’s not confirmed, but a suspicion is enough.
I’m not gonna risk it. I’m dropping AHJ.

The results are great, but my main goal with AHJ is to soften DRR2’s recon.
If it adds more recon then it defeats the purpose of using it in the first place.

I still want to use a third sub besides DRR2 though.
So far I’m confident that I can run DRR2 once every 6 days now. However, I’ll still stick with 7-8 days.
I can use a third sub in between when I’m not listening to DRR2.
But I can’t use a new sub, it’s too risky. I’ve already risked it with AHJ and that’s enough for now.

HeO, DRR1, RM:UWX & Mogul.
These are the only options I have.
I also want it to have NSE because LE doesn’t yet. So that leaves me with DRR1 & Mogul.
I’ll think more about these options.

#1182

Are you sure that this suspicion isn’t recon itself?

  • Relentlessly Switching Titles / Title Jumping: Wanting to constantly change up your stack can be a sign of reconciliation. This one is a bit hard to see, because many people simply enjoy seeing what subliminals can achieve and will buy every new title simply for the science. That being said, we’ve observed that MOST people who title jump due to reconciliation will also engage in some weird logic by claiming to switch because the subliminal “isn’t working,” but will proceed to purchase multiple other titles, jumping from one to another because “they aren’t getting results.”

When recon manifests in switching titles and you decided to drop AoH for something new, than your suspicion could be a way your subconscious found to make you switch.

Usually this happens when the results we see are threatening a wounded part of us that we keep most dear.

#1183

It could be but it doesn’t matter.

I’ve set out the rule before I even started AHJ.
If it gives me recon, i’ll stop it.

I was already compromising by gambling on a new sub.
If I could, i’d have chosen ME instead of AHJ.
But I needed to focus on softening DRR2’s recon.

If 1 full loop & 5 microloops gave me a subtle recon, then I don’t want to unnecessarily increase the risk of it compounding and giving more recon on top of DRR2’s.

My goal is not to get what AHJ could offer, but to soften DRR2’s recon like what LBFH did.
If i can get more while i’m at it, then it’s good.
But if it just brings more risk of recon, then it loses its purpose altogether.

If i want to push through the recon on top of DRR2’s, I might as well use ME.

I see you’re rocking a new name :smirk:
I’m missing crucial lore in my absence, rofl.

#1184

Have you thought about revelation of mind? I realizing that you are very obsessed with understanding how your mind works. That’s what revelation of mine is about. It’s also a productivity sub, cognition enhancer of sorts, and a general results enhancer…

It’s not NSE but it’s close. I think “unfolding” tech was what NSE is based off

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#1185

Since this is a very HeO-like statement (through mastering one thing, all things become clear) I imagine your brain is craving to go back to HeO.

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#1186

I have, I would have included it in my plan if ME didn’t exist and Limitless were not an NSE title.

I have been craving HeO ever since i stopped using it months ago. It’s such a good sub. I feel like there’s something missing after i stopped and I deeply want it back badly.

Honestly, i might even make a UA + LE + HeO custom instead of ME. I’ve been thinking about it for a while. As much as I want to use ME, UA should be able to do the job & LE will be modified to be based on Limitless anyway.

It will still have to wait until LE is updated though, none of those subs are NSE, LE requires NSE scripting as a release valve, and the current LE is weaker in a custom.

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#1187

I decided to use DRR1 as a replacement for AHJ.

Holy shit this is the DRR that i fell in love with.
Why the fuck did i drop it for stage 2?

The holistic boost is out of this world.
It’s the third day and it already feels like i’m at the peak.
It’s just like what i received when i used it a few months ago.

I badly want to make this my default. I’ll drop my plan to “progress” the DRR & DRG ladder and strictly only use DRR1 for the next few years.

My experience with HeO told me that 12 cycles is not enough, even with the deep changes that still persist. So if i want to make true long lasting changes, i have to do it right and use the subs for even longer.

I think I’ll still chip through the recon from the other stages though, 2-4 times a month as i see fit. And 1-2 months a year of complete shift from DRR1 to said stage in order to bring contrast to DRR1. I learned through using HeO for 12 cycles straight that i should have taken a break from it for a few months to gain more clarity & to be able to appreciate the results.

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#1188

I have been lazy.

That’s what i realized after i did a deeper introspection.

It bothers me that what i gained from actively using HeO didn’t really stick around after i stopped using it, not as much as i expected it to.

So i took a walk and ruminated over it.

There I realized that, although the sub had helped me achieve the life i wanted, i was the one who did the heavy lifting.

Then it hit me.

The sub had done enough showing me what was possible. It was just a guide. At the end of the day, everything originated from me. I was the one who was responsible to follow & live up to the guide.

That means now that HeO had showed me what was possible, it’s my responsibility to live up to it.

I was the one who chose to be lenient about it.
I was the one who neglected cultivating the inner changes and just hoped that it popped out like it used to with HeO.
I was the one who was too spoiled & got lazy to continue following the path after i stopped using it.

If i want it, it’s my responsibility to live up to it.
It started from me, it was me all along. i have the power to make it true.

I’ll start with training my thought pattern to be closer to how it was under HeO.
I lived with it for almost a year, it should be possible.

I need to experiment more on this.
I’ll refrain from using HeO until i figure this out.

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#1189

Honestly, DRR1 is the sub that I need the most.
It becomes more obvious the more I run it.
It tackles everything I want it to, and more.

But I’m starting to understand what DRR2 was doing after I haven’t used it for almost 3 weeks.
If DRR1 is based on a simple “smooth holistic enhancement”, DRR2 is based on “inner power”.
Most of the things I got from DRR2 are based heavily on that.

If I can boil down what DRR2 is about, “inner power” is the obvious answer.
I kinda miss it.

I’ll run DRR2 once on the next listening day.
I’ll follow the plan that I proposed to support. LE + DRR1 normally and DRR2 twice a month.

I like DRR1 so much that I’m even more convinced that I’ll run it for the next few years.
I’m afraid that making it into a custom will mess things up though.
It’s already perfect, it doesn’t need any modification.

I’ve been doing qigong almost every day now. Only missing when I was too tired.
I defaulted to 3 exercises:

  1. Whole body tapping, opening the gate of life, centering breathing/energy shower.
  2. The 8 brocades.
  3. Some sitting qigong.

I start the day with the first, then 8 brocades sometime in the day, & end the day with the first again.
Sitting qigong every time before I meditate.
FasterEFT before every session.

I could learn more about qigong, but this routine that I’ve settled with overtime is enough for what I need. I also lowered the amount of experimenting with new movements in favor of picking up the sword again. It’s cool seeing how my body still retains what I practised with HeO even now.

#1190

LE 2m40s DRR2 4m AC 12s

+1s/listen for AC is as slow as it can get without risking overexposure.
Anything higher seems to surprise me slowly over time.

30s-50s is still the middle ground, even after almost 2 years of continuous use.
1m10s+ is too much for my taste.

I wonder if AC is just not for me.
I just don’t like how recon/overexposure affects my performance.

#1191

I was bracing myself for recon from LE + DRR1 + DRR2 in the stack.

But there’s no recon from DRR2.
Nothing significant, nothing slight.

I guess chipping away at DRR2’s recon paid off.
I used it normally for 2 months & for only 2-4 times a month for 3 months.

DRR1 is not a concern since i never really got a recon from it.

This month i only used DRR2 twice.
I’ll be a bit daring and use it 4 times next month.
I used it that many times last month and it went well, but i have DRR1 in the stack too now so there could be unforseen consequences. It’s too risky to be hasty, I need to take it slowly.

I’ll also try DRR1 + DRR2 in a day.
It’s incredibly rash, but i have this burning curiosity to satisfy.
I never get recon from DRR1 & I have cut down the recon from 2 significantly.
So maybe i can handle them both together at the same time.

2-4 times a month works.

2 feels a bit too stretched. So i think 3-4 times a month is the best to cut down recon.
Once every 7-10 days.

I did the same with WB back then.
Using it 3 times in a cycle was better at getting the recon under control & fixing it.
Using it normally with only <30s worked, but it was not as good.

I think the recommendation for resolving recon should emphasize more about reducing the frequency too on top of using microloops.
It should be held with the same level of importance.

Update 1:

I did a deeper introspection and figured out the tiny recons from DRR2.

I had to look really close to notice, it was barely noticeable.
That means the recon has reduced significantly over these past months.
But I still like having no recon if the sub is not that important for what I’m after.
So I’ll use shorter loops for DRR2.

#1192

My stack is fucked.

The Executive with NSE is worth the detour from LE that hasn’t got it yet.
It has the built in NSE release valve that LE doesn’t.

I’ll use it as soon as it’s released.

But after I think about it a bit more, I’ll stick with LE if ETE has romance scripting like Emperor.

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#1193

I wonder what SC put in the experimental RM:V.

I was reviewing what i wrote with RM:UWX and what i compose with RM:V again.

RM:UWX gave me great opportunities & manifestations.
But from the skill growth & the end product perspective, the exp RM:V gave me much more.
So much that i’m still having trouble getting back to that level quality when i was actively using the exp RM:V.

There are too many variables.
They both tackle different fields, it’s only natural to assume this level of disparity.

I wanted to run RM:UA to compare it from the “visual art” perspective.
But later i found out that UA is for all types of art. Not just drawing and the likes.

It seems like i come back to this topic again and again every other month. But it’s still bugging me.

If only i’m not running DRR now, i’d have tried RM:V. Using 2 multistagers hastily is not a good idea for someone who’s just started exploring multistagers like me. But i don’t have the slot available anyway, rofl. I’ll just depend on UA in a custom later.