Viktor’s Victory Venture (LE + DRR)

Journals - Major Programs
#898

DRR1 8m

+1m every listening day
The dreams are weird, i guess DRR1 & DRR2 are still addressing some deep issues inside.
it hasn’t been 12 days since the last time i used DRR2, let’s take it slow for now.

Mogul is insane, it works so quickly & so well.
1 thing i notice every time i run Mogul is it always makes me go more into deep planning.
The more i use Mogul, the more apparent it is.

DRR has been amazing for my meditation practice.
Not only does it make meditation more effortless & easier to do, it also helps me realize & understand more about mindfulness.

Update 1:

I better understand what awareness & attention are and how they work within me.

that’s a lackluster sentence to describe what DRR1 helped me understand & apply. but it’s really something that you have to experience yourself, writing it can only convey so much.

DRR1 is the best.

It’s healing the parts of me that I want to heal, while also increasing my productivity instead of giving me lethargy like the healing from other subs.

I can’t say that it’s recon free, but it’s so blurry since I’m also under more pressure than usual from what I decided to pursue lately, so I can’t really tell. As long as it’s not a lethargy recon then I’m fine.

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#899

I’m starting to get similar benefits to my meditation practise that I got from WB

I love DRR1

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#900

I’m gonna try the Mon-Wed-Fri schedule

The schedule

1 Listen
2
3 Listen
4
5 Listen
6
7

8 Listen
9
10 Listen
11
12 Listen
13
14

15 Listen
16
17 Listen
18
19 Listen
20
21 Listen

22
23
24
25
26

This is friday, coincidentally the fifth day of the cycle, so I’ll take 2 rest days tomorrow

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#901

DRR1 is helping me to shave off my bad habits.

DRR1 doesn’t just make everything smoother & easier, it also directs me toward the improvements that I truly want. This is the most focused & streamlined sub for my goals that I’ve ever used, it’s even more streamlined than HeO.

I’m also starting to understand the “rebellion” part of DRR1, I’ll try to put it into words after i get a better grasp of it.

DRR1 is the best sub for my wants and needs. It’s laser focused on improving the parts I want to improve and healing the parts I want to heal. I won’t view it as just a stage anymore, it’s a complete & powerful sub on its own and it deserves to be treated as such.

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#905

DRR1 10m

EVERYTHING is smoother & easier.
Work, Meditation, Socializing, Discipline, Relaxation, Self forgiveness & acceptance, Mindfulness etc.
I wasn’t even aware that some of them could be internally improved this drastically.
DRR1 made me notice these rooms for improvement and smoothened the way for me to act on them.

I really thought DRR1 was gonna be a recon fest, but this is the exact opposite.
Everything is just better.

I wish I could throw HeO into the stack too, but 2 subs in a stack feels better than 3.
It feels much less convoluted internally & less dense overall.

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#906

I’m mixed about continuing the cycle with the Mon - Tue - Wed schedule.

the washout is usually the best period.
it’s when the queue is being cleared up & the scripts go fully into action mode.
that’s why I always have at least 2 washout periods in a cycle. it just works the best for my needs.

I’ll stick with the plan for now and then compare the difference after the cycle is done.

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#907

I guess my conscious guidance towards productivity is so strong that it makes DRR1 focus on healing & clearing the path that supports it.

maybe it’s collaborating intensely with the productivity scripting from the other subs in my stack.

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#908

Yes, most likely. It’s not that DR RED can’t be used for productivity, I was just reminding everyone that DR Gold contains scripting specifically for it.

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#909

DRR1 15m

Trying full exposure again.
It has been more than half a month since the last time I listened to stage 2.
I accidentally listened to AC for 4m instead of 1m though, I hope I don’t get overloaded.

I’m also noticing that the weight has not been there anymore.
So it’s clear that that was a recon from DRR2. I don’t feel feeble anymore, less internal pressure.

DRR1 is chipping away at my bad habits, but I need to take it slower so the “withdrawals” (for lack of a better word) from stopping those bad habits are not too overbearing. I’m noticing that while they have decreased overall, sometimes I go to another bad habit just to fill the void from the other one I stopped.

I need to pay attention to that & take it slow.

Meditation has been amazing. it’s easier, smoother, better.
DRR1 is giving me a big boost to my understanding & execution of it.

Update 1:

No overload symptoms at all so far, so I can take 4m of AC just fine then.
Maybe i wasn’t able to go past 3m without getting overloaded back then because i was using 3 subs in a stack instead of 2 like now.

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#913

16th day, no overload symptoms yet.
Usually i start noticing it around this time.

Running only 2 subs instead of 3 must have contributed to the decreased load too.

More confidence, more awareness, more clarity.
DRR1 is hitting almost all the spots i want & need.
I can’t wait to stack it with HeO.

To be honest, DRR1 is delaying my desire to make a custom.
DRR1 alone single handedly eliminated 8 modules from my plan and added a lot more values than i expected.

But, i still miss the intensity of the creativity boost from the RM products.
I could run DRR1 + HeO + RM:UA, but I don’t want to use 3 subs in a stack anymore. 2 is the best.

So, I might make an HeO + RM:UA or HeO + RM + Rembrandt custom in the future.
I’ll wait until both are updated first though.

Just a bit of extra creativity boost and the stack would be perfect.

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#916

wow… the sounds I arranged were WAY better when I was using RM:V.
I was listening to the ones i made back then and comparing them with the ones I just made.

“how the fuck did i make that??”

I’m VERY tempted to use RM:V again.

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#917

fuck, mogul just hits right.
everything about money is properly in its place.
the manifestations are also insane. it’s systematic and not just a random one off.
it opens up paths to more growth and wealth, sustainable.

I started all of these about 2-3 months ago and most of the monetary stuff are already taken care off.
I just need a few more months for the tertiary stuff, but the big ones are done. I can sleep normally now
originally, i planned it to take at least around 9 months. realistically more than a year.

I wish i could talk more about it, but i decided to not overshare my private life.

is this a sign that i should use mogul more before i switch back to HeO?
this is what’s hard about mogul, once you taste it, you can’t stop. it’s that good.
honestly, that’s with every sub that has wealth scripting. RM:UWX was insane too. but mogul is different

Imagine a HERO sub with extensive wealth scripting. that’s a good idea for a custom.

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#918

I think mon-wed-fri for 21 days is not the play for me.

I feel more exhausted and out of it on rest days lately, even though I’m doing less work overall.
Not confirmed, but this feels very similar to the subtle overexposure symptoms I usually felt back then before i used 9 on 4 off 9 on 4 off.

The only way to find out is to get more data.
I’ll use it again the next cycle and compare how I feel near the end of the cycle.
By then I’ll have a better idea about whether it’s caused by the schedule or other factors.

The 2 rest days on the weekends might not be enough for me.
I need at least 3 to 4 consecutive rest days in the middle of the cycle.
Or, I should stop before day 15. I found that I only feel the symptoms if I go over it.

I’m fine with recon like the one from DRR2, but anything that risks lethargy is a no.
That goes against my main goal of using subs.

Nevermind, experimentation is not worth it right now. I gotta focus.
I’ll just go back to the tried & tested 9 on 4 off 9 on 4 off. though i want to try 3 & 5 instead of 4 & 4.

Update 1:

Yep, this is the familiar subtle overexposure symptom that usually shows up near the end of a cycle.

It feels exactly like every single one i’ve felt in the past.

Mon-wed-fri is not cutting it.
I need longer rest days in the middle.

I’ll start the washout early (this is the 20th day) and try 11 on 4 off 9 on 4 off next cycle.

I’ve been wanting to try 11 on 4 off for a long time. This is a good opportunity to test it out.

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#919

Yesterday was bad

The overload symptom gave me a layer of lethargy & out of focus that i needed to push through.

By the last hours of the day, i gave up and just did nothing.

This is distinctly the overload symptom near the end of a 21 day cycle that i’ve experienced too in the past.
I’ve also felt it building up since before but i just brushed it off as me being lazy.

Compared to a few weeks ago, i rest more, i eat more, i sleep properly, etc. so it’s unlikely that those are the culprit.

At least now i know that 2 times 2 consecutive rest days in the middle of a cycle is not enough.

3 is the minimum, 4 is optimal.

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#920

This washout is gonna be fun

I’m excited to see what will unravel once the scripting queue is done processing.
What will it be like without the load on my back.

Usually, i get a boost in performance, especially when I’m using subs that suppress it like LBFH.

The washout period from a sub that boosts everything like DRR1 and a sub with productivity scripting like Mogul might turn me into a machine, rofl.

DRR1 gives me a different sense of peace & stability than LBFH.

LBFH uses a lot of love and acceptance. I didn’t even talk bad to myself back then when i was actively using it. LBFH is super strong.

DRR1 on the other hand, doesn’t feel like it’s pulling its power out of anything like LBFH with love, Mogul with money, HeO with virtue etc. It just makes everything better out of nowhere.

I like it a lot. it simply elevates my default state with nothing attached. Imagine if i use DRR1 for a long time and this truly becomes my default state. this sub is powerful.

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#921

I decided to take a break today.
the overexposure symptom is not over yet, but it’s getting better.

it’s sunday anyway. i deserve to get some rest.

Resting made me think about the subs i want to use

EB

I might reconsider using EB now. the only reason i didn’t use it was because of LBFH.
I was still uncovering what i could learn from LBFH. now that I’m done with it, i don’t have anything that’s blocking me from using EB. not to mention that it’s aligned perfectly with what I’m undergoing now.

But i still want to use HeO. The stack will be too dense if i add EB too. 2 Artisan subs + 1 Multistage will be too much. This is also not the best time to experiment with using a new sub.
I’m sure that I’ll use EB in the future though. Especially after it gets updated later.

The Executive or LE

I’m certain these two will get a huge shake up with the updates. As much as how I’m interested in both of them, i still need to see the updates to get a better idea about what they will do.

RoM & the Limitless series

RoM

Originally i wanted to use RoM, but i discovered that DRR1 is doing what i want RoM to do. the effects should be stronger once i get to DRR3 anyway. so i don’t think I’ll ever use RoM.

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Limitless

It’s making me really interested.
I’m not that quick with my wits. That’s why the things I’m good at are not really dependent on that. I’m better at things that require time & dedication instead of things that require short/immediate responses. Gotta make do with what I have and play to my strength.

This is a clear weakness that I want to cover later down the road.
I don’t really need it for what i do, but it would be nice.

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QL

I wanted to use it, but after 1 cycle of DRR1, i know i won’t stop using it for at least a year.DRR is that good. I don’t want to risk using 2 multistage subs in a stack so QL has to wait until years later.

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Mind’s Eye

The new “visionary” scripting is very exciting. if i were not cautious about experimenting with a new sub, i would have used NR instead of Mogul 2 months ago just for this scripting alone.

But i need to see the new description to get a better idea of what ME can offer.
My visualization ability is already above average, so it’s not really a priority for me to increase.
It can be a good alternative/addition to RM:UA though. So I’m considering using it.

Daredevil & the RM series

RM:UWX

It’s amazing. Storytelling is an integral part of everything that i do.
But i can’t bear the missed opportunities i got from its manifestations.
I’m not a “writer” after all, so I can’t really take them.

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Daredevil

It is THE storytelling sub. but i don’t do that kind of storytelling much.
It’s an interesting skill to cultivate, but i need to focus on other things.

I want a sub that infuses great storytelling into what i do.
That’s why RM:V & RM:UA are really interesting to me.

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RM:V

Strangely, after using the experimental RM:V, i was inspired to take on my dream that has no relation to music whatsoever. I can’t really put that much focus on music anymore.

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RM:UA

It’s the most interesting. I don’t draw, but what i do now is related to what people see.
It’s a stretch, but I’m betting on RM:UA’s effects to help me improve it.

RM:UA is 100% going to be in my stack soon after it’s updated.

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RM

the normal RM is more all encompassing. it fits me better, but the emphasis on freedom is making me think twice. I don’t need a sub specifically for that, I’m already free as is. i need to see the updated description to decide whether i want to use it or not.

DRG

After I’m done using DRR1, i won’t go to DRR2. I will use DRG1 first instead.
The dual dragon setup is gonna go hard :fire:

I won’t use it any time soon though since i have HeO in my stack.
Virtue scripting is great but I don’t need that much of it.

DRR2 is a great sub, but the healing & the effects just don’t pique my interest.
It doesn’t motivate me enough to go through its recon. I can’t be bothered with it either now, I gotta focus on what i need to do. Maybe I’ll use it if I’m bored and I have free time.

Subs that I won’t use anymore

WB & DRLD

DRR1 happened. I got everything I wanted from both of them from just DRR1.
DRR1 is also more focused. it works better for my wants & needs.
They are both great subs, not worse than DRR by any means, but it’s just a matter of compatibility.

LBFH

It’s one of the best subs that I’ve ever used.
but there’s this feeling deep down that I’m “done” using LBFH.
and looking at myself & my surrounding, I’m truly done with it.
It has done its job well. now i gotta focus on other stuff.

Also, DRR1 happened, rofl.

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#922

My head feels lighter now.
That was definitely the overexposure symptom.

19 days is too much. Even with rests at weekends.
The most i’ll do is 15 days without at least 4 days of rest consecutively.

I decided to stop the forum for a while

The experiment is done.
I’ve said most things from DRR1 too.
I also doubt HeO will be updated soon either.

There’s nothing more to share on the journal since i always keep myself away from writing anything specific about my life online anyway.

It’s time to give the focus elsewhere.
At least for the time being.

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#923

I think I’m on to something with the 11 on 4 off 11 on 4(or 5) off schedule

The Schedule

1: Listen
2: Rest
3: Listen
4: Rest
5: Listen
6: Rest
7: Listen
8: Rest
9: Listen
10: Rest
11: Listen

12: Rest
13: Rest
14: Rest
15: Rest

16: Listen
17: Rest
18: Listen
19: Rest
20: Listen
21: Rest
22: Listen
23: Rest
24: Listen
25: Rest
26: Listen

27: Rest
28: Rest
29: Rest
30: Rest
(31: Rest)

It has more merits than 9 on 4 off 9 on 4 off

  • 1 cycle = 30 days instead of 26. This gives better consistency for scheduling.
    • Listening day always starts at the 1st & 16th, while the washouts at the 12th & 27th.
    • If the month has 31 days, just take 1 extra rest day on the 31st.
    • For February (28 days), either take 1 day from Jan & March each or use 11 on 4 off, 9 on 4 off.
  • Even numbers of listening days. 6 before a washout instead of 5.
    • This makes scheduling a 3 sub stack less awkward, ensuring an even distribution of listening days for all the subs.
    • Easier & more consistent placement for Ascension Chamber. Use it on day 1, 9, 16 & 24. It ensures that everything is spaced out 6-7 days apart.
  • (Hopefully) no difference compared to the 9 on 4 off schedule in decreasing the subtle overload symptoms that usually creep up near the end of the normal 21 on 5 off schedule. This needs to be tested out, although I’m confident that it will be fine based on my prior experiments.

What I need to do now is to experiment with this schedule & monitor the load.
See if there’s a build up of the subtle overload symptoms or not.
2 cycles should be enough to gather enough data about the viability & sustainability of it.

If you see this & are interested, I invite you to try it too.
The stack I use has 2 subs. We need data for a 3 sub stack. (I’ll also test out 3 subs in November)
September (30 days) & October (31 days) are perfect for the experiment.

Alright, time to go back to forum hiatus. I’ll give the updates later on.

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#924

I’m rethinking my decision to continue using HeO.

Here is a snippet from my offline journal about it.

“I have gotten everything i need from HeO”

This feeling never goes away since around half a year ago, maybe more.
Objectively speaking, if i assess the changes that it has brought to my life, I have indeed gained everything i need from it.
The only reasons i’m still using it are to maintain its effects and make the changes stick more permanently.

Is this my intuition telling me that i have had enough exposure to HeO?
I’ve been using it for more than 12 cycles anyway.

Maybe I’ve outgrown HeO?
It has done its job.
When i took the HeO hiatus, I noticed some of the effects were getting a bit weaker. But the changes it brought over the year are mostly still intact.
Now that I’m back to it, I’m realizing that what i lost are not even worth mentioning. I have integrated well with the changes after almost 1 year of using it.

Not sure if i should stick with it or not.
It has done what i want it to do.
I have used it long enough to where the changes have stuck.

I’ll stick with it for now and think about it more in the middle/end of the month.

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#925

I think you will still grow if you use it continually over the next decade.

But growth for it’s own sake is meaningless.

I’d go back to my goals, what I want to achieve, what I want to change in my life.

If HeO can still help you, good.

If there are better subs for your goals, drop it.

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